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The Build-up

You're all up in my Koolaid without knowing the flavor!

About Me

Things lately have been changing for me. It is amaizing how one day you feel like you are at the bottom of an ever lasting pit, slowly filling with water from your own tears. Then it is like you blink and you are on high ground, dry and safe. With these changes, I have realized a lot about myself (1)I cannot do it alone (2)I cannot count on other people to do it for me (3)Sometimes, things are going to happen regardless of how hard you pull at the reins to stop it (4)Lack of confidence in myself is only letting the Devil keep his foot in the door.
With that being said, there will probably be a lot more changes going on in the world around me. I will be kicking a lot of habits that are not only bad for my body, but for my heart and soul as well.
Now, here is the stuff that doesn't change...
Lets see...I'm 24 and live in Cincinnati. I have quite a few goals to accomplish before I die (one of which is to get out of the 'Nati). I set very high standards for myself and strive to be the best at anything I set my mind to. I try to take care of my body as much as possible. I work out, run, eat healthy, and stay away from alcohol... not always easy!
I love to cook almost as much as I love eating! I typically try to cook for someone else and not just myself.
I try to do right by not only myself, but others as well. I try to live the life that I can be proud of and try not to take too much for granted. I love to make people smile and laugh (which can be difficult because I tend to be shy). People always say they want to be rich and famous...I want to be significant. I want to make an impact on peoples' lives. I want people to remember me not only for money, fame, or power, but for who I was as a person. A good person. A caring person. I want people to know me not for the companies I run, the people I date, or the cars I drive, but because I had a positive impact on that many peoples' lives.
I have had an unfortunate spell with guys lately, so I'm not lookin for anything. I want to be single and get me straight before bringing in someone else. I also must throw out there that I'm not looking for a "hook up" either. I like sex, but I'm not trash.

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My Interests

I am a huge fan of sports. Playing and watching...just about any sport! I'm not as good at the playing part, but will at least give it a shot! Most things I will try at least once, and I am always looking for new things to learn and do! I run, I lift, and I knit...I live an exciting life!

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I'd like to meet:

You know, I can't lie and say that I care all that much about "meeting" him...I really just want to touch him, feel him, smell him, and taste him...no words need to be exchanged, really, but that doesn't mean he would be quiet.

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Music:

What a difficult section to fill out. My taste in music changes on a frequent basis. I am currently in the mood to listen to music with "dirty" lyrics...not completely vulgar, but "seductive".

Movies:

I haven't seen too many movies, as it is difficult to hold my attention for that long!

What is your sexual appeal?
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Television:

Most of the time when I watch television it is at a friend's house. If a sporting event isn't on, I have been known to watch ESPN. I love PTI. I also watch CSI and Scrubs, but not as often.

Books:

I read a wide variety of books. My favorites have been Me Talk Pretty One Day by David Sedaris and Dissecting Death ( I forget the author ).

Heroes:

My mother and my good friend, Erica. I can't imagine what it is like to be a single mother and to raise kids they way they have/are.

My Blog

On a serious note

I lost my grandfather last night.  It came as a little bit of a surprise.  Granted, he was 80 and had many conditions that we knew would eventually take his life...we just had no idea when.&...
Posted by The Build-up on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 12:42:00 PST

A Topic a Little More My Style...

The Secret Language of Sex A.W.O.L~ Amour WithOut Love~ used by habituees of singles bars to denote their breif (strictly sexual) entanglements. B.O.A.T. ~ a semi-professional prostitute, whose client...
Posted by The Build-up on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 07:20:00 PST

More slang to chew on!

MAY ILL FORTUNE BEFALL YOU May the pores of your skin turn into little arseholes and cover you in shit. May the fleas of a thousand camels infest your armpits May the hairs up your arse turn into drum...
Posted by The Build-up on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 07:23:00 PST

ABUSE

Bag your face (also, go bag your head) Do as my shirt does ~ kiss my arse Eat the big one Fuck them all but six (and save them for pallbearers) Go soak your head! Go to hell and help your mother make ...
Posted by The Build-up on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 05:38:00 PST

I've got an idea!

As many of you know, I love learning new things...especially if it is pointless knowledge.  Well, I have decided to drag everyone else down with the ship!  Stay tuned for details!!!!!...
Posted by The Build-up on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 05:25:00 PST

Chew on this!

So, my girl has this thing with posting quotes that she likes on her blogs.  I have found a few that I very much enjoy.  Here they are:   Water is fluid, soft, and yielding. But water w...
Posted by The Build-up on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 11:02:00 PST

TRUE love

"Only in love can you think you're standing knee-deep, firmly and securely, and within mere seconds find yourself floundering about, thrashing and flailing, near drowning.  However, just as soon ...
Posted by The Build-up on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 11:49:00 PST