natasha

I am the "NOW or NEVER" kind.Love Me or Hate Mei love contradicting myself, i am an oxymoron of some sort.i indulge in intellectual convo's, i think smart people talk about ideas and idle people talk about gossips.my friends say i'm mean at times bcoz i'm not afraid to tell the truth but they respect me for that.my choices are complicated but it makes my life interesting..i surround myself with happy people coz dramaqueens suck up my energy. plus, they steal my spotlight.i used to be the "life of the party", but now, i'm just the girl on the sidelines. i prefer indie from the mainstream. i'm a socialite by choice, but a true blue altruist by heart.i don't give alot of flattering remarks, so if you hear one from me, consider urself lucky. people who fish for compliments make me puke, let alone those who compliment themselves, there's a thin line between desperate and vain, and flattering urself is desperate.i almost always achieve anything i set my mind to coz i'm not a quitter. i get anything i want coz i'm persistent, i don't take the first offer, coz i think it's just a step towards negotiations...i bargain my way out of almost everything in my life. if i like you, brace urself, coz i like getting things i can't have hahaha... (i can pull a glenn close, fatal attraction scene, so be very afraid). don't get into my bad side or dare mess with my family or friends coz i won't think twice sticking my foot up ur a***. i'll be the personification of evil when i get mad.but when it all comes down to one thing, i am just an ordinary girl you see everyday. i am unorthodox but i'll be worth your while