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When i close my eyes i see happiness but when i open my eyes will there be happiness for me? I feel like a baby sometimes, only because i always wonder what if,like what if i could count to a million, will there be a award for me?Or what if my Aunt Ruby was still alive? Would she be happy for me? When i wonder my mind is set free,not to the public but only to me,so i try not to think as hard as i do.But my dreams is a mystery,my heart pumps a history of my thoughts that are special made,not store bought.So before i stop i'll wonder again,something like we can't be friends to the end because the end will never end if we still be friends til the end,then when will the end stop?When i say stop?when i say stop,like this is a game?If my mind playing tricks on me than so be it because i can't see it only think about it,i'll think about my ABC's or my 1,2,3's. Or the up and down,or the all around and you call me crazy?My mind is an adventure that i can only picture perfect,but not yet,not til i open mt eyes and get the surprise reality has for me. It's not my birthday so i know it ain't a T-rex for me. But what is, now let's find out,as i speak my heart is dried out and you think you can make me happy?I don't think so! So i guess i'll be stuck....Wondering.
