Jessie

My name is Jessie. I'm a 29-year-old female slave from Fort Wayne, Indiana. I live the BDSM lifestyle and am both a sadist and masochist. I have red hair (most of the time), and eyes that change color from blue to green to grey. I call them "mood eyes." I sing, swing, am herbally abusive, do adult photography, web design, and write for my living. Not gonna make me rich anytime soon, but I really love what I do. I am originally from Indiana (no, I truly don't know anything about corn that doesn't come straight from Green Giant), and I drive a 1995 Mercury Sable. It's ugly as hell, but it's paid for, and it gets me from point A to point B. (I wish point B was the frickin' car lot...)
I was born on February 4th of 1977. Yes, that makes me an Aquarius. I am the QUINTESSENTIAL Aquarius.
My birthstone is Amethyst (just in case you wanted to buy me jewelry), and my flower is the orchid (but, I prefer roses).
My favorite colors are indigo, blood red, and black. My favorite food is lasagna. My favorite carobonated beverage is Pepsi, without a doubt. My favorite "other" drinks are Jose, Jim, Jack, Johnny Red and Johnny Black (all my favorite men). I don't date or accept collars from Men that I can out-drink or beat up.
I'm a singer, mainly rock and classic rock. I'm a throwback from the sixties (never mind that I wasn't born until '77), and some of my greatest musical influences come from that era (Janis Joplin, Grace Slick, Dusty Springfield,etc.). My taste in music to listen to varies. I'm eclectic in that I love all kinds of music, from rock to bluegrass, gangsta rap to broadway. I love it all.
My bra size is 42F. Yes, I said "F" cup. "F" cup bras are not easy to find and are generally extremely expensive... buy a bra or feed a third-world country? Hmmm... decisions, decisions...
I am one of 8 children, made up of 5 girls and 3 boys. All of our names start with 'J'... my grandmother used to call us all "George." Can you imagine what that did to my concept of gender roles? I'm a half-gay female. Snatch a kiss, or vice versa. It's all the same to me.
I do web design. I write really hot erotica. I sing like nobody's business. I love to read. I have a secret erotic writing project that I've been working on for a couple of years now, and it's almost finished.
I have two daughters, ages 6 and 8. I won't say much more on that subject, but I'm very blessed to have them in my life.
I'm goth, but you won't see me running around with a liquid-paper white face, black lips and nails, ripped up black clothing, writing death poetry, or smoking a clove while crying out in despair that no one understands me or my attempts to be an individual while listening to Marilyn Manson.
I have no style. *giggle* I'll wear a ball gown and a pair of combat boots. I'll wear denim with high heels. Basically, if it's clean and will reasonably fit, I'll wear it. Is it a quirky sense of taste? Is it the theory that "clothes don't make the person, the person makes the clothes" that drives me to do it? Nope. I guess if I had to call it something, it would be the "I will take the first thing that comes out of the laundry basket" method of dress. It's not a cool sense of style... it's a realistic sense of not being able to run around naked without being arrested.
I don't always dress like a dork. Usually, but not always.
I like to dress a little on the revealing side. I've always been just a little trashy. I'm cool with that.
I am an advocate for HIV/AIDS education, research, and support. I lost my girl to AIDS-related pneumonia a few years ago, and have lost many, many friends because of the virus. I feel like it's one of my missions in life to help the cause.
If you've made it this far, you now know me better than about 80% of the friends in my life.
Love and other indoor sports,
Jessie