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The Number 23

only the insane are absolutely certain

About Me

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Some things you should know about me:
+ I have no answers. But if it's questions you want...
+ On the 23rd ov every month I climb the fire escape to the roof ov my apartment building, paint myself with blueberry jam and dance naked in the moonlight.
+ I AM INVISIBLE
+ I know the future... You're going to add me, talk to me once, maybe twice, then forget I even fucking exist.
+ I think we're all going straight to HELL when we die.
+ I am a complete and utter mess. I have no idea what I'm doing.
+ You may be right. I may be crazy. But it just might be a lunatic you're looking for.
+ I'm not who you think I am, but I'm exactly what you think I'll never be.
+ I hate the world and everyone in it. Except you, of course.
+ I believe actions speak louder than words.
+ I have the memory ov a retarded puppy.
+ I am not special. I am not a beautiful or unique snowflake. I'm the same decaying organic matter as everything else
+ Sometimes I talk to myself.
+ Sometimes I answer.
+ If you lie to me, I will find out.
+ I'm being watched. Monitored. Studied. They're waiting for me to make my move. to fully awaken. and when I do..... oh man, say goodbye to the world you know and love.
+ I've seen The Matrix wayyyyy too many times. (see above)
+ I used to do drugs. (I still do drugs, but I used to too)
+ I am the son ov an artist.
+ At first you may think I'm an asshole, then after you'll think 'oh, he's actually really nice!' then SURPRISE! I'm really an asshole. haha
+ I have Apophenia and Pareidolia.
+ I don't need you.
+ I don't believe in love, or the color blue.
+ If you want to find out what's behind these cold eyes, you'll just have to claw your way through this disguise.
+ I love to laugh to the point I can't breathe and my stomach hurts. I don't take life too seriously.
+ I'm lying. I do need you. desperately.
+ Send me a message, post me a comment, or buy me some bullets.
Thanks


My Interests



the number 23, secret societies, secrets in general, disinformation, conspiracy theories, hidden and subliminal messages, codes and ciphers, double entendres, flirting, time travel, psychokinetics, chaos magick, TOPY, lucid dreaming, psychology, pissing off my neighbors, ESP, learning, teaching, listening, hearing, love, understanding, silence, shamelessness, thinking about thinking about thinking... , cleanliness, heartbeats, confessions, intimacy, afternoon delights, connectedness, art, The Art, sex, magick, sex magick, the apocalypse, religions, good ideas, truth, sensitivity, fetishes, altered states, wisdom, nonsense, lunacy, rpg's and fps's, thunderstorms, natural disasters, mind control, birth, death, life, living, self-discipline, clean sweat, walking down sidewalks with my eyes closed, pretending I'm the only real person, natural cures, shaved genetalia, epiphanies, the antichrist, the mark ov the beast, and ov course random and bizarre bits ov humor

"We are all so afraid, we are all so alone, we all so need from the outside the assurance of our own worthiness to exist." - The Good Soldier By Ford Madox Ford

I'd like to meet:

humans annoy me





Music:

    TOOL The Locust Funker Vogt Das Ich Decoded Feedback VNV Nation Icon of Coil :wumpscut: Hella Coil Throbbing Gristle Buckethead Andrew W K The Accused D.R.I. Dayglo Abortions The Exploited Clutch Hocico Psychic TV KMFDM Laibach Zeek Sheck Prodigy Pink Floyd Rammstein Snake River Conspiracy Rage Against the Machine Juno Reactor The Clash The Cure Tears for Fears Depeche Mode Portishead Patsy Cline Thievery Corporation Sarah McLachlan Massive Attack
    ...and many more

Movies:

    Eyes Wide Shut Requiem for a Dream Pi Frailty Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind Satyr Fahrenheit 451 Leaving Las Vegas The Girl Next Door Dune Sid & Nancy The Doors Angelheart Spawn (animated series) ET the Extra-Terrestrial The Wall A Clockwork Orange Taxi Driver Lolita Latex Conspiracy Theory American History X Blade Runner Natural Born Killers Fight Club Romper Stomper Hackers Donnie Darko Vanilla Sky Wild Orchid Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within A Beautiful Mind Good Will Hunting Being John Malkovich 12 Monkeys Mirrormask Birth Quills

and too many more to mention

Television:

Brainwashing? No thanks.

Books:


The Illuminatus! Trilogy, Cosmic Trigger - Robert Anton Wilson
Poker Without Cards - Ben Mack
The Holy Bible
Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
1984, Animal Farm - George Orwell
The Book of Mormon, D&C, PoGP
Principia Discordia - Omar Khayyam Ravenhurst
Rasputin - The Holy Devil - Rene Fulop-Miller
Malleus Maleficarum Walden - Henry David Thoreau
Oh, The Places You'll Go - Dr. Seuss
Psycho-Cybernetics - Maxwell Maltz
The Silva Mind Control Method - Jose Silva
Exploring the World of Lucid Dreaming - Stephen LaBerge
Catcher in the Rye - J. D. Salinger
On the Road, The Dharma Bums - Jack Kerouac
The Sun Also Rises - Ernest Hemingway
The Drifters - James A. Mitchner
Divine Encounters - Zecharia Sitchin
Sacrament, The Damnation Game, Imajica, Weaveworld, The Thief of Always, and anything else by Clive Barker. All awesome stories by an awesome storyteller.

Currently reading The Malleus Maleficarum -

Heroes:

Travis Bickle, GG Allin, Jack the Ripper, Dr. Seuss, David Duke, Rasputin, JFK, Tubgirl, Joseph Smith, Shakespeare, Yoda, Robert Anton Wilson, Caligula, Jesus Christ, Aleister Crowley, Alexander the Great, John the Revelator, Harrison Fnord, Hitler, Tyler Durden, Nietzsche, The Little Engine That Could

My Blog

Newline stole my URL

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Posted by The Number 23 on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 05:22:00 PST

i forgot

i had something extremely important to sayit would have been significantit would have gave hope where there was dreadit would have shattered the windows to your soul i had a strong urge to touch youbu...
Posted by The Number 23 on Sat, 04 Mar 2006 09:27:00 PST

the drug that is you...

I'll never forget you, Kristy Sleep well September 27, 1974 - September 29, 2005 http://www.legacy.com/houstonchronicle/LegacySubPage2.asp?Pa ge=LifeStory&PersonId=15241995...
Posted by The Number 23 on Fri, 30 Sep 2005 11:14:00 PST

for you

The night air carries the secrets of lovers, and the whisperings of courtship. And though the moon casts its meager light, The road that lies ahead is concealed.   Overwhelmed with knowing, A b...
Posted by The Number 23 on Sun, 04 Sep 2005 11:45:00 PST

My mother, the artist

These are some paintings my mom has done over the years.  There's many, many more, but these are just a few of my favorites.  She's been painting since before I was in diapers and is still p...
Posted by The Number 23 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST