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I am a very independent person, but I would rather have a lover/companion standing by my side, holding my hand. I am a very emotional & intense piscean. I tend to make my decision based on what my heart decides more than my head. I tend to put myself in situations that allow me to get hurt and often get taken advantage of because of my BIG heart. I am very sympathetic to others needs, and I put other people before myself. I worry to much about other people's feelings and forget to worry about my own. I enjoy helping others through their struggles in life and giving good advice. When it comes to helping myself and giving myself good advice through my own life's struggles, I find it extremely difficult.I like to talk ALOT and could talk to a complete stranger for hours on end.. by the end of the conversation they would be able to recite my whole life story. There is no mystery or guessing with me. I don't believe there is anything in my life I need to hide- and I tell all. At times, this drives my family CRAZY! But, there is nothing in my life I regret...nothing in my life I am ashamed of. After all, everything that has taken place in my life has made me who I have become. I tend to hold on to the past. It is hard for me to let it go. It is my life, where I came from, how I came to be, and what has made me. I create myself ALOT of pain by not letting go because it is hard for me to move on. My childhood and past was chaotic but it is my life. I mourn the loss of my loved ones too often. I am a very true and loyal person. I couldn't tell a lie to save myself. When I get upset, it takes me to the count of three to get over it. I am incapable of holding grudges. Life is WAY to short! I am the aggressive type, and at times I find it extremely difficult to be passive when need be. I can be stubborn. Some often say I can dish it out but can't take it! :) I thrive on reality and responsibility, but yet am also a BIG dreamer. I am a serious person most of the time, although surrounded by friends I let loose and tend to be the life of the party. Once I begin the fun, there is no stopping me. I have a good sense of humor. I can always make my friends smile when they are feeling down. I am very outspoken; I tend to speak what's on my mind even if it isn't good. There is rarely a time when my loved ones have to guess what is on my mind. Some say I am intimidating, but I would like to think of it as just REAL! Though I have a BIG heart, there is alot of pain inside.I can be either your best friend or worst enemy, depending on which you would prefer me to be (or how much I had to drink).I have fun being both :),though I have yet to meet an enemy I did not eventually become friends with in the long run.I HATE fake people. My belief is if you think you are woman enough to talk shit about someone, you'd better be woman enough to stand up for what you believe and say it to that person's face. If it is important enough that you feel the need to talk shit then it is important enough for the person you are talking shit about to hear it! SO DON'T TALK SMACK IF YOU CAN'T BACK IT UP!!!My friends and family are most important to me, without them I would not survive, and I would not be who I am today. I would do ANYTHING,and I mean ANYTHING for my loved ones, and I would NEVER allow anyone to bring harm to them. I stand my ground and speak up for what I believe in. I root for the underdog. I have had a tough life and lost many loved ones. I HATE DRUGS! I haved loved and lost many to drug addiction. I know what it is like to hurt, cry, and feel pain..and, I wish that the world could be a happy place without drugs. I wish we all had BIG hearts..
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i am not: a quitter; I never lose faith!
i hurt: when someone I love lies straight to my face!
i love: very deeply with my whole heart and soul!
i hate: HEROIN!
i hope: for a world without drugs!
i worry: about the past, present, and future!
i think: every second of the day!
i regret: NOTHING... Life is beautiful... LUV IT!
i cry: when I think about it!
i care: for everyone I hold dear to my heart...my family and friends!
i am always: HONEST and TRUE!
i need: My beautiful son who I am MADLY in love with and can not live without!
i feel alone: on those WaStEd nights!
i listen: when I am given GOOD advice!
i hide: NOTHING!
i want: to help those in need...to be there for the less fortunate!
i have: a very HUGE heart!
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You are the mermaid of Hope and Comfort and love. You are usually found wherever there's a soul in need. STRENGTH: You are quiet but loving, extending that love to all who will allow it. You reach a special place in peoples hearts and they feel safe while with you. You hold a special place in you heart and mind for your loved ones. WEAKNESS: Your strength can also be your weakness. You can sometimes let ones close to you get away with things, especially when you're involved. They know your love hinders your ability to just say no. Sometimes you get overly emotional. Trying to hold everyone else's emotions takes its toll.MY OPINION: I adore people like you. You have the ability to tap into other people's emotions, which is pretty darn awesome.
ur the friendly mermaid. ur mates are the most important things in ur life, and u waste no time in making as many as possible. ur mermaid is like u because u both share a social quality that makes u easy to talk to and friendly.
You are the beauty mermaid. You sit on the ocean floor, gazing up at the creatures swimming above you, and making pearl necklaces. You are gorgeous, which is why you never come to the surface around or anywhere near ships.
You are the loveable mermaid picture. You love... well.. love. Your soulmate, family and friends are the most important thing in the world to you, and they all love you dearly. You are very beautiful, and don't know what'd you'd do if the people close to you weren't there. You're a fun loving person who loves adventure.
You are the holy mermaid. Pure and clean, head to fin, including your ming and soul. You are beautiful, and others could swear you are an angel in the form of a mermaid. Your friends are from your own tribe, they are the only ones holy enough to be around you. You love not, because it is too much of a risk to lose your sanity.. If you do love, be careful, for you have longed for love too much for too long, and are easy to let your first date to be the first to kiss you. You have the power to clean other's and keep them on the strait path, leading them only to the right things. My only advice to you is to let loose every once and a while.
You are a Mermaid, who sits on a rock in the sea, looking and watching all humanity with curiosity in your eyes. You have a two-sided personality - On one hand, you revel in your freedom and often prefer to live in your own private dreams and on the other hand, humanity intrigues you and you love watching on.
You are actually very kind at heart and, hate to see people hurt, you despise injustice. You probably have one or two special friends, who mean the world to you.
Also; you are probably quite political, wanting to see justice done in the world.
You are quite the dreamer, needing your freedom and personal space to dream your little dreams. You love to escape into a book or some good music and just drift away.
Some of your good points are that you are sensitive, compassionate and a freethinker. Your bad points are that you may come across as cool and aloof to others and probably have a tendency to depression.
You are the ultimate dreamer with a kind - yet troubled heart.
You are a typical mermaid. You are beautiful and graceful and a little vain, but that's ok. No one can resist your beautiful singing voice. Everything about you is simply gorgeous. If you were a mermaid you would spend most of your time sitting on rocks while brushing your hair and singing songs with your friends. You love boys, and boys love you and you are often called boy crazy. But there's nothing wrong with that, right? Your best quality is your beauty.
You are a Magican Mermaid and you swim in the mystic waters of Awwe. You raise your staff for the third time, and strike it down upon the ship wreck. It splinters apart in a blast of twinkling sparks. You sigh, your job for the day was done. You had to get rid of the Ship before someone came looking for it. You weren't quite sure how it managed to sink right on the border between the atlantic ocean and the waters of Awwe, but it had. You begin your swim back to your study. You pass many of Awwe's inhabitants. They all wave, you are after all, the Magician's graduate. The first girl sorceress for eight centuries. You arrive back at your under water ship. It was a beauty, untouched by the current of the sea, so it was perfectly intact. It was one of the few ship wrecks to drift back beyond the border. You loved it because it had a large study, still full of books, with a huge glass bay window, and cotton curtians that you put a charm on so that they wouldn't rot. You were just settling in to your desk chair when the door burst open." You have to help me, Master wants me to turn this into a cleaner fish before he gets back, but every time I do it, it doesn't have gills. I always have to turn it back into coral so that it doesn't die." you laugh. " James, James relax. Here you have to hold the coral like this for it to be both a living and functioning creature." James looked at you confused and then greatfully. "Thank you, you have know idea how many times I've tried that." He put the little piece of coral, now a cleaner fish, into a little clear bin and set it on your desk. He looked in to your eyes and said, "Did you take care of that boat?" You nodded. Your voice had totally failed you, so you just nodded. No matter what you did, you just couldn't keep your voice when he looked you dead in the eye. I mean he had the most melt worthy eyes. You thought it might be possible to drown in them, a particulary ridiculous thought considering you lived under water. He caught your gaze again and smiled. You felt the tip of your tail go numb. He swam closer and leaned on your desk. "He won't be back for hours." He didn't have to say anyhting else. You knew what he meant and who he was talking about. You thought about it. True, the Master Magican wouldn't be back until the earth moon had risen. You kept thinking. You weren't completely sure that you could stop if you started. But the image of the two of you wrapped up in each other kissing won you over. You slid your hand into his hair and he brought your lips to his.

The aquatic mermaid
The Aquatic Mermaid holds the power to control anything water does..... Because of the Aquatic Mermaid we had Hurriane Katrina.. The only time that things like Hurricane Katrina happen is when the Aquatic Mermaid is angry which tends to happen to you a lot...

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Wow. You are a true Pisces. Your a really good natured, easy going person. You fit the pisces personality perfectly, and you were born under the right sign. You care a lot about people around you, and are very imaginative. Your independent, but soft hearted. You can be a bit emotional sometimes, but its okay. Thats a trait of being a pisces ;-)

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Heroes:

PRESTON AND KATHY...(MY MOMMY AND DADDY!)....A GIRL COULDN'T HAVE ASKED FOR BETTER PARENTS THAN THIS... MY MOM IS AN INSPIRATION TO ME FOR RAISING FOUR CHILDREN ON HER OWN(NOT TO MENTION TWO SETS OF TWINS) LOL....AND MY DAD....WELL I ALWAYS WAS "DADDY'S LITLE GIRL"...REST IN PEACE DAD!!! I MISS YOU BUT YOU KNOW "I'LL SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE"..... MY BEAUTIFUL SON, PRESTON MARSHAL GARRETT...who taught me the beauty of life, and what life is really all about!! This life is worth livin because of his existence...He is my life!!

....... my twin sister, best friend, and better half....who made my childhood memories worth living, who has stood by my side for better or worse, and who loves me for who I am and would never want me to be any different....

My Blog

Poem written by Marshal Garrett while in prison

The father of my child wrote this while locked up in prison struggling to be free of his heroin addiction: Why can't I stop thinkingIt's like the reflex of blinkingYou're always thereThe smell of your...
Posted by *BeRnAdEtTe* on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 04:50:00 PST

"The Undying Love for a Heroin Addict" - Bernadette

I do not care how hard this life may seemI will never give up on you as my dreamNo matter how many trials and tribulations we must faceStanding by your side is my rightful placeFor you I will journey ...
Posted by *BeRnAdEtTe* on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 02:19:00 PST

"The Lost Little Girl" -Poem by: Bernadette

A smile for all of the world to seeher heart is breaking in all realityShe stares in the mirror to try and recognize her eyesand finds a glimpse of the truth beneath confusion and criesJust a lost lit...
Posted by *BeRnAdEtTe* on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 12:34:00 PST

ME AND MY LIFE.....LUV IT!

--Info-- Name:: Bernadette Nicknames:: Cindy, Cindy Threat, Bernard :) LOL, Bern, Bernie, Hunny Bunny Birthplace:: Saint Charles Current Location:: Saint Peters Hair Color:: Naturally brown, black for...
Posted by *BeRnAdEtTe* on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 11:17:00 PST

SURVEY - ALL ABOUT MY LIFE

1. Where will you be when it turns 2007? Don't have plans yet...but I know for a fact I'll be somewhere getting completely wasted! 2. How did you get the idea for your MySpace name? My mom gave it to ...
Posted by *BeRnAdEtTe* on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 02:40:00 PST

What Art Movement Are You?

You Are Romanticism You are likely to see the world as it should be, not as it is.You prefer to celebrate the great things people do... not the horrors they're capable of.For you, there is nothing mor...
Posted by *BeRnAdEtTe* on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 09:30:00 PST

A Heroin Addict's Wife <Poem>

This is a poem I found on an internet website written by the wife of a heroin addict - I can totally relate to this and appreciate the pain in her words, for I also was and am in love with a hero...
Posted by *BeRnAdEtTe* on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 10:54:00 PST

What color is your aura?

Your Aura is Blue Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart.You in Love: Relationships are your top priority...
Posted by *BeRnAdEtTe* on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 08:21:00 PST