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About Me

Randomness about me!!! Im tall supa tall, really lanky, i stick out in a crowd you could say.. I change my hair color more than i seem to change my underwear... My hair has been a plethora of colors, everything from black and blonde to maroon to purple to green.. Ya crazy. Im obnoxious, I TELL THE TRUTH, i am often times way too honest... if you look like shit i'll tell you. Ha but im also one of the nicest guys you will ever meet. I believe that everyone should be treated with the respect that they give you. So as long as i am repsected you will recieve the same from me. Im facinated easily.. IM EASY ♥ lol! People say that im a sweetheart but i dont think so.. lol haha MUSIC=LIFE! without it i'd kill myself.. no but seriously, there is a song for every type of emotion. I find it easy to relate to ohters. I work at Limited Too bitches. ya thats right! haha a lil girly ya think...... maybe but ya know what I rock that shit. lol my friends are my life without them i would be nothing.. They are amazing... Im picky about some things.. i like coke not pepsi and Burger King over McDonalds.. im random.. i love to get up and just do things. Spontaneous is the word i was looking for there.. Im LOUD! lol im not afraid to walk up to someone and introduce myself.. im easy to get along with. as long as you aren't a backstabber you'll be fine! or as long as you don't try in get in my boyfriends pants.. *cough* you know who you are haha im a romantic. i love doing those little things to add a little spice to any relationship.. I want to make sure my boi knows how much i truly do care about him. I get bored easy, i always have to be doing something. My boyfriend can attest to that. however my favorite thing to do is to lay on the couch and watch tv and just cuddle up with that one special person that you love. its the best feeling in the world. To just be held on to and to know for that second you are protected and nothing is going to happen to you. Its amazing! So hmm what else about me.. I have 4 sisters and 3 brothers, that live in a plethora of states varying from NJ to Maine to Indiana to Illinois, damn they are all over the place.. my family is my life.. well the ones that accept me for being a homo.. the other ones can just kiss my ass. Cause its a fact IM GAY! im not changing and if they don't like it what ever but accept me for me.. You can't just love a part of me.. its all or nothing baby! I hate people who only love certain parts of people or only should i say ACCEPT certain parts of people it pisses me off big time.. So that ME ♥ ♥ ♥ In LOVE I'm scared of love... Because every other time i have genuninely liked someone i've gotten stabbed in the back.. My heart has been ripped out one two many times.. I'm very cautious now of being in love.. i don't want to be hurt that way again.. i know that im young, and it will happen again i just want to be prepared. Sometimes however when it feels soo perfect i let myself go to easy. I build up walls around me... not because i'm afraid to show people the real me.. but more like i've never had anyone in my life to express how i truly feel. i put on fronts... I have a hard time telling the people i care about the most how i feel for fear of rejection or disappointment. I'm a Jersey rat who was raised in northern indiana, and recently moved to florida.. I love it here.. i love the weather well for the most part minus the hurricanes and the rain.. i've adapted to the warm weather. i dont have time to go out much and when i do it's only to hang out with the people i care about most.. They know who they are... Plus i work a lot.. Limited Too bitches represent!Turn around and head in different directions its like we never knew each other at all.. We said what we feel and then stop ourselves and just walk away never looking back, just loving every second of it.. we just walk away.. this is probably the best and not to mention the worst idea i have ever had.. ---- THOSE ARE MY FAVORITE SONG LYRICSSo what else is there about me.. I'm pretty independent, i dont take shit from anyone.. if your not that important ill tell you how i feel im not afraid to say whats on my mind! Well that is if u arent that important to me.. like i already said. I plan on Majoring in journalism with a minor in fashion or fashion design. Broadway appeals to me..it's in my roots my mom was a rockette at Radio City Music Hall.. i can't count on my hands and toes how many different shows i've seen... Hairspray, RENT, and AIDA topping my list... Avenue Q is up there somewhere as well... I'm pretty easy to get along with.. and the girls at work say i can pull of anything... Anything from Blue hair, to pink capri's to a black girls weave! I've outlived the club scene already!! Im over it.. im sick of the random hookups.. the one night stands, the drunken words.. What i want is a man that is ready to be with me and only me. I want someone stable to care for me.. i am a very affectionate person. i have a lot of love. i just hopep that i can find the right person to give that love to... No matter how many sequins or shoulder pads you put on.. Love still kicks u in the ass and hurts u in the end,.. and u end up a bitter mess!!!
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Where you are seems to be As far as an eternity Outstretched arms open hearts And if it never ends then when do we start? I'll never leave you behind Or treat you unkind I know you understand And with a tear in my eye Give me the sweetest goodbye That I ever did receivePushing forward and arching back Bring me closer to heart attack Say goodbye and just fly away When you comeback I have some things to sayHow does it feel to know you never have to be alone When you get home There must be someplace here that only you and I could go So I can show you how I Dream away everyday Try so hard to disregard The rhythm of the rain that drops And coincides with the beating of my heartI'll never leave you behind Or treat you unkind I know you understand And with a tear in my eye Give me the sweetest goodbye That I ever did receivePushing forward and arching back Bring me closer to heart attack Say goodbye and just fly away When you comeback I have some things to sayHow does it feel to know you never have to be alone When you get home There must be someplace here that only you and I could go So I can show you how I feel

I'd like to meet:

I know that he loves me cause told me so I know that he loves me cause his feelings show When he stares at me you see he cares for me You see how he is so deep in love I know that he loves me cause its obvious I know that he loves me cause its me he trust and he's missing me if he's not kissing me and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it soRemember the first day, the first day we kissed Remember the first day we had an argument we apologized and then we compromised and we've haven't argued since Remember the first day we stopped playing games Remember the first day you fell in love with me it felt so good for you to say those words cause I felt the same way too

Music:

30 Seconds to Mars 311 1208 AFI Academy Is, The Against Me Agnostic Front The Agony Scene Alexisonfire Alkaline Trio ALL All American Rejects Allegiance Amber Pacific American Cheeseburger Amorphous Anberlin Angels and Airwaves Animosity Answer, The Anti-Flag Apex Theory, The Aquabats, The Arcade Fire, The Arctic Monkeys As I Lay Dying At The Drive In Ataris, The Athena Atmosphere Atreyu Audioslave Audiovent Authority Zero Autopilot Off Avenged Sevenfold Backstreet Boys Bad Religion Bandits of the Acoustic Revolution Bane Barricade Beastie Boys Beatsteaks Bedouin Soundclash Before Today Between the Buried and Me Big D and the Kids Table Billy Talent Black Eyed Peas, The Black Keys, The Black My Heart Blacklisted Bleeding Through Blindside Blink 182 Blood Brothers Bloodhound Gang Blue Monday Blue Scholars Bomb The Music Industry! Bones Brigade Bouncing Souls Boxcar Racer Bracket Brand New Bravery, The Breaking Benjamin Bright Eyes Bullet For My Valentine Busted By Far The Least Caesars Calogero Cardigans, The Cascada Casey Jones Casualties, The Catch 22 Cellar Door Champion Chiodos Choking Victim Circa Survive Circle Takes the Square Clash, The Classic Crime, The Click Five, The Coldplay Colin of Arabia Comeback Kid Common Rider Consumed Converge Cranberries, The Cruiserweight Cypress Hill Daphne Loves Derby Darude Dashboard Confessional Dave Matthews Band Dead 60's, The Dead Kennedys Death Before Dishonor Death By Stereo Death Cab For Cutie Descendents DHT Distillers, The Divorce, The DJ Mystic DJ Shadow DJ Tyrcia Dog Fashion Disco Donnybrook Doppelgangster Down to Nothing Dragonforce Dramatics, The Dropkick Murphys Duck X Hunt DYS Echo and the Bunnymen Elliott Smith Elton John Eminem Emmanuel Moire Error Everclear Every Time I Die Ewan McGreggor Explosion, The F-Ups, The Face To Face Fall of Troy, The Fall Out Boy Fantastic Ghost Fastball Fear Before The March of Flames Figure Four First Blood Five Iron Frenzy Flipsyde Flogging Molly Folly Foo Fighters Fort Minor Frank Sinatra Frankie Valli Franz Ferdinand Fray, The From First to Last Garbage Garvey Switch Gatsby's American Dream Gerald de Palmas Get Up Kids, The Give Up The Ghost Gob Gogol Bordello Goldfinger Good Charlotte Gorillaz Gosling Green Day Guns Up! Guttermouth Gwen Stefani H2O Handsome Devil Harvey Danger Hatebreed Have Heart Head Automatica Heavy Heavy Low Low Heideroosjes Hellogoodbye Hepcat Hi-Standard Hives, The Hollywood Undead Hoods Hot Hot Heat Hot Rod Circuit Hot Water Music I Am Ghost I Am The Avalanche I Would Set Myself On Fire For You Idiot Pilot Iggy Pop Imogen Heap In Defence Incubus Instant Winner Instilled Iron &; Wine Jack Johnson Jason Mraz Jesse McCartney Jet Jimmie's Chicken Shack Jimmy Eat World Joe Strummer and the Mescaleroes Joey Cape Josh Groban Justin Sane Keane Kelly Clarkson Kid Dynamite Kids Like Us Killers, The Kings of Leon KYO Lagwagon Lars Fredericksen and the Bastards Lawrence Arms, The Leftver Crack Less Than Jake Letter Kills Lightning Bolt Linkin Park Lit Living End, The Longshots, The Loudermilk Loved Ones, The Mad Caddies Madball Madcap Mae Manga Maroon 5 Mars Volta, The Matchbook Romance Matches, The McFly Me First and the Gimme Gimmes Mest Metallica Metric Mew Midtown Mighty Mighty Bosstones, The Millencolin Misfits, The Modern Life Is War Modest Mouse Mon Frere Monty Morrissey Motion City Soundtrack Movielife, The Much The Same Murs Muse MXPX My Chemical Romance Natasha Bedingfield Network, The Neutral Milk Hotel New Bomb Turks New Found Glory Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds Nightmare Of You Nikola Sarcevic Nirvana No Doubt No Innocent Victim No Motiv No Use For A Name No Warning NOFX None More Black Number Twelve Looks Like You, The Of Montreal O-Zone Offspring, The On A Warpath Operation Ivy Outbreak Opeth Panic! At the Disco Papa Roach Paramore Pennywise Phantom Planet Pipedown Pixies, The Postal Service, The Pretty Girls Make Graves Puddy Pulley Quarashi Queen Queens of the Stone Age Queers, The Rachmaninov Radiohead Rage Against the Machine Ramones, The Rancid Randy Rasmus, The Razorlight Real McKenzies, The Recliners, The Red Hot Chili Peppers Red Light Ambition Reel Big Fish Refused Relient K Replacements, The Reset Reveille Rhapsody Rilo Kiley Rise Against Rocket Summer, The Ruckus Rufio Rufus Wainwright Ruiner Rx Bandits Ryan's Hope Saez Sage Francis Saosin Savage Garden Scary Kids Scaring Kids Scene Aesthetic, The Schoolyard Heroes Screeching Weasel Set It Straight Set Your Goals Shere Kahn Silverstein Simon and Milo Simple Plan Sinking Ships Skasmopolitan Skatalites, The Skye Sweetnam Sleeping, The Slickshoes Slipknot Smashing Pumpkins Something Corporate Sonata Arctica Sparta Spazz Squirrel Nut Zippers SR-71 Starting Line, The Steriogram Sting Stone Temple Pilots Story of the Year Streetlight Manifesto Streets, The Strike Anywhere Strokes, The Stronghold Strung Out Student Rick Sublime Sugarcult Suicidal Tendencies Suicide Machines, The Sum41 Switchfoot System of a Down Table Dancing With Betty Taproot Ted Dancin' Machine, The Terror This Is Hell This Is Me Smiling Thought Riot Thrice Thursday Tiger Army TJ Grant Tokio Hotel Tony Sly Tossers, The Toy-Box Transplants Treble Charger Trivium Underoath Unearth Unseen, The Unwritten Law Urge, The Used, The Useless I.D. UVR Val Emmich Vendetta Red Verse Verve Pipe, The Vines, The Vision Voodoo Glow Skulls Wallflowers, The Warriors, The Weezer Whatever It Takes White Stripes, The With Honor Wizo World/Inferno Friendship Society xDeathstarx xLookingForwardx Yellowcard Zebrahead ZekeCHRISTINA AGUILERA!!! ♥

Movies:

RENT, Connie and Carla, Scarface, Waterboy, Tommyboy, The Notebook, X-Men, Ferris Beullers Day OFF, Sister Act, Then & Now, Mean Girls.. width="425" height="350" ....

Television:

Will and Grace, WEEDS, PROJECT RUNWAY, The food network, The real world, Family Guy, Deal or No Deal, Eigth and Ocean,

Books:

If homosexuality is a disease, let's all call in queer to work: "Hello. Can't work today, still queer." - Robin Tyler ::TO Kill A Mockingbird::, Rainbow Boys, HARRY POTTER, Rainbow Road, Take the quiz:
What type of gay guy are you?

You are the committed type! You like to have one boy and you don't want to share him. You don't need anyone else but him. You're into fucking him every night and no one else.
Quiz by JustGuys.net - Find Hot Guys. Take the quizBeyonce Irreplaceable .. Music Videos And Lyrics On Demand.. width="425" height="350" ....

Heroes:

My mom... persevered and had four kids and then accidently got pregnant with me, was diagnosed with cancer but still had me.. I was a little over a year old when she passed away, It just so happened to be my twin sisters graduation day from high school and my older brothers birthday. MOMMY i love you soo much. Thank you so much for bringing me into this world.. You make me want to make something of my life just to proove to you i was worth it.. Stay strong momma! ill get to be with you one day!!

My Blog

NOTHING

I cant do anything right any more.. i try so hard but nothing goes my way!!! I dont know what to do anymore!
Posted by ♥ YAI YAI ♥ [ILTF] on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 02:41:00 PST

IRREPLACEABLE?!?!?

Beyonce Knowles Irreplaceable Lyrics To the left... To the left... Mmm to the left to the left Everything you own in a box to the left In the closet that's my stuff Yes, if i bought it, please dont t...
Posted by ♥ YAI YAI ♥ [ILTF] on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 05:44:00 PST

My essay finally finished.. CHECK IT OUT!~

Increasingly, I find that I'd much rather talk about my queerness than write about it. I don't feel comfortable enough with my words ...
Posted by ♥ YAI YAI ♥ [ILTF] on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 03:55:00 PST

My first college application essay... WHAT DO U GUYS THINK?

Increasingly, I find that I'd much rather talk about my queerness than write about it. I don't feel comfortable enough with my words to trust how they frame, limit, and structure my experience. I've y...
Posted by ♥ YAI YAI ♥ [ILTF] on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 11:13:00 PST

Goodbye My Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine...
Posted by ♥ YAI YAI ♥ [ILTF] on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 11:00:00 PST

I'd Give it all for you....

had a house while you were gone The week after you left me I found a couple acres Near Sarilla Park I had a house while you were gone A house with silver shutters And a driveway laid in marble A...
Posted by ♥ YAI YAI ♥ [ILTF] on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 08:48:00 PST

WOW!

November9-13th ill be in TEXAS! CANT WAIT!
Posted by ♥ YAI YAI ♥ [ILTF] on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 08:18:00 PST

4 weeks

4 weeks and ill be in TEXAS! ut oh watch out... Ryans gonna cause a stir... everythings bigger in texas.. im fixing to buy my plane ticket.. hahah be ready!!
Posted by ♥ YAI YAI ♥ [ILTF] on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 10:26:00 PST

gone

gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone gone GOD IM SAD...
Posted by ♥ YAI YAI ♥ [ILTF] on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 04:58:00 PST

Pondering...

So I cant decide if i should get a tattoo or a piercing today.. i really want my belly button done as well as my tounge done but at the same time i wanna get a tattoo of a cross with my mommy's name a...
Posted by ♥ YAI YAI ♥ [ILTF] on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 10:22:00 PST