stever beaver - ProfilesArchive

About Me

Ahhh...the future looks good

"the limit of love is that oh needin always an accomplice"
"when i get to feeling better i'm going to kill myself"
"why commit suicide when you wake up every morning dead?"
"i'm trying to be a person but they all say im worthless"
"everybody needs a gun, to express feelings"
"i'm your broken prince"

My Interests

Holy Spirit, Jesus, God, volkswagens, music, sewing, death, piercings, tattoos, suspensions, vampyres, cemeteries

I'd like to meet:

nice girls who like dead boys.

i met lizardman at namm!

Music:

little bits of everything. ninety pound wuss, barry manilow, blutengle, zao, jay-z, joy electric, bauhaus, slick shoes, siouxsie and the banshees(the creatures), outkast, switchblade symphony, the kingston trio, crashdog, alien sex fiend, joe christmas, training for utopia, the platters, the flaming lips, the cruxshadows, raft of dead monkeys, pedro the lion, wumpscut, suffering and the hideous thieves, etc. etc.

My Blog

my suicide

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Posted by stever beaver on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 04:46:00 PST

done

i'm tired of living each new day purely because i didnt die the day before.
Posted by stever beaver on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 02:09:00 PST

1 year

so in just a few hours it will be a year exactly that i got back from my road trip. soo much has happened and changed in this last year, yet i feel like nothing has. i miss the freedom i gave up a yea...
Posted by stever beaver on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 03:46:00 PST

bad day

i had one of the worst days of my life today. most of those who know me should understand. i loved my bus more than almost anything, including a lot of people (i know thats really bad but its pretty t...
Posted by stever beaver on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 12:57:00 PST

new york city is over rated

actually i've been having a great time in new york. training for utopia just had a great song called ny city is over rated. things are going well now. got a much needed shower. thank you matt for hook...
Posted by stever beaver on Tue, 29 Nov 2005 05:45:00 PST

why is it so windy?

apple store chicago. just came back from levi's store. crazy night last night. maybe i'll post more about it later.
Posted by stever beaver on Sun, 13 Nov 2005 12:16:00 PST

i wanna make friends with a badger

in coffee beans cafe in the milwaukee area. importing cds and pics and my ipod right now. spent the day driving and walking around. lake michigan is huge and amazing. jumped around on the rocks and sk...
Posted by stever beaver on Sat, 12 Nov 2005 06:27:00 PST

minnisota

in the apple store in the mall of america in minneapolis. life is crazy and great. i love being "homeless" and free to roam where ever i want. that is when im not being pulled over and searched by the...
Posted by stever beaver on Thu, 10 Nov 2005 05:21:00 PST

finally on the road again

so im in a circuit city in denver. didnt get to go trick or treating like i wanted to last night :-( i was stuck in the ghetto downtown side of pueblo colorado for two nights. i did get a cookie and ...
Posted by stever beaver on Wed, 02 Nov 2005 04:37:00 PST

future

ok, so i lost my job and decided this was my time. this next week or so im back in tulare. i will be fixing up my car and hanging out with anyone who wants to before i leave. if my car is done i plan ...
Posted by stever beaver on Tue, 04 Oct 2005 05:07:00 PST