I am small. I am not a girly girl. I love writing. I dislike intolerance.
I am loud. I am not athletic. I love warmth. I dislike loneliness.
I am spiritual. I am not necessarily religious. I love kittens. I dislike those who look down on any other human being.
I am musical. I am not popular. I love my child like mentality. I dislike those who see me as immature.
I am organised, but I am not tidy. I love traveling. I dislike corporations and the fact I will probably have to work for one, if I ever get a job.
I am a person who would do anything for those she loves. I am not good at telling the most important people in my life how much I love and value them. I love these people though, and dislike being told who I should be around – no-one knows the answer to this but your heart.
I am a linguist. I am not a grammarian. I love languages. I dislike being picked on.
I am easily wound up. I am not a good saver. I love comedy. I dislike being told my sense of humour is “stupidâ€.
I am weird. I am not like anyone else. I love who I am. I dislike being judged by people who do not know me.
I am part of something special. I am not sure they know. I love it. I dislike that I can’t seem to say it out loud.
For Some, music is not just a pasttime,
It's an undeniable fact of living...
My life can always be summed up by a bunch of lyrics, because "Tonight the headphones will deliver the words I just can't say"
"Gather round and sing the guitar"
"Her mixed tapes a masterpiece"
"You say you don't but you don't know"
"From a bruised angel to a sultry siren, Kate strikes a pose"
"2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to"
"It would cause me pain
If we were to end it
But I could start again
You can depend on it"
"I'm singing this note 'cause it fits in well
With the way I'm feeling
There's a symphony that I hear in your heart
Sets my head a-reeling"
"I been one poor correspondent, and I been too, too hard to find
But it doesnt mean you aint been on my mind"
"Will you love me just a little, just enough to show you care?"
"Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same"
"Am I crazy to believe in ideals?"
"Layers of lies just seem to fold This kind of life is all I know "
"We all want something beautiful I wish I was beautiful"
"When everybody loves me, I will never be lonely"
"Believe in me Help me believe in anything I want to be someone who believes"
"I'm contemplating thinking about thinking It's so frustrating just get another drink in"
I have a little trouble trying to be myself
I feel inadequate next to everybody else
Dreamers learn to steer by the stars.
A self confessed rockstar...
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I need to reach out to others the way I was reached through music.
I miss you dearly mummy...
xxx