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sweetdreams

The worst thing about being lied to is knowing you're not worth the truth.

About Me

What is there to know....I'm a wife, a mother, a daughter, a sister, and a friend. I'm a hippie at heart...Who is finding out who the true me is, instead of being someone I'm not for others. I've done that for way too long. I'm someone who is on a path to finding complete happiness within herself. I'm committed to living my life the best way it suits me. I'm a pretty simple girl who don't need much to make her happy. I don't want to be in the rat race of todays world. I live pretty simple over all. I'm committed to doing my part in making sure my children and grandchildren have a place to live. I believe in reduce, reuse, recycle, which has help me to follow a passion and dream of mine, it is bringing out the artist/designer in me. I love to have fun, laugh, try new things.I believe that before there can be courage there has to be fear, Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they’ll love you back, Don’t expect love in return. Just wait for it to grow in their hearts, but if it doesn’t be content it grew in yours, the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can’t go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. If there is something about me that you want to know than just ask.....

My Interests

I'm always changing things around on here, But one thing that will never change is that it will always reflect who I am...{

I'd like to meet:

I would love to meet anyone who can figure me out, anyone that can make sense out of life...anyone who is kynd and full of spirit....anyone who is open minded to the fact that nothing stays the same ,life is ever changing. Anyone who wants to get to know me...Now, Don't take this in a rude way....but if you just want to send me a request to make your friend list go up in Numbers...please don't even send a request....and I have received lately a lot of friend request from girls that are half dressed...with nothing on their pages....I guess they are trying to build their friend list....but honestly I'm not interested. So please save yourself some time...don't send a request...{}

Music:

My taste in music is ever changing....as is my playlist. My playlist is made up of songs I like....at times there are a few for people who are special to me...and those people know who they are...like my husband,my children, my sister (Shelly) and my dear friends Luci & Troy...

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Heroes:

I have many heroes... but mainly my dad for teaching me to be independent, to stand up for myself, never stop believing in myself...never relay on a guy for anything. Never to quit because you get nowhere when you do.That people are going to hurt you and say mean things but you just need to let it roll off...For always believing in me and for never getting mad at me when I just wanted to be a tom boy...for always allowing me to be me....{ }

My Blog

What the Hell was I thinking....

I had an experience yesterday, that opened my eyes. As I prepare to start a class I took my first breathe session. WOW...I felt like I released so much crap that I felt lighter, my heart more open, a...
Posted by sweetdreams on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 10:19:00 PST

Not Sure.....Closure???

Well I'm finally able to take the time to change things up on my page, as well as sit and write about the things that have been going around and around in my head. I have had the chance to e...
Posted by sweetdreams on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 10:04:00 PST

Thinking Back.........

There has been a moment/conversation in my life within the last few days, that has made me think about somethings from the past and a relationship. It wasn't bad revisiting those moments, because...
Posted by sweetdreams on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 06:09:00 PST

Realizing

Over the last week I have had time to sit and sit ( not sure which one hurts more...my knee or my ass) and to think about how my life has change in the last few months. How I realize so much and ever...
Posted by sweetdreams on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 08:00:00 PST

To Let Go....

LETTING GO!! To let go does not mean to stop caring,   it means I can't do it for someone else.To let go is not to cut myself off,   it's the realization I can't control...
Posted by sweetdreams on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 10:35:00 PST

Courage

It takes strength to be firm.It takes courage to be gentle. It takes strength to stand guard.It takes courage to let down your guard. It takes strength to conquer.It takes courage to surrender. It...
Posted by sweetdreams on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 08:14:00 PST

WTF

It is just fuckin' beyond me...Maybe I'm just going through REACTIVITY...Yeah I said it and that is most likely it!!! I just can't believe I still have to deal with bull shit!! I don't want to receive...
Posted by sweetdreams on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 12:57:00 PST

How meanings change.....

After a sleepless night I woke up discovering myself  feeling sick. Having feelings of hurt, anger, and lost. I felt disappointed knowing that I was about to make a choice that would most likely ...
Posted by sweetdreams on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 09:21:00 PST

Why...well here is why....

Why I'm setting boundaries for myself ~  If  I allow someone to 'use me', or 'verbally abuse me' or 'physically hurt me' my boundaries are not clearly defined. In reality, NO ONE can hu...
Posted by sweetdreams on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 11:48:00 PST

ACCEPTING

  I have come to ACCEPT that no matter how I try to say it or explain it. It doesn't matter because some will never see it through my eyes, they will never feel the hurt they have ...
Posted by sweetdreams on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 07:57:00 PST