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About Me




aww i luv tink and peter pan
my lil baby son Jaeden
Any Baby We have We Want To Name Marley

soulja gurl and her soulja boi
Lets see!!!My name is Amber.I just got married on June 26,2007...On 8une 8,2007 I found out I was pregnant it was the best day of my life.I found out I was having a boy Jaeden in September.Me and Shawn were so excited.Then in October the hardest day of are life happened.I went into premature labor I will never forgive myself for as long as i live.I started to have pain on Oct.27th at first I thought it was nothing I woke up that morning and it was still there.When I realized I could time them and they started really hurting.I had my husband call the doctor I guess he thought nothing was wrong but I insisted on coming in after being in the hospital for 2 hours my son was born at only 25 weeks and 5 days pregnant.It was the best day and worst day of are lifes,to meet are son and say goodbye all at the same time..His name is Jaeden Nathenial and he is my angel my whole world and I will never forget him.
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My Interests

.. a lot of things interest me but keepin me interested for long can be tricky lol,as u can see fairies, luv dolphins so pretty,tattoos,they are so addictive i remember getting my first one right in the middle of it i was plannin my second and third one,and taking walks...theres more lol partyin~hangin out with my friends~being outdoors~

I'd like to meet:

God to ask him why he wanted my son so bad?






Music:

The Clarks The Beatles Ozzy Osbourne Pink Floyd Metallica The Doors Grateful Dead Sumblime Kill Hannah AFI ICP....this song goes out to a very special person..Robbie we will miss ya...xoxo... ..I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed Oh God it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head How do you feel? that is the question But I forget you don't expect an easy answer When something like a soul becomes initialized And folded up like paper dolls and little notes You can't expect a bit of hope So while you're outside looking in, describing what you see Remember what you're staring at is me Cause I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed All I know is that it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head How much is real, so much to question An epidemic of the mannequins contaminating everything We thought came from the heart, But never did right from the start Just listen to the noises (no more sad voices) Before you tell yourself It's just a different scene Remember its just different from what you've seen. I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed And all I know is that it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head Cause I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed And all I know is that it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head And it's the stars The stars that shine for you And it's the stars The stars that lie to you, yeah I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed oh god it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head Cause I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed And all I know is that it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your headAnd it's the stars The stars that shine for you And it's the stars The stars that lie to you, yeah And it's the stars The stars that shine for you And it's the stars The stars that lie to you, yeah Who are the stars? Who are the stars? They lie…

Movies:

not to many scary movies they really do scare the shit out of me so suspense definately fantasy and of course love ..external sunshine of the pspotless mind prestige the illusionist across the universe american history x shit like that lol

Television:

house,bones,supernatural,ncis,angel,ghost whisperer,and what not to wear and stacy landon fashionably late

Books:

anything V.C. Andrews or Stephen King are my favs but all together I love reading...Anne Rice... ..

Heroes:

My hero is my pappy RIP James Dean Rush...AND...Jaeden Nathenial My Son.

My Blog

JAEDEN

I know your lifeOn earth was troubledAnd only you could know the painYou werent afraid to face the devilYou were no stranger to the rainChorus:Go rest high on that mountain   Son, you work on ear...
Posted by {OoO}.:.Jaedens Mommy.:.{OoO} on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 11:58:00 PST

blowin my mind

my pulse is shaking,reasssurance of a body that was once broken.this feelin may just be for the moment,but right now its not worth fakin.your blowin my mind and got me spinnin inside.no longer need to...
Posted by {OoO}.:.Jaedens Mommy.:.{OoO} on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 10:26:00 PST

my mind

u dont understand right now   and i try to justify what is going through my mind even though i try to explain how this all may feel u want me to be able to tell u my secrtes but for now i j...
Posted by {OoO}.:.Jaedens Mommy.:.{OoO} on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 02:56:00 PST

my goodbye

I followed my heart and I saw that my future has no US TOGETHER.I won't change my mind,YOU WILL realize as u read this letter.You brought the best in me but the worst so I am going to make it better. ...
Posted by {OoO}.:.Jaedens Mommy.:.{OoO} on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 11:25:00 PST

a mothers loss of her unborn child

Out of the darkness,she knew what she was to do,in the chaos of time.She woke to herself knowing this unborn life had great worth.Just when she realized what to do and made up her  mind...
Posted by {OoO}.:.Jaedens Mommy.:.{OoO} on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 08:37:00 PST

TO MY SISTER JESS

I know I am not a perfect person,I make my mistakes,but in the end you are there for me.You are there for me when my heart has broke soo much I cant even pick the pieces up and try to put them back t...
Posted by {OoO}.:.Jaedens Mommy.:.{OoO} on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 09:07:00 PST

every child deserves to know there mom loves them

Sometimes you may find yourself pregnant and scared,you may feel like your all alone..You are faced with choices,hard choices,but you choice to keep your unborn child.You find yourself ...
Posted by {OoO}.:.Jaedens Mommy.:.{OoO} on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 09:16:00 PST

to the greatest man i knew rip james dean rush

The greatest man i knew is know watchin over me from the golden gates.With gold covered streets.Although my life wonders at times,he guides me back to what only awaits.He needs me to follow through an...
Posted by {OoO}.:.Jaedens Mommy.:.{OoO} on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 07:39:00 PST