¤ heather ¤

self-diagnosis

I have severe commit-o-phobia!!!  Anything that seems permanent or forever or set in stone scares the hell out of me.  Everything from my job, to my apartment, to my car to relationships.&nb...
Posted by ¤ heather ¤ on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 04:18:00 PST

may she finally rest in peace

I know some of you actually read this to keep updated on my life, due to the fact that I'm horrible at keeping in touch...and for that I apologize.  But I know alot of you have been reading,...
Posted by ¤ heather ¤ on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 05:46:00 PST

grammatical reminder

Let's review... there - referring to a place "Look over there!"their - possession "It's their car."they're - conjunction of they/are "They're coming at six." your - ownership "That's your house."you'r...
Posted by ¤ heather ¤ on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 09:29:00 PST

.d.e.n.i.a.l.

Sometimes when you hear bad news, you assume the worst and freak out, but in the back of your mind you know it can't, and won't be as bad as you think.  Sometimes it's worse than you imagine...
Posted by ¤ heather ¤ on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 04:21:00 PST

search for answers....

My demand to have answers to everything is starting to cripple me. I think it's getting to the point that I'm not free to totally enjoy many aspects of my life because I am to busy analyzing every mov...
Posted by ¤ heather ¤ on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 10:25:00 PST

please pray for julie!

I consider myself luckie to have only lost two people that were really close to me, both were over ten years ago.  So more or less I'm quite unfamiliar with the concept of fatal illness let alone...
Posted by ¤ heather ¤ on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 08:25:00 PST

what is sucessful these days?

Recently my childhood piano teacher was in the store I work at. Having not seen her in quite a few years the inevitable "what are you doing these days?" question was asked of me.  For those of yo...
Posted by ¤ heather ¤ on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 02:14:00 PST

~*~dazzling display which captivates me~*~

I sit alone by a dwindling fire, periodically adding logs and kindling to encourage the flames intensification.   It burns bright, colours dance and sparks fly; an amazing display that captures m...
Posted by ¤ heather ¤ on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 07:49:00 PST

..it's a long one

WARNING: this is an excellent (albeit long) example of mental diarrhea expressed in font on a screen.  Probably not going to be that exciting if you dont know (care) about me and what goes on in ...
Posted by ¤ heather ¤ on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 08:44:00 PST

old letters....old memories

so today i came across a big bin of old letters and cards that i have recieved since, well it seemed like, since i was born.  birthday cards from my 4th bday, letters sent to me when i was in uwp...
Posted by ¤ heather ¤ on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 10:24:00 PST