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adopt your own virtual pet!Hey yall! I am just an ol' southern belle living in sweet home Alabama. Although I have to admit it hasn't always been sweet. I have pretty much spent all of my life here. I do love the quietness of country life. It is here that I write poetry and short stories. Some would say I have talent, I just say I'm me. If you can call my pain talent then I guess I do have alot of that! I have figured out that we all have those gifts buried deep inside us. For me, I found it hidden within years of pain, scars and wounds way to excruciating to heal. My Mom passed away 2 years ago and there was so much that was left unsaid and alot of questions unanswered. I was left without any closure and It has taken quite a treacherous toll on me. Not alot of people understood our relationship. Most of the time we didn't either. In the midst of it all I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl whom I gave my Mom's name - Cathy. I think in my own way, I was trying to honor her. We both felt my baby girl was the key to bring us to a better understanding with each other. What I dislike the most is knowing my baby girl will never get to know her Grandma except through my memories and most of those I prefer not to share because of the pain attached to them. My Mom always said a person would never know what true love was until they held their heart in their hands. The day I held my daughter for the first time, those words rang so true. Hold on to whatever happiness and peace you find in this world - Time is to short not to. I am going through alot at the moment and I'm sure you can tell by my page. I do change it alot according to how I feel. I have found it to be quite theraputic. I am a self-hater, and recovering self-injurer. I also am trying to not resort to causing myself anymore pain than I already am in. I hope what I just said does not offend anyone but if it does, then you too, will join the rest of the world that rejects who I really am. Don't try to understand me because I don't even understand and don't try to fix me. I have been hurt so much that I can't even begin to explain. I will not offer any excuses because I am fresh out. All I can say is if you truly want to be my friend then just wait this one out.
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