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About Me

I try I see I love I laugh I succeed I give in I fail I cry I fear I hate I loathe I accept I move on I stay put I dance I fight I hug I kiss I pray I know I don't know I experience I breathe I choke I grow


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Blogadelic

Wow, haven't done this in a while. When I drink, I don't get sad (maybea little), I don't get violent or sloppy...I get very contemplative andinquisitive. Unfortunately, my spelling and grammar doesn'...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Jan 2009 23:10:00 GMT

Suspended in life and time

I haven’t blogged since the summer, wow! I keep both a journal and a book of mirrors so I do a lot of reflective writing and I guess I neglect letting the general public into the mind of someon...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 20:14:00 GMT

Community Archaeological Program (CAP) at Binghampton University

I had my first field school experience on the week of July 15th-20th. Instead of travelling all the way to Belize to go dig around in Mayan ruins, I stayed just a bit closer to home and hopped on a b...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 11:18:00 GMT

Gaian Mind Summer Festival 2007

This year I have to say the festival for me was more calm and collective then the madness of the first two years. I still had a fucking blast though. I even slept!!!! really well!!! I didn't dance ...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 14:10:00 GMT

6 years comes down to this one day

So it's not the 31st but I decided to put that it was anyway. So I'm done, I graduated college. Walking down the isles of Radio City, I heard the one song I've been looking forward to hearing since ...
Posted by on Thu, 31 May 2007 00:00:00 GMT

Ambiguous Terrestrial Reflections

In my hole is where I hide In my hole is where I'll stay for everything outside is the land where demons play Fear envelopes me Hate consumes me The air vibrates with anger The sea churns in response ...
Posted by on Tue, 01 May 2007 19:53:00 GMT

How time has passed

So, I changed the date but I had to post this for tradition sake. So today marks two years that I went on my first date with "the guy I like and think likes me back". By now I think it's safe to call...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 19:56:00 GMT

Impromptu Regurgitation

I've lost the ability to change the things I can and I've succumb to the things I cannot 23 on the outside, still 10 on the inside Time, aging, institutions, expectations stationary, cyclical, periphe...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 13:51:00 GMT

Introductory Ethnography on the NYC psy-trance population

In my ethnography course this past fall I had to study any population of my choice by using the criteria that we learned over the semster. I choose the psy-trance population in NYC looking at the man...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 10:37:00 GMT

Stumbling evolution

It's been a while since I wrote. So much has happened between summer and fall. I'm in a transition in my life. I've left the nest and have flown out into the world and I feel I am moving forward, gl...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 17:26:00 GMT