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awkward

I believe love can hit you in the softest places in the hardest way...

About Me

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

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My Interests

i work at the homo depot because i have my own apartment and im attending UIC. i love school and plan to go far. Im studying bioengineering and chemical engineering and hopefully in a few years will attend med school. I love to dance and partying is fun but not all the time... I have things I must put first.

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

I love all sorts of music from country to rock I love it! I'm a dancer for heavens sake!

Movies:

Dirty Dancing Havana Nights (haha FO) Life is Beautiful A Christmas Story American History X

Television:

I use to be obssesed with The X-Files but that was just a faze I no longer have time for TV!

Books:

I love to read, I max out at about 2 books a week not including what I'm reading for class!

Heroes:

My Gramma! For anyone who knows her, they know shes been through hell and shes still going strong! and everyone who has touched my life, i learn from everyone I meet.

My Blog

"draw your sword, fight on!"

what if i told you, you were wrong? you are not inadequate, you are not incapable. you are lying, the tales you have told lead to no treasure. the map from which you sail, was drawn with your own hand...
Posted by awkward on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 02:27:00 PST

2007 is coming to a close

2007 is coming to a close. all the tears, all the dares, remembering the smiles, putting pictures into piles. complete resolutions, finding solutions. new friends, old friends. moving out bringing ab...
Posted by awkward on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 11:44:00 PST

i want you, i want you

i want you, i want you, i scream to myself clarity no longer exists in this silly world. bubble gum and candy drops, sweeten my life. but why cant you? repulsed by the smell of your sugar. im getting ...
Posted by awkward on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 11:45:00 PST

for the record

this is for the record. i've been holding back much to long. for the start of this new year, im going in, standing strong. you've captured my heart in the palm of your hand, you've captured it and ca...
Posted by awkward on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 01:12:00 PST

snowflake

the leaves have turned brown, shrivled and fell quielty to the ground. the clouds have covered the soft blue sky, turned it gray and have began to cry. snowflakes pour from the heavens above. each one...
Posted by awkward on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 02:43:00 PST

hahaha

haha, i think im unique but i realize that everyone else feels the same as me. play and play all the time, but the corners closing in and your losing time. harsh words falls through my mind, as im bei...
Posted by awkward on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 12:31:00 PST

the words of this song, i did not write but i wish i would have.

Oh I've been going through a hell of a timeMaking sense of all that you left behindWhen I arrange it into columns and linesI always think it's adding up, but it never doesSo in the morning maybe I'll ...
Posted by awkward on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 12:19:00 PST

Im the kind of girl

I'm the kind of girl who in the summer will blind fold you to take you to the beach to watch the sunrise and the world wake . I'm the kind of girl who in the winter will take you to the city to see th...
Posted by awkward on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 01:30:00 PST

the holiday

feeling the need to write, stop touching me! your rude, tumbling down, OUCH! actually i dont feel much. i like it rough! hahaha i will do nothing about it! thanksgiving, what a feast, actually double,...
Posted by awkward on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 02:23:00 PST

is she there?

i keep thinking, if i speak in metaphors, pretend not to care, pretend shes not there, she wont notice she wont care. its better that way, is what i want to say. but my head spins and i cant. my eyes...
Posted by awkward on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 10:48:00 PST