Zac <FFL>

*SIGH*....................

well, this has been a couple of confusing weeks emotionally. my cousin who was 15 or 16 died of lukemia. i didn't really know him, but it makes me sad. my sister in the states (she's 15) was really, r...
Posted by ‡Zac‡ on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 01:34:00 PST

better

so things are getting better i guess. i'm staying at nathan's which RULES! i feel like i'm intruding on his life sometimes tho, and i bet he's gonna kick me square in the nuts for saying that, but i c...
Posted by ‡Zac‡ on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 08:38:00 PST

reminder for me

http://www.humorsphere.com/confucius/confucious_says_jokes.h tm http://mapage.noos.fr/matushansky/confucius.html...
Posted by ‡Zac‡ on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 12:54:00 PST

AHHHHHH

ok i just wrote a whole freaking blog and clicked the wrong button so it all erased. that pissed me off. i wrote so much, got so much out, and i clicked the wrong fucking button. that sucks. so i'm ju...
Posted by ‡Zac‡ on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 11:51:00 PST

another poem (short)

i've cried all i can, i have no more tears i'm emotionless, no hate, happiness, or fear just blank on the inside, no more sense of hope now i begin to feel like my life is a joke   but then i thi...
Posted by ‡Zac‡ on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 04:37:00 PST

new poem

i go out and act like everything is fine everyday when in reality i have things that eat me away on the outside i seem like nothing is wrong at all when on the inside my heart is about to fall   ...
Posted by ‡Zac‡ on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 04:21:00 PST

from v for vendetta

this is from v for vendetta...i think its cool... Valerie: I shall die here. Every inch of me shall perish, every inch but one. An inch, it is small and it is fragile, and it is the only thing in the ...
Posted by ‡Zac‡ on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 11:55:00 PST

can anyone tell me this?

ok...almost if not every girl tells me i'm such an "awesome guy" or i'm "the sweetest guy they know" and "any girl would be lucky to have me"...if thats the case, why don't i have a girl? if thats the...
Posted by ‡Zac‡ on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 07:25:00 PST

the past repeated itself

how can this be, this certain feeling of bliss i really don't know why i'm feeling like this i'm so happy, when i think i should be so sad when in reality my feeling is really quite glad   what i...
Posted by ‡Zac‡ on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 06:49:00 PST

why?

why can i not face the truth? why must i put up with this every day? when will all of this end? will it ever come together?   will anything work out for the best? or will it just fade away like t...
Posted by ‡Zac‡ on Fri, 04 Aug 2006 06:37:00 PST