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SoMe PeOpLe JuSt DoN't UnDeRsTaNd NoR dO ThEy TrY tO !!!!!!!!!!!!

About Me

about me?!?!?!?!? well lets see i am a mommy to a wonderful boy , who brightens my day . i am a pagan, so please dont judge me just on that . i love my family and close friends . ppl tell me i have a huge heart . i am fun and out going. i love to chill with my friends and shot the shit lol . i play the guitar and i write songs and poems , i am a goth/punker/emo/hey i am just me no other way to put it ! and i love who i am , it took me awhile to get here. i love to disscuss whats really going on in the world , and how we need to make some HUGE changes in the way thaings are done !Once you love some one that bond can never be broken, no matter what happens you'll always have a place for them in your heart. no matter that happens you'll never forget them. no matter why you aren't with them remember what you're leaving behind, people search their whole lives for love, once you have it do everything in you power to never let it go.
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My Interests

MUSIC and everything else , i like to read books on the oocult and things that most find disturbing ! i love to sit in a room full of candels and just lie on my bed listing to music that will deplick my current mood . i love old horror movies and long walks throught the graveyards ! i want to be a paranormal investagator !!!! i also love animals and i want to save the planet , something that i get from my mom , she thought me to open minded and to fight for whats right and for the truth!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'd like to meet:

who i would like to meet?!?!?!?! someone who is on the same level of thinking as i am on all worldly things . someone whom is interested in finding the truth about our government and planet and other such things. someone who is open minded and not judgemental and non hatefull and loves animals and kids . someone who wants to do something to save the furture for our furture genarations to come.

Music:

AFI, cradle of filth ,marilyn manson, kamlot,nightwish, bauhaus,flyleaf,paramore,rolling stones,the beatles,johnny cash,ledzepplen,iorn maidden,ozzy,black sabbath,flogging molly,madonna,avril,evanescence,mandy moore,korn,sid row,areosmith,alian jackson,faith hill, no doubt,papa roach, rob zombie , skinnypuppy,kdfm,slipknot,bush,nirvana,korn,godsmack,linkin park,the cure, joydivison , type-o, manowar,pantera,the clash,a perfect circle, the rasmus, the white stripes, HIM, minstry, mayhem,the smiths, soo many good bands so little so little fucking time to type them all out so ... i love metal of all sorts and the goth -technio

Movies:

donny darko, craddle of fear , lord of the rings , starwars, interview with the vampire, queen of the damn, the labrynth , halloween, scream, house of a thousand corpses, troy, piratres of the carabein, finding neverland, i am sam , benny and joon, the princess bride, young frankinstine, lenend, the labranth,darkcrystal,trasnsporting,a reqeruim for a dream , hard candy ,and other good movie that catches my eyes LOL

Television:

south park, blue collar tv, trigun, the nanny, family guy,scrubs,sexand the city , and weeds , breaking bad, cold case,lost,house,the history ch's (both of them )thats some creepy shit right there

Books:

any and all rpgs,larps core books , anything on the paranormal, ufos,witch craft ,hollywood,music,on the government, nursing.my favortie books are lord of the rings, harry potter and the hobbit, the crow , jthm, squee, i feel sick , and sooooo many more

Heroes:

my mother , she always made sure that i was tooken care of and when i moved away to another state ,she fallowed and lefted everything behind to be closer to me ! i love you mom , and my grandma martha she fought cancer for 12 years and finally lost when i was 11-12 years old , grownning up i never knew untill the end she was a figther i love your grams !and jean lopez , she lived a hard life but that never broke her spirit i only known her for a short time but i learned alot from her , and to all of our soilders out there fighting for our country your my hero's too you guys rock !!!!!!

My Blog

i am losing my mind

okay  so  yeah .. the past two days sucked ass .. lest start with  tue.  shall we .. i had to  open  the  store  (spirit halloween )  i get there and i see...
Posted by =forever= on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 11:28:00 PST

my main pic

 the  finger is not  to anyone  it's to  our  world leaders  for  not giving  a damn  if  anyone was wondering
Posted by =forever= on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 07:14:00 PST

new poem

  Apon the snowfall,are the silent bright stars that seems to weep,the same sad tune .A moon light sonta ,an young lady sits apon the window seal with her hands,in her laced covered lap,her gazed...
Posted by =forever= on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 02:49:00 PST

name

Type your name in my blog comments.Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you...1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.3. I'll pick a...
Posted by =forever= on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 07:17:00 PST

2007

JANUARY? 1. Who kissed you on new years?mike and damien2. Did you have a New Year's Resolution this year?ya 3. Does it snow where you live?everyone says it's does 4. Do you like hot chocolate?oh yeah ...
Posted by =forever= on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 07:17:00 PST

i done

i am sooo sick of ppl judging me and telling me i am a bad mom and a bad person  when they dont even talk to me .  so yeah where do they get off threting me like it will scare me ... and the...
Posted by =forever= on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 09:54:00 PST

this is why

okay..i didnt seesome ppl when i was her and the reason why ididnt was because of the fact that they tell me one thingand the i hear a different story..so i desided to not see some people on purpous b...
Posted by =forever= on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 01:45:00 PST

i am selfish ...............right

i cant even put into words how up set i am at those who call me selfish , i have sold my dreams for my son, (all with out complant and i never ever regretted selling my guitars cause my son needed) i ...
Posted by =forever= on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 08:58:00 PST

visting

hey yall cant wait to see u all
Posted by =forever= on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 10:25:00 PST

one month till my birthday

okay  so my 22 b-day is one month away  and all i want  is a ferret /ferret stuf(toys,food,travel case ,ect)/ and a laptop  thats it  thats all i want nor more no less .
Posted by =forever= on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 05:50:00 PST