its hurts too much to accept |
there are those people.those wonderful peoplethat no matter what youve doneno matter what youve saidwill always be there for you...sometimes though extenuating circumstances take those people from you... Posted by April on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 04:20:00 PST |
Sometimes it hurts |
But most the time it kills.Man, I fucked up.Fucked up one of the greatest things I have ever had in my life.He was perfect.He will always be perfect.God DAMN my past for making me paranoid.I miss him ... Posted by April on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 12:25:00 PST |
Every now n then |
I tend to get these wild n crazy ideas that seem bright at the time but afterwards I kinda go "What the fuck was I thinking?" ...Well I had that moment today. I was trying to find some food in the kit... Posted by April on Wed, 23 May 2007 09:23:00 PST |
fuck em |
there are thos epeolpe have you noticed that changed hardcore when they are around certain people... Bullshit right. Fuck em Posted by April on Fri, 04 May 2007 06:24:00 PST |
umm Pictures? |
me n amy!Presenting ABSINTHE!Grayson's FIRST time with it!KISSES FOR MY WIFEY!OHHH KAYLA!! BAD GIRL!The infamous TrioMore kisses for my wife!Me thinking at the end of the night... "What the hell have... Posted by April on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 03:51:00 PST |
HurRAY |
He's home!I missed him so muchbut not HES BACK!and we're unseperable again!I'm sick though...Dunno whats wrong but I hurt.BAD. Posted by April on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 04:05:00 PST |
Dang it's difficult |
Three more days to go.... but I miss him soo much...I just wish he were home..I got a job he doesn't want me to do because we'd enver see eachother... But it's good money... and I owe Probation an ass... Posted by April on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 01:20:00 PST |
Feeling GOOD |
YAY This morning Grayson and I actually had a
FULL CONVERSATION! He says he hella misses me which makes me feel better about my controllable emotions of PINING over him these past few days... 3 MO... Posted by April on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 07:25:00 PST |
The pain begins to subside |
It's getting easier... Not that I enjoy being alone but I know I am almost half way through it. I hope he still feels the same way about me. if anything this vacation he has gone on made me realize ... Posted by April on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 07:48:00 PST |
God its do hard |
I am actually sitting at Grayson's house... I just miss him so much I can't stop thinking of him... It's terrible Actually I just realized I left him a message today and at the end I said Love y... Posted by April on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 07:37:00 PST |