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hellbuny

How am I not who I am?

About Me

In a nutshell, I'm too much of everything but never enough. I float somewhere between rabid cynicism and blinding optimism it just depends on how the day goes. I have no patience for fake people. Be who you are or you are wasting my time and insulting me. I am extremely vocal in my opinions but that doesn't mean I don't respect yours. I am enthralled with anything that makes me feel alive. I love exploring new things and having fascinating converstaions, especially if they are unexpected. I love being outside and exploring new places. I love road trips and random adventures that take you someplace you were not expecting. I love computers and am most definitely a nerd. I am not however, a trophy girl or pretty padding so you look like a pimp. I have a brain, and if you have no regard for that, then I have no regard for you.
How to make a hellbuny
Ingredients:
1 part competetiveness
3 parts self-sufficiency
5 parts empathy
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Top it off with a sprinkle of lustfulness and enjoy!
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Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
You Are Rum
You're the life of the party, and a total flirt
You are also pretty picky about what you drink
Only the finest labels and best mixed cocktails will do
Except if you're dieting - then it's Diet Coke and Bicardi all the way What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

My Interests

I am interested in almost everything for at least a split second. Here are some things that I am head over heels for: Pirates, music, art, discussions, philosophy, travel, dancing, movies, tattos, old cars and hot rods, shoes, horses, sailing, photography, mountains, beaches, chocolate, coffee, connections that sear your reality, losing all touch with reality, learning new things, meeting new people that are interesting and not annoying.

I'd like to meet:

People I would love to have coffee with...Johnny Cash, Frank Sinatra, Anita Blake, Calico Jack Rackham, Simone De Beauvior,Chip Foose, Jules Cheret or Henri Toulouse Lautrec, Bono, Friedrich Nietzsche, Nick Carroway, The white rabbit, Anne Bonny, my monster or sinatra in studs, they might be one and the same, people I have never met before...

I'm very much into pinup art, the tattoo industry and photography. I love pirates, old cars and old movies. My current goal is to become a professional beach bum or just get my portfolio sorted and looking good. I am taking salsa lessons which is pretty cool and looking for the next amazing conversation to come my way.

Music:

This ain't your daddy's jukebox...(Oh wait maybe it is?)I listen to an insanely eclectic variety though mostly rockabilly and punk. I like alot of ambient music as well, classical, swing and world music make me smile. I love songs that start with a bitchin' drum beat..or guitar riff, something that catches you off gaurd and slams you against a wall it's that brilliant.

Movies:

basic, taking lives, war of the worlds(original), empire records, walk the line, pool hall junkies, boondock saints...(ooo irishmen) fight club, lock stock and two smoking barrels, snatch, wicker park, the transporter and transporter 2, POTC, POTC2, dude wheres my car, harold and kumar go to white castle, tank girl, once upon a time in mexico, brotherhood of the wolf, brothers grimm, i heart huckabees and fear and loathing in las vegas...what a trip. there are so many more but really... who can name them all? it would take me weeks.

best movie i saw lately: Lucky Number Slevin

Television:

men in trees! (i love that freaking show), grey's anatomy, rescue me (dennis leary is a god), navy ncis, the unit, las vegas, mindfreak, miami ink, overhaulin, family guy, aqua teen hunger force, scooby doo, heroes, numbers (who knew math could be cool?). I can almost always find somthing that interests me on the following: Animal Planet; HGTV; A&E; History Channel;

Books:

I LOVE leather bound books. books in general in fact. I love to read and discuss the things that I have read. Top picks: blow me down, angels and demons, the davinci code, digital fortress, deception point, the celestine prophecy, don't sleep with your drummer, an unexpected salami, anything by Laurell k. Hamilton, bridget jones diary, nausea, taming of the shrew, anything by Janet Evanovich, belladonna, most anything by shakespeare, edgar allan poe, james redfield. a clockwork orange, farenheit 451, great gatsby, brave new world..anything that makes me think.

Heroes:

people that are comfortable in their own skin. people that can just be themselves. people that go after what they want. but i don't really have any heroes, i think you should lead by example not admire and strive to be someone else. be yourself but hold on to the principals that make you who you are.

My Blog

emoooooo

so i should be all ecstatic that i was a badass and not a chickenshit, which don't get me wrong i am...but its now be overshadowed  by my least favorite emotion of all time, disappointment. I fee...
Posted by hellbuny on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 09:33:00 PST

Connections

So I hung out with some old friends last evening and that was very fun. I'm always inspired by one of them because she never fails to have this supremely honest and straightforward view of the world a...
Posted by hellbuny on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 06:23:00 PST

now that is JUST the way to make a girl's day...

You are Bettie Page Girl next door with a wild streak You're a famous beauty - with unique look And the people who like you are cultish about it What Famous Pinup Are You?...
Posted by hellbuny on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 09:59:00 PST

AAACk!

OK so i realize that i spend way too much time maintaining relationships that are bound to fail and be useless in the longrun and not NEARLY enough on the ones that could actually make somethign of th...
Posted by hellbuny on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 07:08:00 PST

Strange days

I am always awed by the human being's capacity for insanity. Life is amazing that way as well, everything can shift and the drop of a perception. I dig it, for instance, i was creeped out and paranoid...
Posted by hellbuny on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 10:24:00 PST

Happy f'in New Year

I do this every year and it still doesnt make any sense. I understand that there is supposed to be this great fanfare with New Year's eve..apparently there is also some sort of tradition that is held ...
Posted by hellbuny on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 09:40:00 PST

merry xmas!

So this has been a strange x-mas to say the least. Lots of stuff that i never enjoy happened but then i got some really bitchin' suprises/presents so i say its a good time all around. I think i just n...
Posted by hellbuny on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 09:40:00 PST

Viva la Buny!

oh yes my darlings, it is the day of the buny. Nicely celebrated as well. However the great goddess that is the buny also accepts sacrifices in the form of bribery. the sacriledge that makes the world...
Posted by hellbuny on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 08:12:00 PST

songless silence V2!

I have no theme song for right now that I can locate on this site and that sucks. It is T-minus 9 days and counting until my favorite day of the year and I have no theme song for that. It is utterly t...
Posted by hellbuny on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 11:58:00 PST

I miss...

seattle. stupid boys. feeling alive. french toast bagles. seattle.
Posted by hellbuny on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 10:42:00 PST