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stardust

and if it all goes well we'll laugh a lot

About Me

i know you're a woman by the way you burn below
i'll tell you secrets so good, you'll never tell a soul
come closer, that bonfire holds his life like stones
my years, my life unknown
diamonds from the pavement broken glass had been.
just like these troubles that i'm leaving to the wind.
like sapphires in boxcars speeding towards the end.
like thieves, my bad luck grows.
jewel box of sadness, bring to catch your tear
crystallise illusion shine, forgot i'm here
jewel box of sadness, bring to catch your tear
oh, you left some stars in my belly
star crossed child's love on the bands of wedding gold
silver studs of promise hide in red crushed velvet folds.
inaction, intention, like emeralds i stole.
my speech of custom gold. i think i ought to know.
jewel box of sadness, bring to catch your tears
crystallise illusion shine, forgot i'm here
jewel box of sadness, bring to catch your tear
oh, you left some stars in my belly.
you left some stars in my belly.

My Interests

akward situations, art, antiquing, bad movies, ballet, being called sweet names, bush being impeached, cloudbusting, cuddling, dancing, debate, easter, fruit, getting ready for dates, ginger snaps, good movies, good news, hating humanity, having my hair pulled, holding kitties, karaoke, kissing, kittens, late night drives, laughing, learning math and other important things, lillies, lying in the grass, music, not eating meat, photography, piano, pineapple, pink lemonade, seperation of church and state, singing, shopping, smiling genuinely, staying up all night, tap dancing, the white album, thrift stores, tomato everything, travis jones, vanilla, wine, writing.

I'd like to meet:

everyone i wanted to meet has already died.

Music:

beatles. radiohead. nine inch nails. fiona apple. bob dylan. nirvana. bright eyes. the eels. devics. rilo kiley. elliot smith. the pixies. david bowie. elvis presley and costello. cat stevens. some weezer. flaming lips. frente. sneaker pimps. guster. the clash. the animals. the smiths. iggy pop. pet shop boys. paul simon. the cure. iron and wine. muse. the rollins band. jeff buckley. postal service, the. johnny cash. the faint. the sex pistols. the beach boys. mazzy star. rufus wainwright. p.j. harvey. air. ben folds five. joni mitchell. and nina simone. and alot more.

Movies:

10 things i hate about you, airplane, amelie, american beauty, american history x, batman, batman returns, being john malkovich, benny and june, the birds, blow, bowling for columbine, breakfast at tiffany's, brokeback mountain, dirty dancing, donnie darko, edward scissorhands, ed wood, enter the dragon, fight club, girl interrupted, harold and maude, life is beautiful, kill bill 2, the little mermaid, memento, mullholland drive, the nightmare before christmas, office space, pretty in pink, pulp fiction, rear window, return to oz, the royal tenenbaums, trainspotting, the usual suspects, vanilla sky, vertigo, the virgin suicides, welcome to the dollhouse, the wizard of oz

Television:

TWIN PEAKS!!, the history channel, the discovery channel, comedy channel,the adult swim channel (mainly the un-new shows) learning things from the television channel, old black and white shows, ninties sitcoms.

Books:

the perks of being a wallflower, of mice and men, the bell jar, white oleander, a brief history of time, brave new world, sex drugs and cocoa puffs, breakfast at tiffany's, in cold blood, the dark tower series, it, the catcher in the rye, the satanic bible, the long hard road out of hell, the screwtape letters, et al.

Heroes:

lennon, mccartney, reznor, yorke, cobain, apple, monroe, my couple of close friends that i have and mr.jones. (the collective soul one).Myspace Layout Stealer

My Blog

grey

like the hair like my skin i'm so exasperated.       this is all i'm going to stress it. i feel bombarded. from every aspect of my life. there is not a single moment where i don't feel ...
Posted by stardust on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 04:36:00 PST

Thanks.

these blogs are usually full of ramblings, etc. but i just wanted to share with you all that i start a normal job for the first time in a while tomorrow.   and i'm smile-lessly happy about that. ...
Posted by stardust on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 08:53:00 PST

let me believe in something. sorry. rant.

as a preface, don't read this and assume i'm some whiny bitch who can't afford therapy and is complaining about some trauma or childhood negligence that i've learned from and moved on. this isn't abou...
Posted by stardust on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 12:02:00 PST

fuck patrick. and all the other saints.

viewing things from my recent subjective perspective would more than likely turn any idealistic, even neutral-"istic" person to the sad side. things are bad, but they've been worse. i think..? wait, n...
Posted by stardust on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 10:34:00 PST

immagini.

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Posted by stardust on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 04:36:00 PST

current annoyance

laugh tracks.  Like the goddamned television isn't enough of a petty, propagandistic evil device, but the media execs. go so far insulting our intelligence as to tell us when something is fu...
Posted by stardust on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 01:40:00 PST

incoherent babbling.

i thought i saw god.but then i realized.it was the truth and arrogance.you spoke.and it was as effective.as the cup of champaigne.we were just thirteen.i didn't stop.no nurses.no alarms.or suprises.i ...
Posted by stardust on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 12:13:00 PST

what a way to commemorate things

this has single handedly been the most fucked up christmas/xmas-eve i've ever had the pleasure of attending. not that it wasn't amazing, because things were great.. i guess.. but wow...i think i drank...
Posted by stardust on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 07:00:00 PST

cut that shit out.

isn't it cute the way people are with their fucking drama and their complete ignorance of things such as jeff buckley turn into obsessions and they think they're changing the world by d...
Posted by stardust on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 03:44:00 PST

reflecting.. ::the edited version::

some things i've learned this year: you shouldn't decide whether or not to sleep with someone based soley on their music taste. kind of a given..... sometimes not caring what happens in seri...
Posted by stardust on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 08:12:00 PST