*Sexy Little Wild Child*

I'm an all natural girl, with the biggest heart out there. I may be materialistic as far as how I dress and look, but who I am on the inside is a REAL person, and diifferent from most girls. I'm really out going and love to have a good time. I'll order a vodka on the rocks w/ 4 squeezed lemons, and turn heads every time. I hold my friends close to my heart. I take care of my grandma 100% now that she is paralyzed and its been the most stressful year of my life. I dream of one day having a family and raising kids with a husband I love so much. I am losing a huge part of my life, after raising my step daughter for 5 years, and its the hardest thing for me to do, to let go of her, but I will always love her. I have been through so much in my life, and some people refer to me as the strongest person they know. I dream of being "Hopelessly romanticly in love" and I have expereiced it, and know that it isn't over for me. At this moment in my life, I am scared and afraid of new, and missing the old. Im still unsure of what I want for my future as far as my career, but I know I'll figure it out along the way. Im only 22...give me a break!!! I moved to Vegas a year and a half ago, and bought a house at 21, which I may have to possibly give up. And move back to HB and thats where my heart will always be, however, I have fallen in love with Vegas, for all the wrong and right reasons and miss it so much. I have had my heart broken and I'm just trying to mend it up and figure out how to fall out of love with someone. Just when you think you know someone after 5 years, you realize maybe you never knew them at all. And you were so wrapped up in being totally head over heels for that person, when all along, they never loved you the way you loved them. One day I'll have my story book romance, and meet the man of my dreams, but until then, I'll keep my friends close and if you want to meet a really cool girl, I'm down to hang.