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Melbasouris

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About Me

I've gone through hell and back and im finally ready to seize the day. Moving was the best decision ive made in my life so far. I was so sick of drowning in my own stupidity and shame, so i took the biggest step into finding me. I am not some dumb bitch thrown in the statistics. im getting out of this hole i began to dig years ago. i can feel now and nothing can keep me back. And some people may say that im dumb, well they are just ignorant. im awsome and will blow you away with my awsomeness. im just that cool. And as for a life, i dont have one but im fine with that. i get to chill and study and eat food. I do like to eat candy and dance once in a while, but those hardcore days are at the end. other than that i love people until they fuck me over and then you better run cuz im fucking crazy! Ask my friends. jk. i am a sweetheart though. And ya fuck your mom! Peace niggas stars layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com music / movies
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My Interests

I like to write poetry, go for hikes in the woods and eat.

I'd like to meet:

i would love to meet the best midget ever Maynard from TOOL.

Music:

mainly i like early 90's rock like Alice in Chains, TOOL, nirvana, smashing pumpkins, and PANTERA but i also like lamb of god, manson, old korn, system, crash poet,msi, slipknot, sublime, rage, pink floyd, led zepplin, agony scene, tea party, skinny puppy, dissection, NIN, athiest umm and stuff. NO EMO ALLOWED!

Movies:

Must watch Horror movies because if i watch girly movies, I CRY!!!!

Television:

Sitcoms SUCK!!!!! So i watch cartoons....The best ever is Invader Zim.

Books:

I LIKE TO READ!!!!! Clifford Rocks!!!

Heroes:

If i were to pick someone as a hero it would be my mom. shes gone through a lot of shit and dealt with me. so i give her MAD props! love you mommy!

My Blog

Reality

sometimes i have to sit and think about what i want to accomplish. I have to realize everything has happened for some sort of reason and accept that. its hard , though, to not let things get to me alt...
Posted by Melbasouris on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 06:46:00 PST

So sad but true....

hahaha.... all when you think its over... never fails to attack me again. just sneek up and bite me in the ass. at least i have the power to notice the problem and address it befor it gets too bad. i ...
Posted by Melbasouris on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 12:51:00 PST

seems like forever

well. ive given up all ties to the world i once knew. i only talk to my two best friends katrina and katie and to keep my sanity mike. i refuse to put myself in a situation that can possibly hurt my s...
Posted by Melbasouris on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 05:31:00 PST

8 years.

I woke up this morning thinking of my father. His white vampire teeth, the way he used to dress me up in foo foo ass 80's dresses and how he used to do the goofy laugh... only in the summer. i miss hi...
Posted by Melbasouris on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 10:13:00 PST

Chicken nuggets

yea really gross. fried food digusts me. today i had chicken planks from long john silvers and they were not so good. i was truly digusted. i hate fried food so much right now. id ont think its worth ...
Posted by Melbasouris on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 07:52:00 PST

I just wrote this

Truth and pain the reason for exsistance Relying on the truth To further my knowledge Taking on the pain to just be able to feel Bleak emotions, dead to the touch to be truthful is excepting reality E...
Posted by Melbasouris on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 08:42:00 PST

screw this shit!

to all those that have been there through it all. i am sorry. i am truly sorry for what i did in the past. that wasnt me and i know that ive only been ok for like 4 months but i am better. and i cant ...
Posted by Melbasouris on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 10:17:00 PST

today

nothing but bleak thoughts in my head. Trying to fill the empty canvis. splashing it with green and blues to express avoiding balck. to many, i would appear content normal even. but i can no longer hi...
Posted by Melbasouris on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 10:00:00 PST

new kind of life

Well, its gotten to the point that i can barly stand. So i've chosen to take the route ive been dreaming of for so long, but couldnt quite handle. And now im facing a life that is, it seems to be, too...
Posted by Melbasouris on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 08:01:00 PST