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About Me

"i'm not that desprate, alone, oh god, i am"......................................................" Sometimes in the morning i am petrified and can't move, awake but cannot open my eyes. And the weight is crushing down on my lungs i know i can't breathe and hope someone will help me this time your mother's still calling you insane and high, swearing it's different this time and you tell her to give in to the demons that posess her that god never blessed her insides. then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things, crawl back into bed to think of a time when your heart was open wide, and you loved things just because, like the sick, and the dieing. AND SOMETIMES WHEN YOUR ON, YOUR REALLY FUCKING ON and you friends they sing along and they love you but the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap and it teases you for weeks in its absence. but you'll fight and you'll make it through, you'll fake it if you have to, and you'll show up for work with a smile and you'll be better, and you'll be smarter, more grown up and a better daughter or son and a real good friend. you'll be awake you'll be alert you'll be positive though it hurts and you'll laugh and embrace all your friends and you'll be a real good listener you'll be honest you'll be brave you'll be hansome and you'll be beautiful you'll be happy."---------------------------------------------------"I WANT YOU TO HIT ME AS HARD AS YOU CAN."

My Interests

Dancing, the Sky and the Weather(they amaze me), my Horse, Bonfires, Lyrics to songs, Art, being Productive, Water, Cats, ALY PANTS, wearing lots of clothes,

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I'd like to meet:

"fuck all y'all"--------------"insanity runs in the family on the side of my father, three cups of tea, just ask for me, i'm the MAD HATTER!!!" ------------------------------------------------------------ ---- "I'm never gonna know you now but I'm gonna love you any how."-----------------------------------i can't stand to look at her.

Music:

New York Dolls, Danzig, The Faint, Ruder Than You, , Suicide Machines, Le Tigre, The Clash, t.A.T.u., Reel Big Fish, Sublime, Radiohead, 311, Ima Robot, Hot Hot Heat, The A.K.A.'s, Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin, Pietasters, G-love, Catch22, The Mars Volta, Coheed and Cambria, starsailor, The Postal Service, The Strokes, Go Allan, OK Go, Smashing Pumpkins, Weezer, The Adicts, Stray Cats, Liars, Midge, Stars, Minus the Bear, Siouxie and the Banshees, Frou Frou, Bjiork, The Cars, The Streets, Straylight Run, Tegan and Sara, Finch, Blonde Redhead, Interpol, Cat Power, Cursive, Pelican, Mono, Fight Amputation, Gunna Vahm, Converge, Big Black........

Movies:

Requium for a Dream, Edward Scissorhands, Eternal Sunshine, Freddie Got Fingered, Amelie, Zoolander, Big Fish, Drop Dead Fred

Television:

law and order, mad tv, house

Books:

Smack, Speak, The Perks of Being A Wallflower, 1984,

Heroes:

Monica("Penny")