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Melmar

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About Me

I am a rather odd person in the long run of things. I love to RP. I enjoy reading, writing stories and poetry, as well as walking and just relaxing with some good tunes playing. I find that the best time of the day if after sundown and before 3 am, this time is perfect for meditation and general spiritual well being. I do not like the harsh electric lights of today and have many candles around my home, I would rather have hurricane lamps but alas the best ones are the older ones and they are hard to come by in this day and age. I am a writer of a kind and can most nights be either found talking on the telephone with my friends talking about things that would go well in a story or poem i am creating or actually creating this massive piece of soon to be wastepaper basket fodder. Other then that i am just me. nothing more then that and nothing less. I am someone who tries to find the good in all people no matter what maybe the case in the long run of things. My friends and family come first in my life and this means that if someone i care about needs something i am likely to drop all i am doing to help them. As I do not acknowledge any of my biological family, my friends have become my family. This is me... just me... a weird kind of person who plays games that most people do not understand or can not grasp. Eh, we can not all be the same what a boring and totaly dysfunctional world that would be!

My Interests

My interest include reading, writing, hanging out with my friends, walking around and taking in nature in all it's forms, talking to the people i care about, helping those who need it when they ask for it, surfing the internet for cool trivia questions and answers, useless trivia, and Tunes! All different types of music , oldies, rock, classical, classic rock, and many others can be wonderful background tracks to life. I also like weird internet Pets!!!!

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I'd like to meet:

People who are real and can take a joke. People who are ready to be adults about life and who know when the time for joking is over and the time to be adults is neigh. People who can hold their own and do not force their beliefs upon people and make then feel like they have to be a specific way to be accepted. Most of all people who are just them selfs and like to be around people who are the same way... just them self no special bells and whistles. special in the fact they are just them.
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Music:

I enjoy all types of music and find solace in classical melodies. My favorite bands are of teh 1980's and 1990's seeing as how these are the ones that i not only grew up with but helped to define my existence with a background track to many of the important times and situations in my life. Warrent , AC/DC, GnR, Motely Crue, Metalica, Apocolyptica, Tom Petty, and Heart,also various others that will come to be posted at a later date.

Movies:

I have a massive list of movies that i will post at some point however for now i post three: The Labyrinth, GWTW (Gone with the Wind) , and The Transporter. These are the movies I personally enjoy and find that they will always be upon the list of my favorites.

Books:

Many books... more then i could list given massive amounts of space and time. I shall leave it at I have yet to find a book i have not been able to read fully and find some redeemable quality about it... however i do find that some are in need of some reconfiguring and plot support in many locations thru out the passages of the story and still others I have found Needed nothing to enhance the stories. Ah.. I babble.... View My Slambook! | Sign My Slambook! SIGN ME!

Heroes:

My friends are my heroes.... you know who you are... and i could name names but that would be redundant in the long run.

My Blog

Eulogy of a Creative Genious

As my eyes read the news my heart weeps. Stan Winston has passed. The man who helped to create all of my favorite movies. The man who created the beautiful if deadly costumes for so many movies. He tr...
Posted by Melmar on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 01:37:00 PST

Status Report: Depressing

I am losing my freaking mind! I am either in pain 90 percent of the time or wrapped in a cotton batting and can feel nothing. I don't get it. Nightterrors are stalking my sleep and I am more tired the...
Posted by Melmar on Mon, 26 May 2008 01:20:00 PST

birthday

Ok so another year has passed and here I sit.Broken dreams cascading across the floor at my feet.Broken hearts peeking from behind brusied eyes. Forgotten memories rushing to the surface.Another year ...
Posted by Melmar on Mon, 05 May 2008 05:39:00 PST

Dream music....

"Let Me Go" One more kiss could be the best thing But one more lie could be the worst And all these thoughts are never resting And you're not something I deserve In my head there's only you now This...
Posted by Melmar on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 03:29:00 PST

For your Amusement.

Faded images dance across my sight as I lay waiting for the embrace I know will not come. Candy coated memories dripping their sweet death upon my soul. fleeting fragments of emotion that leave me wai...
Posted by Melmar on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 03:27:00 PST

Ouchie

Pain. That is something that most people who know me know I can hanlde alot of. However there is alwys the breaking point. The right side of my face is once again swelling up. Yay for nasty teeth pain...
Posted by Melmar on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 03:22:00 PST

Fruitless Journey

  Cold winds chill me to the bone. It seems like every time I try to take a step the wind blows harder pushing me backwards on my journey. Inch by inch I fight to retain the ground i once held fi...
Posted by Melmar on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 01:35:00 PST

Safe Place

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Posted by Melmar on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 11:20:00 PST

Intersting test

I Am A: Neutral Good Human Druid (5th Level)Ability Scores:Strength-14Dexterity-14Constitution-15Intelligence-14 Wisdom-15Charisma-14Alignment:Neutral Good A neutral good character does the best that a...
Posted by Melmar on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 02:05:00 PST

Stolen and edited meme thingy I from Erica

If you ask I will...1. Tell you why I friended you.2. Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.3. Tell you something I like about you.4. Tell you a memory I have of you.5....
Posted by Melmar on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 02:19:00 PST