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About Me

"There are only two ways to live your life: One is though nothing is a miracle; The other is as though everything is a miracle" ~Albert Einstein~
I'm still searching for that perfect kiss. I'm told I have very soft gentle kisses. I'm very cuddly and I love to give hugs and kisses. A kiss on the lips is always taken seriously and to heart. I can't help it, I'm a hopeless romantic! I love public displays of affection and I'm a sucker for holding hands. I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve and have no problems showing it for the right one. I believe in love, I believe in committment, and yes, I do believe in fate and that unconditional love lies out there somewhere.
I love animals and aquatic life. I'm definitely the one glued to the glass at the petshop! I believe that everything was put here for a reason. I'm very gentle and nurturing when it comes to God's creatures, and I love fish!!! Mmmm..nothing better than to relax with someone and listen to the bubbles of an aquarium in the dark or stand on the deck of a cruise ship and watch the dolphins at sunrise. Wow, I really miss doing that with someone! My next adventure? I'd love to go on a whale watching cruise with someone special!
I'm basically pretty down to earth but a little hyper at times. I'm shy at times and at other times have no problem getting out there and just being goofy. On the other hand, I can be crazy at times and love to do random things that sometimes would shock the hell out of people. Shock value-I love it! I just believe in living life to the fullest.
I'm actually a pretty average girl, but hey, at least I'm real! If you're looking for one of these girls that look like a supermodel because you're going through a mid-life crisis, you've got the wrong girl here. It's just not me. I'm an ordinary girl that likes to live life. I'm kind of a "go with the flow" type of person. On the other hand, I love the spontaneous things that life can bring.
I've been described as being sensitive, a good listener, and a true friend. I'm a creature of habit. I tend to be gentle, loving, and kind, even if I get hurt in the end. I'm have a very soft heart for things that are hurt. I'm definitely the house that all the strays come to, both human and animal. I'm extremely senstive and I cry during movies and those yearly Christmas Hallmark commercials. They get me every time!
I like to do most anything. I love to go for rides on the back of a motorcycle, being with friends and family, or just about anything spontaneous and spending time with someone that I care about. On the flip side, I love the nightlife, clubs, dancing, musicals, plays, museums, and the fine arts. In my spare time I do website and graphic design, but who has spare time????
I work full-time and I am finishing up a degree in Liberal Arts and studying to become an EMT. I am cadeting on a local fire/rescue department. I'm Italian, Irish, & German. I have a 21 year old daughter who is going to school to become a doctor. My son Colin is now with the angels up above. Miss you and love you lots!!!!!
To sum it all up:
I THINK TOO MUCH. Hey, I wouldn't have it any other way. IT'S WHO I AM. and MY FAVORITE PEOPLE LET ME THINK. THEY MAKE ME THINK, TOO. That's why I love them!.
I AM A DREAMER. BLAME IT ON THE STARS. I AM MY SIGN ABSOLUTELY.
i've GOT A THING FOR A GOOD HIP HOP BEAT. It's all about having a passion for moving around on the dance floor, and maybe a few other places! but then THERE'S MUSIC FOR DAYDREAMS, NEW CRUSHES, and JUST DROWNING IN THOUGHTS, TOO.
and I'VE GOT A THING FOR A GORGEOUS BLUE SKY WITH CRAZY COTTONY CLOUDS. Mmmmm something about hopping on the back of a bike and going to unknown places on a nice day.
I WANT TO LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER SOMEDAY. i think IT'S POSSIBLE. Definitely want to try it sometime.
i'm a SUCKER FOR DEEP LINES AND LYRICS USED FITTINGLY. seriously MUSIC...IS EVERYTHING. it is SECOND ONLY TO LOVE, but then LOVE'S IN MUSIC, SO WHAT NOW???
HOLDING HANDS AND WALKING DOWN THE SIDEWALK IS THE ABSOLUTE BEST SOMETIMES. but then again, so is kissing in the rain, and jumping through the puddles.
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My Interests

Most sports, Nascar, Fishing, Cooking, Backyard BBQ's, Motorcycles, Car Shows, Demolition Derby, Angels & Fairies. Oh, and of course, the NY Yankees and Dallas Cowboys. Those are just a few, but to really get to know me, take a look below.

I'd like to meet:

I love a guy that you can dress up and take out but has a rebel edge! Love those bad boys! Above all, I want to meet someone who is genuine, sensitive, and just true to themselves as well as everyone else. I need a guy who is not afraid of showing emotion and someone I can spend quality time with that isn't into playing games. I really miss being able to spoil somebody. Someone who really wants to be loved and can appreciate it. I guess i'm different. I try not to be superficial with things like age, looks, socio-economic status, rather I look for those who are pure in heart with ambition and goals. Other than that, if I had to pick someone famous, I guess I would pick Adam Sandler. I love his movies!

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Music:

I love just about anything. The music that you see on my site usually reflects my mood. I had nine years of music and voice lessons and used to sing with a couple of bands including a christian rock band. I have a deep appreciation for all kinds of music. I especially like anything that I can dance to at the clubs. Favorite music? Country, reggeaton, salsa, and don't be surprised to see me pop up at a jazz or blues club every now and then.

Movies:

Sixteen Candles, Sound of Music, Shawshank Redemption, chick flicks, tear jerkers, or anything based on true stories.

Television:

Not much into watching it, but I like reality shows, Animal Planet, Lifetime, Hallmark, Court TV.

Books:

Mostly magazines like Cosmo or People but I like Danielle Steele books alot.

Heroes:

Anyone that can rise above tragedy and other hardships that life throws at them, especially my daughter Kayleigh Marie, because she's overcome incredible odds. She's the absolute best and I love here dearly. And last but not least, my son Colin Lee who is with the angels now. I know he fought hard to stay but God must have had a special job that only he could do! I love and miss you every single day!!!!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Laura
Birthday: February 16th
Birthplace: Baltimore, MD
Current Location: Everywhere
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Auburn with blonde highlights.
Height: 5'8"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Both
Your Heritage: Italian, German, Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today: Flip Flops
Your Weakness: Falling in love too quickly
Your Fears: Dying alone & clowns
Your Perfect Pizza: Anything with extra cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To keep being myself
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: Should I call in sick?
Your Best Physical Feature: Not sure
Your Bedtime: Whenever I get tired
Your Most Missed Memory: Big Italian dinners
Pepsi or Coke: Either..as long as it's got caffeine!
MacDonalds or Burger King: McD's dollar menu
Single or Group Dates: Date? What the heck is that? lol
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Forget it...Arizona Sweet Tea!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Swirl
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: Yes, unfortunately
Do you Swear: Hell yea!
Do you Sing: Absolutely
Do you Shower Daily: Yuppers..sometimes twice!
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: Still going
Do you want to get Married: Maybe, but it better be the last!
Do you belive in yourself: At times
Do you get Motion Sickness: Sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive: No
Are you a Health Freak: Not really but just joined a gym
Do you get along with your Parents: Yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: As long as I have someone to cuddle with!
Do you play an Instrument: Piano and guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Sure did!
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Prescription
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Unfortunately no!
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes...Shopping is my anti-drug!
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Double stuff-Yummy!
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Scary thought there!
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope
Ever been Drunk:&..39;
Ever been called a Tease: A few times!
Ever been Beaten up: Nope
Ever Shoplifted: Maybe a pack of gum when I was young
How do you want to Die: In my sleep and happy
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Do I have to grow up?
What country would you most like to Visit: Australia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Any
Favourite Hair Color: Doesn't matter
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: Any
Weight: Any
Best Clothing Style: Classy/Trendy
Number of Drugs I have taken: Nothing illegal
Number of CDs I own: Too many to count
Number of Piercings: 10
Number of Tattoos: 2
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Lots and lots-Just learn and live though!
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