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About Me


I'm not who you think. I'm everything you want me to be. I'm fragile and invincible, and I'll never leave your side. I could be the one you've been looking for, and you might let me slip away. Is it better to have loved and lost, or to have let pessimism and walls of insecurity stand in the way and to never have loved at all?
You may find me sippin' tequilla sunrises out of crystal. You may find me up dancin' on a table to Timbaland's "The Way I Are" or JT's "Sexyback." You may find me drunk as hell playin' Gogo Space Monkey's in a friend's basement or fallin' asleep in a random open field, staring up at the sky. You may catch me in a piercing studio gettin' pierced, or on a rollercoaster at an amusement park, or you may just see me walkin' downtown with my earbuds in dreamin' about tomorrow. No matter where you find me, the important thing is that you find me. The important thing is that you rescue me from this life that I haven't figured out is no good for me yet.
[my guilty pleasures]
FutureSex/LoveSounds album - JT
Blackout Album - Britney Spears (for working out)
Tequilla Shots
Smirnoff Original Vodka (not twisted)
Shot After Shot
House M.D. (tv show)
Cosmpolitan Magazine
Icebox Mango Margaritas
Slushies
Popsicles
Cherry Blasters
Dares (rarely turns one down)
Drinking Games
Gogo Space Monkeys ('nuff said)
Dance, Dance Revolution
Vanilla Ice Cream & Sprinkles
Caesar Salad
Bubble Baths by Candlelight
BASS (so loud your heart feels it)
Getting Pierced

My Interests

Movies:

Thank You For Smoking
Chuck & Larry
The Notebook
Donnie Darko
Garden State
Kissing Jessica Stein
Finding Nemo

Books:

Such a Pretty Girl - Laura Wiess
Bad Boys Over Easy - Erin McCarthy
Whispers - Dean Koontz
Hold On - Alan Gibbons
Mercy, Unbound

Heroes:

All of my amazing friends

including:
Shanzy
Ashley M
Amanda P
Carly
Amanda Y
Eva
Ashley
Emily
Anna
The rest of the crew
including all the boys

My Blog

A Little Bit Less Than Poetic

If you think about it, beauty is no longer in the eye of the beholder. Quite honestly, I don't think it ever was. Beauty is a manufactured view which is the outcome of the molding and re-molding of e...
Posted by nykkinykkiELECTRICITY! on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 10:57:00 PST

The Beauty Unknown

Have You Ever Held A Star In Your Hand Until It Burnt Out And Broke Your Cardiovascular Spirit? Did It Crumble Into A Silver Dust And Then Disperse Itself Amongst The Freckles In Aphrodite's Eyes? You...
Posted by nykkinykkiELECTRICITY! on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 08:41:00 PST

A Love Poem Less A Line

If I could make you smile from this distance, my heart would surely implode.Alphabet confetti would spill sympathetically over the blessed sidewalks that your clumsy feet forget to thank for being the...
Posted by nykkinykkiELECTRICITY! on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 07:28:00 PST

All Is Fair

A devotion to ideas would surely be the demise of an era. It would be the beginning of modern regression. Light your kerosene lamp so that you can see the laptop keys. Fire's the only light, in my ey...
Posted by nykkinykkiELECTRICITY! on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 01:57:00 PST

Damn Unpretty.

You broke the sigh that I gave you with an earth-shattering, hell-bent, exasperated whisper,And uttered to me that you had better ways to waste your time.Go drop acid at the park.And I almost died the...
Posted by nykkinykkiELECTRICITY! on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 12:43:00 PST

Wasted Skies.

And so I jumped into the ocean and found you at the bottom. You were screaming my name And you were pretending to care. And when I can't think of anything to say I no longer waste oxygen. I no longe...
Posted by nykkinykkiELECTRICITY! on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 02:16:00 PST

A Suicide Mission Of;

[Strapping Newspapers To Fuses]The profound speed at which your mouth moves; It capsizes my retina.And now I can see into my own mind And gasp at the fact that it doesn't exist.Tell me I don't merely...
Posted by nykkinykkiELECTRICITY! on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 08:35:00 PST

untitled part II

This park is holy enough to break you. Just the acid alone, peeling off of that heroic bench, is enough to be the cause of your stomach alser and insomniatic desire for the nightmare where you fucking...
Posted by nykkinykkiELECTRICITY! on Wed, 31 May 2006 03:54:00 PST

untitled

The broken waterfront makes way for new suspenseful souls. They wait to feel accepted. They'll never feel accepted. And I broke the waterfront on fucking purpose. I broke the waterfront because I gave...
Posted by nykkinykkiELECTRICITY! on Wed, 31 May 2006 03:13:00 PST

Jeans To The Seams; Ripped Sheets And Broken Air

I'm looking down at god. He worships my hands, and we trade carbon dioxide for time we'll never use. We don't speak. And the suspense between each copyrighted thought is becoming an anticipated bruis...
Posted by nykkinykkiELECTRICITY! on Tue, 30 May 2006 03:52:00 PST