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About Me

We're all a little wierd. And life is a little wierd. And when we find someone whose weirdnes is compatible to with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying wierdness and call it love -- true love.
oh man, i'm an "adult"
now what do i do?
...
sometimes... i feel like a doppleganger of my soul. that i am only a mirror image of who i really am. and that this representation is a lie, a sham, a shame, and all around controversal in nature. that sometimes... i am merely a mirror image of you. that i am a blank canvase for you to paint me as you would want me to be... sometimes... and other times... i know who i am... and i don't give a fuck what you think... i've stood naked in the desert and seen the face of god... i've had my vision... don't judge me and my age based off of the number of years that i have... observe me and take into your calculations everything that i have done, everything that i have experienced, and everything that i am ... then you can judge me ... if that's really what you want to do... i'm caught somewhere inbetween articulating sincerity without sounding of falicies, lies, and generally over doing the sentiment and maintaining honest subtlety... without sounding like i don't care... if i didn't care you'd know and we'd find ourselves in a different kind of relationship between strangers... if ever you should find yourself in need, i will be a shoulder for you to cry on, i will be your life line and your anchor. if ever you should find that sometimes life's too hard. i will be here to hold you, and kiss the tears from your salty eyes...
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My Interests

music, instruments, lyrics, words, poetry, stories, love, magic, bodies, thinking, evolving, learning, martial arts, movement, friendies, travel, the world... everythingfacinating... really...

I'd like to meet:

my true self, in all our glory... the man in the moon... my other, other, other half (yes, eventually i will have four of them... currently, i only have three) *my secret-agent-loverman* the love from my nightmares, the torture from my daydreams

Music:

cake, tea, led zeplin, modest mouse, pink floyd, the shins, the decemberists, death cab for cutie, the postal service, BBVD (big bad voodoo daddy), soquel high's A jazz band, fus, circulation purple (aka. kulumber), jazz, the beatles, bob dylan, the bobs, weezer, keane, techno, for king hero, lo*star, airman, rheya, myself, saxamaphones, singing, architecture in helsinki, the dresden dolls, the santa cruz chorale (with yours truely) im sure there's more, i just dont remember at the moment, everything... i think...

Movies:

Garden State best movie ever!!!!!! comprabale to the awesomenes that is known as The Princess Bride... ah! um....LOTR, Finding Nemo (!), Star Wars....um what else, i dont know. oh! the ring, pirates (one and two... yarg...), any scary movie really. yeah, but you should see Garden Sate, it is the most bestest movie ever ... well.. tied with Princess Bride (of course)

Television:

i don't watch tv... :p

Books:

books! yay! i love books! they feed my soul. unfortunately i haven't had much time to read, but Laurle K Hammilton (sp?) gets my vote... oh, and me, of course... :p

Heroes:

those who fall in love and fear not their own pain, but rather the pain of hurting another...sensei, mr. jemison, michael, emma, chrissy,katielove, hillary (my sweetie pie)...anyone who's found passion and knows how to keep it

My Blog

wicked battle

i'm rediculouse
Posted by spiff_a_licious on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 08:30:00 PST

teh bummer

i bought myself awesome awesome earingsand got them todayand then thought i lost both of themand that pissed me offand then one of them fell out of my jacket when i took it offso now i have one awesom...
Posted by spiff_a_licious on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 10:16:00 PST

mathmaticalities

~Infinity cut in half still manages to maintain infinity~if only we as humans,ached,that cut and while wounded harts bleedingcould perform the functionand maintain the capacity of love....
Posted by spiff_a_licious on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 10:56:00 PST

the christmas tree in my line of sight, is crooked...

as Autumn shakes off its coil of mortality.dusting the dulled ground with shifting yellow leaves.a cascade that, dancing in the wind, mimicks spontenaety.fingering out patterns in our hearts.that over...
Posted by spiff_a_licious on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 06:18:00 PST

amazingly applicable (me thinks i've found a new favy of a band)

All i ever WantedYou were my ticket outta hereAnd I was your dream come trueYou gave me everything I ever wantedExcept for youI convinced my self that over don't mean overAnd I convinced myself that I...
Posted by spiff_a_licious on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 11:17:00 PST

disgruntledface

don't play my compassionfor a fooldon't thinkthat just because i listenand i'm herethat you cantake me for granteddon't manipulate my heartto play you a tuneof sorrowby tugging at mysupple heart strin...
Posted by spiff_a_licious on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 11:11:00 PST

new song

Now that she's back in the atmosphereWith drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, heyShe acts like summer and walks like rainReminds me that there's time to change, hey, heySince the return from her stay o...
Posted by spiff_a_licious on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 07:28:00 PST

Discordia

O, she is beautifulthe inharmoniouscurves and anglesof her legsthat subtle sultryglancelip bitingintoxicationdrowning in her gazeO, Discordia!you make my ears ringwith pleasureat the dissonencemy ches...
Posted by spiff_a_licious on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 10:15:00 PST

'tis the season

awe...christmastime music makes me sad...and lonelyin a lovey sort of way(if that makes any sense...)*sighs*
Posted by spiff_a_licious on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 12:16:00 PST

Impurity Sin, and Damnation ... (sounds like fun to me...)

(reasons why i think i'm here in bold...)Seventh Level of HellGuarded by the Minotaur, who snarls in fury, and encircled within the river Phlegethon, filled with boiling blood, is the Seventh Level of...
Posted by spiff_a_licious on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 07:09:00 PST