"RoManTiCaLLy TRAUmATiZed"

I remembered all those fucks,affectionately into my crazy heart,until a gently sigh escaping from my softly parted lips. My eyez clouded momentarily with sudden doubts as too many memories flooded into my mind,disturbing my snatched moment of tranquility.%D%A Until that time comes!...his couzin's tell me all of his lies... I don't know what to do...i felt my teeth was clamp against each other as i ground the words through my clenched mouth and struggled to contain the rise of panic that was surging through my trembling body. I taught it was only on my mind and not true,but i'm wrong!! As i look at him an instinctive smile tugged at the corners of his mouth without knowing that i know all of his lies. I caught a glimpse of his hard profile of his handsome face...At that moment the bright glare of headlights flashed over me with the feeling of emptiness that's slowly killing me..I'm trying to remain calm as my heart began to thud painfully against my tight chest. Just coming back in those stupid lies was not enough to stir up so many hidden ghosts and bittter memories. Until now i'm releasing te pressure into myself without being aware of my action, my heart twisting with a sudden sharp pain at the sight of the well remembered scene. My mind slow down to a virtual stop, allowing myself into a moment of uncharacteristic self-indulgence....! A ghost of a smile was flickered into my face as my expressive eyez softened with sentimental tears....I know that the past would never stop haunting me...!!!%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A Profile Edited by MPS MySpace Editor 2.0 %D%A..............