intrigued by A-yu

There's pretty much nuthin' I can say about myself except that I am an ODD individual....My everyday life consists of a few essential things waking up to familiar sights and faces, those being the pictures on my wall (you know who YOU ARE on my wall of fame), a special framed magnificent view of my favourite city courtesy of a dearest friend, my candle burners and pillar candles and my small companion, a reliable nokia. I wake up with a smile to the sound of my boys moving about, sometimes to the sound of the garage door opening, sometimes to the sound of the strumming of an electric guitar and sometimes to the sound of laughter and shouts over a soccer game. I wake up everyday to the scents of my boys, a constant heartbeat to my ever so upbeat lifestyle….I look at simple things in life and dwell on it as a necessity….things such as smell, laughter and touch. I am always in anticipation of something, and therefore I’ve been nurtured when it comes to patience. I am a narcissist in every true sense of the word. I lean towards empathy rather than sympathy because I know how it is to feel. Although pain can sometimes be pleasurable, I go the distance in order to avoid it. I’ve recently been told that I have a high “defense mode” so when it comes to compliments, I fail in terms of taking it to the core as I see trust as something to be gained and not just given.I love mornings eventhough I am not a morning person. I sometimes find myself at the most odd position and amazingly, I find myself being able to actually get away from it. I can be very ignorant (at times when I am required to be)...but pretty much on a "standby-mode" otherwise.. I have this weird habit of writing words on the shower screen amidst the steam while showering..I love walking especially when the weather is fantastic..I love challenging conversations, even so when a person's understudy is in relation to mine...I am neurotic, enough said...ehehehhehe..and well, my world pretty much revolves around my family and most definitely, FRIENDS..every heartbeat,everyday....pretty much for a lifetime.. and yeah,I love being reliable.. because life's about sharing and giving.. and life's pretty short to not wanna start sharing from now.. so there..