R.I.P. Alex |
Yesterday, at approx 4:30pm, my brother, my kindred spirit, my puppy, Alex, was put to sleep after long battling an illness. My parents could no longer watch him suffer and waste away. He could hardly... Posted by ~Celerian~ on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 04:52:00 PST |
Fur immer... |
Sirikta,
I claim you as my lifemate. I belong to you. I offer my life to you. I give to you my protection, my allegiance, my heart, my mind, my soul, and my body. I take into keeping the same that is ... Posted by ~Celerian~ on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 07:12:00 PST |
Schneidende Geduld in mein Gesicht |
The past two days were a bit distressing. Siri and I had an arguement, something important, but at the same time, very minor what sparked it. Luckily, we have everything squared away and we finally go... Posted by ~Celerian~ on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 08:45:00 PST |
Erinnerung stücke |
I didn't expect to get so many messages this year. Online and offline friends alike sent me birthday wishes. My parents got a card to me and made sure to call. Jen and Jon brought me a slice of pizza ... Posted by ~Celerian~ on Fri, 17 Mar 2006 09:10:00 PST |
Überrasch Angriff |
Sneaky birthday, snuck up on me. Hard to fathom my last day as a "teen." I will now be dubbed a "twentysomething." It's not so bad, except for the meaningless idea that I've been alive for two decades... Posted by ~Celerian~ on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 12:53:00 PST |
Flammen innerhalb des Flusses |
Thursday pushed a cold dark hand upon my brow and said get moving.Fourteen hours - sleepless, restless, longingAn hour lost to a different landscape builtBy colder temperatures and voicesSituations ca... Posted by ~Celerian~ on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 03:19:00 PST |
Vergiften Sie in den Pfannenkuchen |
Not often am I the optimist, and I certainly don't want to jinx what I've obtained. I feel lucky, even though I have to wait for quite a while until it can be fully realized. Happiness is at the end o... Posted by ~Celerian~ on Sun, 19 Feb 2006 09:00:00 PST |
Optimismus in einer Dose |
For the first timeI do not fear possession of a hidden handBut I feel animosityFor those who would tie me downAnd keep me from it
I made choices for a reasonMy reason is my own
Goals - where I'm going... Posted by ~Celerian~ on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 04:55:00 PST |
Passive |
Dead as dead can beThe doctor tells meBut I just can't believe himEver the optimistic oneI'm sure of your abilityTo become my perfect enemyWake up and face meDon't play dead 'cause maybeSomeday I will... Posted by ~Celerian~ on Wed, 01 Feb 2006 09:41:00 PST |
Sonne |
The beauty of being numb.A return to existance.Only a meager verb.To be.To exist.A thought?A process?Who takes and gives and takes more than they deserve?Who's crying for you now?Who's he thinking of ... Posted by ~Celerian~ on Wed, 01 Feb 2006 08:49:00 PST |