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%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%Aok so i figure since its been a year and alot has changed about me and my life i should prolly update the about me section. So here we go... I have learned alot about myself and people this past year. I realized that nobody is real.. everyone puts on a huge facade till they sucker you into allowing them into your life and your heart then they walk all over you and leave you and your shattered pieces to start all over again. I always tell everyone the more people i know the more i learn about myself and life.. but in reality thats bs.. all it has done is tainted what once was a good heart... i see nothing but shallow.. selfish... cold hearted souls anymore these days. I hate racist people... i recently had someone tell me that "they were not aware that i was mexican.. and they did not believe in mixed breeding.." first off i am not some wild animal.. second of all if you are that shallow to see that any walk of life should be considered a blessing then you are not worth my time anyways. I have also realized that there is not ONE single person that you can depend on but you... people are self absorbed and no matter how wonderful you may think they are... they are in whatever relationship they have with you for themselves. I have realized that i enjoy being single.. last year at this time i was DYING to have a boyfriend and now i realize they are all a waste of time. They all lie... they all cheat... and they all just want to fuck one of your friends. I love to hear when people go on and on about how happy they are with their significant other... but in reality... they preach on and on about it only becuz they are tryin to convince themselves of the so called happiness that is nonexsistent. I have also learned to never put your all into anything or anyone... its a waste of your time and effort becuz you will never meet someone that will ever give you their all back. Its life deal with it... I see so many people moping around about oh why me why me boo whoo... why did this happen to me... why does nobody like me.. SUCK IT UP... its not just happening to you.. it happens to everyone everywhere every second of everyday... life goes on... and what does not kill us only makes us stronger. I have had probably one of the worst years of my life this year.. but everyone one of you that knows me and sees me out and about would never know... becuz i always have a smile on my face and hold my head high... becuz i live for ME and nobody else. I do what i want... and i do NOT let others personal issues and insecurities get the best of me or bring me down.. i just move on and up to better things. So with that said like i always say.. there is only one way to live life...and that is ..."to always expect the worst and hope for the best, and live it the best you know how!"%D%A%D%Ap.s. Don't take life to seriously... nobody comes out alive in the end anyhow...%D%A Get Your Own Voice Player Manage %D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A %D%A .. ..
