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About Me


I love my children.
Im complicated.
Im beautiful.
Im funny.
Im a dork.
I love my fishies.
Rain brings me peace.
Violets and lilies are my favorite flowers.
I listen to the wind.
I write poetry.
I sing.
I dance.
Badly.
I walk around barefoot most of the time.
I love my ipod.
I collect fearies.
I like all kinds of rock music.
And eminem...
I work for a living.
I pay all my bills.
I love my computer.
I like bald guys.
Don't know why.
Army guys are sexy.
Maybe thats where the bald thing comes from?
I love Tori Amos.
I get drunk some weekends.
I stopped smoking!!!
I dropped out of high school.
I am optimistic.
Yet masochistic in the same way.
I get bored easily.
I cry some times.
It helps.
I give bums my change.
I washed my car tonight YaY!
I drink diet coke.
I can make bomb ass octipus hotdogs.
The kids love that one.
I vote for peace over war.
But sometimes war is needed to make peace.
I am a lover.
And a fighter.
I smile.
I wish i could stop time.
I wish on stars.
I wish in the light of my pixies eyes.
I want to die old and warm.
I wish to find love again.
...i have this voice in my head...
:*....*::*....*:
this world
a place that i once loved
i feel it rotting away
people acting like tards
children being murdered
greedy fucking politics
sicko fucking rapists
and racist
hate of a human for the color of their skin
is like hating a child who is deaf
pointless and unforgiving
i'm bored again
i'm ok with this
...i found this after 9-11...i love it...
..
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My Interests



Inside this head dwelling flower

Emotionally:twisted
What I want: some peace and fucking quiet
Sexuality: girls are hotter then boys but I like boys better
Born and Raised: in the sunshine state
looks like 350 lb. 3' midget just looking for a good time.
Heritage:Irish, Cherokee and German
Believe: no one
Sign: Libra
Smoke / Drink: Yes / Yes
Pixie owner of: 2
Edumacation: high school dropout
Occupation:Accounting for a national home builder...imagine that
I hate the most: fake people and pervert stalkers
Diablo 2 gamer tag: splatteredpixie

i love her...she is so hot

I get bored alot

Hmmm

a gif chuck made for me

My sunshine

Beautifulest pixies ever!

My Rain with his green hat and dorky friend
Violet and her daddy being silly!

A gif that michael made me

feeling a little loopy

end of the day at the zoo
me and my babies daddy

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«..¨... ¤ *the reasons we breathe* ¤...¨..»
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Yes, im a sappy sad poet....get over it

Shhh baby close your eyes, its ok.
I know therere monsters under your bed.
And those voices in your head
With the boogie-man right next door
Wanting to chop us up all over the floor

And baby dont look at that lady
Shes crazy
Stealing our babies

Those big kids on the corner with pockets full
Dont look in their eyes what they have will steal your soul
At church stay close to mommy honey
Some men up there arent that nice or funny

Sweetie, I dont know why people are so mean
Blowing up everybody in the streets
Why people who hurt little children are still breathing

Come over here baby stay close to me.....
2003 LM

Floating empty.
wrapped in nothing.
deceived and shattered
yet still breathing.
imaginary existence,
this whole time
faked.
a flake of failure.
I will surpass,
I shall soon be free.
but never soon enough.
hoping, dreaming, wishing
this dehumanizing
is soul depleting
but is it really there
after loving you?
9.05.LM

Every day goes by faster then the last
and there is nothing that we can do
to get those lost moments back.
no way to take away the words
that have pierced our souls
and left us empty...
seems the harder we try
to hold on to these moments
the harder it is to let them go
when time has passed...
time, like the clock
never sleeps,
we are a doomed universe.
Those of us who are still around
will be able to watch the sun draw nearer
till eventually we will all be nothing,
not even memories...
just another cosmic explosion
in this vast realm of nothingness...
vicious cycle I'll tell ya....
but when the sun does swallow the earth,
I hope that I have "lived"
through a million lifetimes
and find myself back again for the show...
it shall be spectacular! ;) lm

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I'd like to meet:


my favorite pixie

this black cloud is raining again come dance with me....

Music:

Juliette Lewis Rocks!!! Posted By:Juliette and the Licks

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Currently in my ipod and building
10 Years
3 Days Grace
3 Doors Down
30 Seconds to mars
A Perfect Circle
Ace of Base
Aerosmith
Afro Man
Alanis Morrisette
Alice in Wonderland
All American Rejects
American Pie
Ani Defranco
Anna Nalick
Anthrax
The Archies
Avril Lavigne
B-52’s
Bad Religion
The Bangles
Barney
Barry White
Beastie Boys
The Beatles
Beck
Belinda Carlisle
Ben E King
Ben Folds Five
Big Bad Voodoo Daddy
Black Crows
Black Flag
Black Sabbath
Blind Melon
Blink 182
Blondie
Bloodhound Gang
Blue October
Blue Oyster Cult
Bob Dylan
Bob Segar
The Bobettes
Bone Thugs
Brandon D’Camillo
Breaking Benjamin
Britney Spears Prank Call
Bryan Adams
Buck Cherry
Buddy Holly
Bush
Butthole Surfers
Cake
Candlebox
Carrie Underwood
Casper the Friendly Ghost
Cherry Poppin Daddies
Chevelle
Chipmunks
The Chordettes
Chris Daughtry
Cindy Lauper
The Coasters
Cold
Coldplay
Concrete Blonde
Counting Crows
Cracker
Cranberries
Crank Yankers
Creed
The Crow
The Cure
Cynthia Harrell
Dash Board Confessional
Dave Matthews Band
Days of the New
Dead Kennedys
Dead Milkmen
Death in Vegas
Debbie Gibson
Deftones
Dell Vikings
Disturbed
Dixie Chicks
Donny Darko
The Doors
Eagles
Edwin McCain
Eminem
Enigma
Eric Clapton
Evanescence
Everlast
Faith Hill
Fall Out Boy
Filter
Finch
Fiona Apple
Flaming Lips
Fleetwood Mac
Foamy
For Love Not Lisa
Frank Sinatra
The Fray
Fu Manchu
Garbage
Georgia Satelites
Gin Blossoms
GooGoo Dolls
Gorillaz
Greatful Dead
Green Day
Green Jelly
Guster
Hank Williams
Hate Breed
Heart
Helmet
Hinder
Hole
Hooba Stank
Hot Chocolate
Iggy Pop
Invader Zim
Issac Hayes
J. Giles
James Blunt
Jane’s Addiction
Janis Joplin
Jason Vorhees
Jefferson Airplane
Jerky Boys
Jerry Lee Lewis
The Jesus & Mary Chain
Jewel
Jimi Hendrix
Joan Osborne
John Carpenter
John Meyer
Johnny Cash
Juliette & the Licks
Justin Timberlake
K’s Choice
Katrina & the Waves
Kelly Clarkson
Kids
Kittie
Korn
Lag Wagon
Lamb of God
Led Zepplin
Lee Greenwood
Legend –Pixie
Leonard Cohen
Little Mermaid
Live
Lords of Acid
Lynard Skynard
Machine of Love & Grace
Madonna
Marilyn Manson
Marvin Gaye
Match Box 20
Mazzy Star
Mellon Camp
Metallica
Millencolin
Mindless Self Indulgence
Misfits
Mudvayne
Murderdolls
Mushroom Head
My Chemical Romance
My Life w/ The Thrill Kill Kult
Nancy Sinatra
Natalie Imbruglia
Nelly Furtado
Nick Cave
Nickleback
Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana
No Doubt
NOFX
Oasis
Offspring
Our Lady Peace
Pantera
Papa Roach
Pearl Jam
Pennywise
Pet
Peter Frampton
Peter Gabrielle
Pixies
P.J. Harvey
POD
Poe
Portishead
Primus
Pulp Fiction
Queen
Radio Head
Rage Against the Machine
Raggedy Anne
The Ramones
Rasputina
Reba
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Reel Big Fish
REM
Remy Zero
Rob Thomas
Rob Zombie
Rodney Atkins
Rolling Stones
Rollins Band
Sam Kinison
Sarah McLachlan
Save Ferris
Secret Machines
Seven Dust
Sex Pistols
Shadows Fall
Shinedown
The Shins
Shirley & Lee
Shirley Temple
Shrek
Simon & Garfunkle
Simple Plan
Skeeter Davis
Slayer
Slipknot
The Smiths
Sneaker Pimps
Soil
Sophomore Attempt
Soul Asylum
South Park
Spencer Davis
Spineshank
Sponge Bob Square Pants
Stabbing Westward
Staind
Starting Line
Static X
Steve Miller
Stewie Griffin
Stone Sour
Stone Temple Pilots
Strung Out
Sublime
The Sundays
Suzanna Vega
System of a Down
Third Eye Blind
Tiffany
Toad the Wet Sprocket
Toadies
Tool
Tori Amos
Tracy Bonham
Tracy Chapman
Train
Tricky
Tyler Bates
U2
Ugly Kid Joe
Unearth
Violent Femmes
Voodoo Glow Skulls
Wallflowers
The White Stripes
The Who
XTC
Yellow Card
Zero 7

Heroes:


Which Tori Amos song are you?
Tear in Your Hand
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Posted by giving up these kisses on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 01:50:00 PST

. . . . . b r e a t h e . . . . . .

O n e  b r e a t h  a t  a  t i m e . . . . .
Posted by giving up these kisses on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 07:33:00 PST

wreck of the day

Driving away from the wreck of the dayAnd the light's always red in the rear-viewDesperately close to a coffin of hopeI'd cheat destiny just to be near youIf this is giving up, then I'm giving upIf th...
Posted by giving up these kisses on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 06:07:00 PST

oh yeah baby!!!

Yep, we are so fucking there, right up close and personal
Posted by giving up these kisses on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 01:49:00 PST

this is great

skanky nasty people crack me the fuck up ;)i used to think that it was hard to believe that one wouldlower ones self to such low quality trash, but now with a closer lookit's perfect i mean after al...
Posted by giving up these kisses on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 09:26:00 PST

Harry Potter

Yes, i do love reading the Harry Potter books and i now have the 7th one.....YAY!!!
Posted by giving up these kisses on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 02:05:00 PST

<3 Skunk <3

I have known you since i was 14 . Last time i saw you was 6 months ago in the yard as the little girls played. It amazed me how fast we grew up. Now you are gone, taken from us in the blink of an...
Posted by giving up these kisses on Thu, 10 May 2007 08:07:00 PST

Tori Amos

Yes, i pre ordered her new album on itunes and it comes with tickets!!!!!This is the song that i got for pre ordering, money  i dont really have, but i can sacrafice something for Tori, always!!...
Posted by giving up these kisses on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 07:23:00 PST

<3

I love tequila!You should too....
Posted by giving up these kisses on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 09:10:00 PST

a moment lost in time

The moment that mattered the most, a moment that changed our lives&lost on that old front porch, nothing was ever the same again&. A long time ago there was this person that I met. We had mutual frien...
Posted by giving up these kisses on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 03:56:00 PST