STEFAN LOCKDOWN (GAY 2) 1/01/1980...11/30/2005 . profile picture

STEFAN LOCKDOWN (GAY 2) 1/01/1980...11/30/2005 .

IT'S OK, JUST SUCK IT, IT'LL BE FINE.

About Me

WHAT OTHER LIFE IS THERE BESIDES A LIFE OF FREEDOM?

My Interests

www.foresthostel.com. the beach in williamsburg (bk). vitamins. bee pollen. tea. hot sauce. nearly flawless kp lawless. dancing like a maniac. my love cats rag and leroy brown. GAY CREW. djing. fixing whats broke. getting the weasel drunk. hiking and swimming. POST-CRUSTISM. food stamps. making out with your girl-friend. THE ARENA. plotting my revenge.

adopt your own virtual pet!

Music:

punk rock, hardcore, electro, gnarly crusty shit. LOW, KYLESA, BIKINI KILL, joy division, damad, CAT POWER, morningwood, gravy train!!!!, interpol, nausea, blatz + FILTH, magnetic fields, built to spill, amebix, JAWBREAKER, TEAM ROBESPIERRE, le tigre, are weapons, EARLY MAN, aqui, pageninetynine, WIT, fleetwood mac, yellow swans, touch of class, ballistic missiles, antony & the johnsons, black flag, deep purple, BATTLETORN, song of zarathustra and book of dead names. SKELETEEN, B-52s, nine inch nails, the muffs, sonic youth, hole, nirvana, black sabbath, jejune, the pixies, SLINT, three studies for a crucifixion, patti smith, LOS CRUDOS, kill the man who questions, civil disobedience, yum yum tree, limpwrist, his hero is gone, death wish kids, the mr. move, Aa, PROWLER. LABELS: narnack, prank, kill rock stars, a touch of class.

Movies:

dogville, TROUBLE EVERY DAY, the believer, FUCKING FREEWAY 2, cannibal holocaust, bully, scarlet diva, my own private idaho, nowhere, doom generation, beautiful thing, my life without me, the safety of objects, burden of dreams, elephant. LEGEND OF BILLIE JEAN. and, uh, the notebook.

Television:

anything about plastic surgery. oprah. being bobby brown. curb yr enthusiasm. intervention.

Books:

"story of the eye" (bataille), "bastard out of carolina" (allison), "the painted bird" (kozinski), "a million little pieces" + "my friend leonard" (frey); anything by: b.e.ellis, dennis cooper, poppy z. brite, kazuo ishiguro.

Heroes:

"I hate the attitude of, 'oh we already have a Lydia Lunch, so we don't need a Bikini Kill.' Well, there's like 2 hundered million all-male bands writting 'baby baby I love you, let me drag you around on my ankle.' Is that enough already? Duh!" ~KATHLEEN HANNA

My Blog

28 years ago...

28 years ago, precisely at this moment, I was 31 hours into labor. My doctor told me at my first visit, that I would have THE New Years baby. I didn't believe him. By MY calculations, my due date...
Posted by STEFAN LOCKDOWN (GAY 2) 1/01/1980...11/30/2005 . on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 06:04:00 PST

pictures anyone??

hi all. it's taken me all this time to figure out how to get pictures on stefans myspace. actually, it's taken all this time to get james to show me without an argument!! these pictures are ones ...
Posted by STEFAN LOCKDOWN (GAY 2) 1/01/1980...11/30/2005 . on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 04:22:00 PST

This day..Momgo again..

A year ago today was the worst day of my life, ever. My heart was ripped out  of me..leaving a gaping. bleeding emptiness I never could have imagined. I loved Stefan with all my heart. He was my...
Posted by STEFAN LOCKDOWN (GAY 2) 1/01/1980...11/30/2005 . on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 11:17:00 PST

from momgo...

i want to start feeling better...the sadness..the grief. its overwhelmng at times..i have so much to say. so much to talk about. i have a constant dialogue going on in my mind of all i want to say, to...
Posted by STEFAN LOCKDOWN (GAY 2) 1/01/1980...11/30/2005 . on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 11:08:00 PST

about stefan from momgo

dear all. i've tried writing a million times in the last year. and am always afraid of falling apart when i do. or wonder if i'm going to say the right thing.. or if there is a right thing to say. wha...
Posted by STEFAN LOCKDOWN (GAY 2) 1/01/1980...11/30/2005 . on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 10:28:00 PST

wanna read about me on the interweb?

this is a rundown of the nightlife awards... www.papermag.com/?section=album&albid=79   and heres a mention in this weeks FLYLIFE... www.villagevoice.com/generic/act_findrecent.php?column=Fly.. .
Posted by STEFAN LOCKDOWN (GAY 2) 1/01/1980...11/30/2005 . on Wed, 23 Nov 2005 07:56:00 PST

ricky martin loves golden showers?!?!?!

Dont take a shower with Ricky Martin11.22.2005:14:40 In this months Blender magazine, the Last Page interview is with Ricky Martin. For some reason. The talk quickly turns to sex where Ricky volu...
Posted by STEFAN LOCKDOWN (GAY 2) 1/01/1980...11/30/2005 . on Wed, 23 Nov 2005 06:08:00 PST

OH. MY. FUCKING. GOD.

http://vgmerchandise.com/misc.html
Posted by STEFAN LOCKDOWN (GAY 2) 1/01/1980...11/30/2005 . on Fri, 04 Nov 2005 10:57:00 PST

LA FAMILIA EVERY MONDAY AT SWEET & VICIOUS

  dj's/party animals...kp lawless stefan lockdownbarkeeps/animales de fiestas...brain matt (a.r.e. weapons duh) hot boys and grrls...X rated punk rock antics...the usual you have come to expect f...
Posted by STEFAN LOCKDOWN (GAY 2) 1/01/1980...11/30/2005 . on Sun, 23 Oct 2005 10:12:00 PST

jt leroy expose

this is a really good article even if youve never read his stuff   http://newyorkmetro.com/nymetro/news/people/features/14718/i ndex.html...
Posted by STEFAN LOCKDOWN (GAY 2) 1/01/1980...11/30/2005 . on Tue, 11 Oct 2005 12:50:00 PST