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Why does it hurt so bad?

My teardrops softly echo

About Me

My mind and soul soar over the open fields of scented flowers as my thoughts provoke other's unchained madness to weep. I swallow the evils and digest its everlasting small drops of goodness. I come and go like the wind evading locked hearts and unsound measures. My temple is for a man that has the ability to use speech to fly and conquer, He who has no identity but great grace and when I am unable to sustain my own sanity, buried underneath the muddy dirt of sadness he shall dig me up. Take my head and transfer his euphoric aura into me, thus I will be able to stand once more.

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My Interests

ANIME! Pilates, Movies, surfing, dining out, hangin out with friends, music

I'd like to meet:

Afro Samurai- Lying from you

Music:

Janet, Jennifer Lopez, Aaliyah, Jessica Simpson, Christina Aguliera, Britney Spears, Mariah Carey, Cher, Tweet, Amerie, Selena, Force MD's, Opera

Movies:

Afro Samurai, Iron Man, Berserk, Origin, 10,000 BC, The Mists, Notes On A Scandle, The Last King Of Scottland, Evangelion The End Of Evangelion, V For Vendetta, Hustle & Flow, These Hills have Eyes, Speedracer dvd, Spice World, Cool World, The Seed Of Chucky, Closer, X-Men 3 Cowboy beepbop, All Matrixs, Hero, Bruce Lee Films, House Of Wax, Selena, Alien vs Predator, Alien, Predator, I-Robot, Independence Day, Spice World, Cool World,Glitter, All Holloween Films, All Friday The 13th films, All Fredy kruger Films, The Grude, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, The Ring 1&2, Constatine, Sin City, X-men films, Spider Man Films, Lord Of The Rings 1, 2, 3. The Exorsist Films. Life time movies (I know my first name is steven, 15 & pregnaunt, Deadly meal) Fantastic 4, Childhren of the corn, All Star wars films, Mr&Mrs Smith, Aeon Flux, Kung Fu Hustle, Shaolin Soccer, The Forgotten.

Television:

Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles, Bionic Woman, Heroes,Charmed, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, SummerLand, Smallvill, Point Pleasant, The O.C., NorthShore, All Law & Orders, Lost, Alias, Judging Amy, E.R., The Nanny, Golden Girls. Oprah, Ellen, X-men, X-men evolutions, Spider-man, Spider-man and his amazing friends, Justic League, Justic League Unlimitted, Dragon Ball Z, DBZ GT, Wolf Rain, Evangelion.

Books:

How stella Got Her Grove back, X-men, Chinese Cinderella

Heroes:

Rene Pugmire,Mariah Carey, Stanely Bruce Spencer, Sharron Zimmer, Barbra Conrad. Rowena Spencer, Herman J. Spencer

My Blog

This is some great thought on McCain/Obama

30. At 07:54am on 05 Sep 2008, BillTyrone wrote: As a former military officer and conservative / Republican supporter for years, my views are absolutely reinforced after this speech and GOP events of...
Posted by Why does it hurt so bad? on Fri, 05 Sep 2008 05:45:00 PST

I wish you well

This is to those who oppressed me in my youth This is to the few who has made me feel small This is to the man who has misused my temple This is for the kin that threw obsticales in my face This is fo...
Posted by Why does it hurt so bad? on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 12:51:00 PST

Tales of An Everlasting Friendship

Confusion lies in the back of my mind when I speak of this... My heart flutters uncontrollably when he is near me and I smile... His soft lips caresses mine and I fall in love... A thought! An emotion...
Posted by Why does it hurt so bad? on Wed, 28 May 2008 10:31:00 PST

Trying to Stand Tall

I am trying to be OKAY. I am trying to not allow all these fears I have of life consume me again. It is so hard, I feel as though I am being held captive in a dark box. My tears are falling so heavily...
Posted by Why does it hurt so bad? on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 03:22:00 PST

Ok, So here is an update with my mental!

I was like allowing myself to get catchup in mens games these past few weeks but I did something I thought I couldnt, which was cutting them all off. And as far as my weight, I am sooo happy with myse...
Posted by Why does it hurt so bad? on Sun, 27 May 2007 06:17:00 PST

My anger is showing.

I have been trying to understand life this past weekend. Alot of fucked up shit has been happenning and I want it to end. I just want  to live life and be happy...
Posted by Why does it hurt so bad? on Mon, 14 May 2007 01:22:00 PST

What Makes Us Disappear From the Blank Paper?

Is it really hard to say your words? Is it really what we choose to say that creates the beauty? Is it really the love that makes the hand write? Is it really terms that makes us misjudge what we feel...
Posted by Why does it hurt so bad? on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 12:04:00 PST

We Found Completion

  We Found Completion In the beginning I seen him For what he was For whom he is For what he stands for In the beginning I was confused Confused my feeling were Confused my mind was Confused my s...
Posted by Why does it hurt so bad? on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 12:03:00 PST

Am I still Beautiful?

My endless pursit of perfection is begining to come to a hult. Three years ago I was very much over weight and I had no clue what to do with myself. I grow confused and felt inferior inside. My close ...
Posted by Why does it hurt so bad? on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 08:23:00 PST

My Morality

To fuck me you have to date me, to date me you have to cherish me, to cherish me you have to love me, and to love me you have to be with me. Im not a promiscious person at all. I just dont understand ...
Posted by Why does it hurt so bad? on Tue, 23 May 2006 11:32:00 PST