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J. D.

jennabellieboo

About Me

and it takes some fears to make you trust It takes some tears to make it rust It takes the dust to have it polished



cute... reaaal cute.

i'm restless.

i am girl . woman? girl. somewhere in the middle... that is where I am. always actually. in the middle. i feel emotions... like a girl. i'll throw any ball you hand me... like a boy. i cook like martha. i eat like sumo. think like Emerson. fail more than i care to admit. smarter than i let on. i dance. i'll let you laugh at me. and/or with me... as long as you do the same. if you can't laugh at yourself you won't like me. sorrrry. i can't be creative enough. i'm never happy enough. i can't admire the person that IS jesus enough. i... i... i'm... i am... i... i... think thats enough of that.

Background from flickr user

My Interests

the world. I need to see it.chicago, bright lights big cities, mehndi, wit, witty friends, witty boys, games-- rummy on the deck, watching rivers, jumbalaya, earrings, baggy hats, crosswords, the whole world-- in His hands...

I'd like to meet:

geeks off the street. and Mr. Darcy? and Conor Oberst.

MY BOY.

ani le'dodi... ve'dodi li
SS6:3

Music:


Movies:

not scary. not mushy.

good music movies are good.

Television:

when I can't sleep I watch endless episodes of any series I can get my filthy hands on... shows I'm pretty much sure I've seen every episode of i.e. my sleepless cures include:
greys anatomy
the O.C.
weeds
the office
the hills
flight of the condors
currently on: Dawsons Creek. season 1. I hate to admit that.hah. but... I watch what i'm given. and I REFUSE to watch LOST... so don't ever try to convince and/or lend it to me.

Heroes:

the alpha omega

My Blog

MEN

I love... men. I am drawn to... men.and i'm not just trying to flex some heterosexual muscle here. I mean... MEN.like... my dad. your dad. grandpas. uncles. I bond with them. I'm most comfortable aro...
Posted by J. D. on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 10:54:00 PST

zaphnath-paaneah

if there were a modern day Joseph... you know, technicolor dreamcoat Joseph... I'd like to meet him. I'd say "hey joe, come hither... I've a got a shite load of dreams you can go to town on."dreams.....
Posted by J. D. on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 01:50:00 PST

NEWSFLASH:

I broke my finger. left pointer. if you need an address to send cards, flowers and well wishes... message me.hah. just kidding. kinda...
Posted by J. D. on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 07:11:00 PST

let’s get busy.

oooooh yeaaaah... you know what feels good? I find doing stuff for others... feels real good.  Like when someone comes up to you in the street asking for money... hey, are you hungry by chance? S...
Posted by J. D. on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 07:36:00 PST

to whom it may (ever) concern...

I can't stand breakups. I hate seeing people go through it... and hate being in it... I hate breaking up. and without starting a swan song... the way I feel right now... I won't put myself through ano...
Posted by J. D. on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 12:45:00 PST

growing pains

I can't make sense of much of anything anymore, but I know all is not senseless.  Therin lies my Hope... Let it all out (get it all out) Rip it out, remove it Don't be alarmed, when the wound beg...
Posted by J. D. on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 03:58:00 PST

all i am for all You are... I pray...

I look beyond the empty cross forgetting what my life has cost, and wipe away the crimson stains and dull the nails that still remain. More and more I need you now, I owe you more each passing hour, ...
Posted by J. D. on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 05:41:00 PST