♥ Aarona ♥

- Get Your Own
I trusted you more than anything, And claimed you as my friend. But I made the biggest mistake, And you lied to me in the end.I believed you, I trusted you, I cared for you, and at times I cried. But in the end I didn't get the real truth And for so long you lied.I can't believe I was so stupid, I believed all your lies. I made the Biggest mistake And now my heart cries.So now I'm asking you why? Why did you hurt me that way? I called on you when I needed help. But in the end I was betrayedI did everything in my power, To make you suceed, to achieve your goals. Then you turned your back on me, And now my heart is filled with holes.I helped you out of problems, The secrets that only you and I shared You took the guy I was in love with We called each other, I told you "I cared"I told you my problems And at times we both would cry I told you my feeling for him And in the end the feelings you denied.And now I'm the fool I believed you, I trusted you Now you say you are sorry!!! Is that all you have to say???? But it doesn't matter any more Cuz in the end I was still betrayed.
It lurks in the still of night, Like an animal it stalks it's prey, Always staying clean out of sight, Never showing it's face in the light of day.Around every corner it haunts you, Over the tracks and around the bend, It will pursue your lies untrue, And your dreams it will apprehend.Like warm breath on freezing cold glass, Your vision will soon become a blur, It's violent storm will never pass, And it's commands you cannot defer.You'll slip into it's treacherous grasp, Fall to the hands of it's evil fate, The fear alone will make you gasp, And your soul it will desecrate.In time you'll finally recognize, The consequences of your evil game, But it will already be too late, when you realize, That you fell - To Temptations Angry Flame
What do you do when the person you lived for is dead? Maybe now you should put that gun to your head. What do you do when you can't stop the tears? Maybe they would stop if you got rid of your fears.What do you do when you want to give up and die? Maybe instead you should just cry and cry. What do you do when you hate your life? Maybe you should suck it up and be glad your alive.How do you know when to smile? Possibly when you realize your life is worth while. How do you know when it's time to give up on love? Possibly when you see that white dove fly above.How do you know when to be sad? Possibly when you find out you were abandoned by your dad. How do you know when to be happy? Possibly when you finally have a day that isn't crappy.Once you reach a certain goal You will no longer have to put your life on hold. Once you see you are something great. You will know your path in life is to go straight.Stop thinking about if you should die. They're people out there who actually have reasons to cry. Stop thinking you are the worst person ever. They're people out there who wish they had shelter.
I miss you tons I must say. Nothing has been the same since you've been away. I hope you're well and doing good. I would be with you every day, only if I could.You're getting better, and I'm very proud. It's time to be serious, and not play around. Be happy, and start living for you. No one can understand the things that you go through.You're sweet, gorgeous, and the best of friend. I will stick by your side all the way until the end. You know I will be here to keep you sane. I will always get you through your pain.I'm waiting for you I know your getting out soon. Once you do I can tell you about my special moon. It will make you smile, I promise it will. You can see it real well once you go up that big hill.I love you my baby, more then you know. I promise to catch you at your lowest low. I miss you tons I really must say. Because nothing has been the same since you've been away.--I love you.and I miss you more then ever--
You say you care and that's fine. But, I didn't need people to stand in line. Do you realize how many people came to my side? All I wanted to do was run and hide.I wanted your help and that was all. I wanted you to catch me when I fall. But, no, you just didn't want that. I can't believe you told the whole chat.You know I love you and that has never changed. But, baby you really have to stop making me deranged. You hurt me so bad, you put me in disgust. I had no idea you would betray my trust.I guess it's over you have already told. Now all of my secrets will unfold. Everyone will know the truth about me. I should thank you because you made that meant to be.I'm not sorry that I am mad. I have all reasons to be sad. I do not hate you, not even over this. If you think I don't love you, you judge amiss.All this did was show me the truth. Now I will not hide in my youth. I do forgive you, you knew that i would. I would forget that you told if only I could.So, here we go entering another day. At the end of today I promise I will pray. I will pray for you and all that you do. I hope the good lord sees you through.I guess I have done all I could do. Just know that I definitely love you. When you realize what you did was wrong. I promise I will forget that it happened, and I will be strong.-- I really do love you. --