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About Me

My name is...Heather and yes, I am gay.
I am very random, especially in .. conversations.
I usually stay up really late/early(depending on how you see it).
I do have quite a few funny stories about past experiences.
I have my tongue pierced twice, my bottom lip three times, my eyebrow, my anti-brow, and my ears are 0g and 00g.
I've done quite of few of my piercings myself, and I plan to do more.
I'm not conceited, but if you get to know me, you might just like the way I am.
I'm shy. Point blank. I try to be the best person I can.
I cannot for the life of me, make a decision and stick with it. Also sometimes, when I do make a decision, I'll regret it for reasons.
I'm the definition of "uncool."
I admire people that play ANY instrument. Even if it's something "dorky."
I wear a lot of black. I'm not particularly gothic but I wear black.
I sleep with a light on if it's dark.
I guess I'm smart in certain areas.
I smoke cigs.
I'm an atheist. However, I do not judge people based on their religion.
Truely, I laugh at my own jokes sometimes. I'm silly. Sometimes.
I like wearing make up and I don't like wearing make up.
I like cute things.
You fuck with me, I'll fuck with you!
Nothing says I love you like you do.
I will never have long hair.
I might say more, but then it'd just get too damn long.
Okay, well I'm done. So if you want to know anything else I guess ask me?

My Interests

What I like:

I'm really intelligent dispite the fact my likes/dislikes may seem horribly immature. And basing me entirely on my profile before you really know me, is unjustified.
Newport cigarettes.
The way she pronounces her o's.
Music.
Piercings.
Tattoos.
Nice people.
:D~~~That's my smiley and I like it.
Weed, Pot, Mary-J, Marijuana.
Mohawks.
Faux Hawks.
Unnatural coloring of the hair.
Rice chex cereal.
People who happen to have the same sense of humor I do.
Surprises.
I'm not gonna lie, I like doing drugs sometimes.
Having a good ol' laugh.
Weirdness/Randomness.
Axe and Old Spice deodrants.
Generic converse.
Regular non-generic converse.
Pretty shoelaces.
Black-painted nails.
Hugs&&kisses.
Acceptance.
Shy kids.
Outgoing but not too outgoing kids.
Poetry.
Long love notes SWAK.
Computers.
Scarfs.
Caring people.
Water.
BIG smiles.
Fuzzy socks.
Knee-high socks.
Tractors.
Old people scooters.
Nail-clippers.
People that are serious but not too serious all the time.
Sweet-lovin'
Correct punctuation and grammar.
Or at least, readable.
Little kiddies, they're so tuuute.
Random bursts of hyperness.
Vagina.
Shoe boxes.
Duct tape.
Lighters.
Cool light thingys.
Gauged ears.
Markers.
Colored Pencils.
My sister, she's fucking awesome.

What I do not like:

Used tampons.
Annoying people that talk only about themselves.
My webcam.
Buzzkill.
People whom use other people.
Hang-nails.
My too big boobs.
People that judge you only on your photograph :<[br /> Being confused.
Angry mothers.
Rap music videos.
Straight girls who think I want to hit on them.
Extreme hairyness.
Back pain.
Smelly areas.
Porter-potties.
My distorted mood changes.
Being lonely.
Being depressed.
Being angry.
People whom assume things before they even know shit.[even though i do it sometimes O.o]
When my ass hurts. :(
When people are sad.
Fatty foods that tempt me to eat them.
People that use you.
People that say one thing and do another.
Crappy scissors.
Goody-Goody Goodys.
Not being able to burn DVDs.
Complication.
Liars.
Automatic assumtion that I won't like you.
Slut-bags.
Anyone who tries to enforce their religion on me.

I'd like to meet:

anyone that can keep a conversation...Krystal=MINE.

Music:

Music
30 seconds to mars
36 crazyfists
40 below summer
a love like pi
a perfect circle
a static lullaby
AFI
aiden
alkaline trio
alexisonfire
armor for sleep
atreyu
brand new
breaking benjamin
bright eyes
coheed and cambria
cradle of filth
crossfade
dashboard confessional
dead kennedys
dead poetic
death cab for cutie
dresden dolls
eisley
elliott smith
emery
erase the grey
evanescence
evan's blue
filmmaker
finch
finger 11
freeze pop
from autumn to ashes
funeral for a friend
glass jaw
greenday(older stuff)
haste the day
hellogoodbye
hollywood undead
hot hot heat
hot rod circuit
incubus
jack off jill
jet
keepsake
KMFDM
lacuna coil
mae
matchbook romance
mindless self indulgence
modest mouse(old stuff)
my chemical romance
nightmare of you
northstar
panic! at the Disco
placebo
poison the well
rancid
rookie of the year
saliva
saves the day
senses fail
silverchair
silverstein
somehow hollow
stabbing westward
static-x
staind
straylight run
stutterfly
sunny day real estate
sunset black
taking back sunday
taproot
tegan and sara
the cure
the early november
the get up kids
the honorary title
the hush sound
the juliana theory
the lynsday diaries
the postal service
the project hate
the used
the vandals
tiger army
thursday
trapt
underoath
unwritten law
wheatus
wumpscut

Heroes:

Elliott Smith has died, an apparent suicide, according to the Los Angeles County Department of the Coroner's office. Smith was found in his apartment, in the Silverlake section of Los Angeles, by a female friend, who took him to a local hospital at approximately 12:18 p.m. on Tuesday.He was pronounced dead at Los Angeles County University of Southern California Medical Center just over an hour later. He was 34.A single knife wound that appeared to be self-inflicted was evident on the body, though police detectives are investigating the incident for foul play and/or other possibilities.

My Blog

ergh..never ending constant battle with myself.

i may be happy one minute, sad the next, but no matter what emotion i feel at the time, it doesn't make up for how i've acted in the past. what i've said to people, how i've treated them. i alone have...
Posted by I'm infected with you on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 03:47:00 PST

i feel really really helpless and my hope and will to live is diminishing...

my mom went crazy last night... on krystal and i last night. ever since krystal has been here, all my mom has done has caused problems for our relationship. i love krystal. i do. i am in love with her...
Posted by I'm infected with you on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 02:59:00 PST

from the mind of me

do you ever realise something is different than you thought. or you're just crazy. it takes a lot of effort to make everything perfect. and that's why it's not perfect a lot. i really think happiness...
Posted by I'm infected with you on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 10:57:00 PST

the latest news.

So the top news of the day is that Val is getting a digital camera for christmas. And for me... that equals happiness. My webcam sucks. And I believe it does not give an accurate account of my l...
Posted by I'm infected with you on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 06:59:00 PST

the many faces of... me. [pictures, way random ones]

Well, Val happened to be taking pictures. And she told me to come into it. Unexpectantly, before I got to put down my bowl of mac and cheese.... she took the picture. Now, that doesn't happen ...
Posted by I'm infected with you on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 08:07:00 PST

wow i really don't know what to put for a title.

wow I really don't know what to even put for a title. okay so, nihilism is a pretty accurate way i think about things. BUT then I don't want to be oh so negative. So, I just don't think about t...
Posted by I'm infected with you on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 04:14:00 PST

k, another thing. i stole from lindsey.

You are[] short, under 5'0[] 5'0 - 5'3[]5'3 and a half bitches..[] 5'4 - 5'5[] 5'6 -5'7"[x]5'8" - 6'0[] tall 6'2 and upNATURALLY[] blonde[] redhead[]brunette[x]dirty blonde/brownish[] dark brown[] bla...
Posted by I'm infected with you on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 04:50:00 PST

music and stereotype survey

MUSIC SURVEYWhat are your favourite music genres? emo, indie, screamo.List a few of your favourite bands: From Autumn to Ashes. Bright Eyes. Brand New. Poison the Well. Elliot Smith. A Static Lullaby....
Posted by I'm infected with you on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 03:07:00 PST

Rant, Rant, Rant.

Okay first off, I'd like to say this to pretty much everyone and anyone whom reads this. This is MY blog. MINE. Therefore, I can write anything I'd like. If I want to be rude, inconciderate, sa...
Posted by I'm infected with you on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 02:15:00 PST

Random things I'd like to say.

I don't think I've ever been so depressed in my life. Tomorrow. Tomorrow...I will pretty much find out everything. I am depressed because I feel... like I have NO ONE. And in reality I don't. And I pr...
Posted by I'm infected with you on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 12:57:00 PST