I LOVE THIS BOY TO DEATH, ERIC IS THE SWEETEST GUY I KNOW. I LOVE SPENDING ALL MY TIME WITH HIM. HE IS GOING TO GROW UP MAKING HIS MOM PROUD EACH AND EVERYDAY. I AM THANKFUL FOR HIM TO HAVE ACCEPTED ME INTO HIS LIFE.
I AM A VERY LUCKY PERSON IN LIFE. I HAVE FOUND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE IN LIFE. I FELL IN LOVE WITH MY GIRL BACK IN SEPTEMBER 06....WELL ACTUALLY I STARTED TO FALL BACK IN AUGUST, BUT WHOSE COUNTING? I JUST WANT BRENDA TO KNOW THAT, NO MATTER WHAT I AM THERE...WHETHER ITS HELPING ERIC WITH HIS HOMEWORK, SCRATCHING HER BACK FOR HOURS AT A TIME.....lol, OR EVEN JUST CLEANING AFTER OUR SWEETHEART BELLA....I AM THERE. I LOVE YOU AND ERIC MORE THAN YOU KNOW. YOU BOTH ARE MY SUN RISE AND MY SUN SET. I JUST HOPE THAT ONE DAY, 20 YEARS FROM NOW, THINGS HAVE NOT CHANGED MUCH....WELL EXCEPT FOR THE GETTING OLD PART.BRENDA, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT, ALL I WANT TO DO IS EXPERIENCE LIFE AND GROW OLD TOGETHER....I LOVE YOU BABE.
Eminem, 50 cent, Game, Outkast, Pharcyde, The Hyroglyphics, No Doubt, and of course Gwen Stefani, only the hottest italian girl in the world, Dj Dan, Donald Glaude, Dj Irene, Richard Humpty Vission, Christopher Lawrence, D-12, and dont forget about the 80's....the Cure, Depeche Mode, A-ha, OMD, Drama Rama....
WELL THERE ARE A LOT OF GOOD MOVIES TO PICK FROM...."HEY BRENDA, HAVE YOU EVER SEEN.....YOU, ME AND DUPREE? OH..OH, WHAT ABOUT, TALDEGA ...SOMETHING WITH WILL FERRELL?" HA, HA...I LOVE YOU BABE.
WELL ITS KIND OF FUNNY....SINCE I HAVE BEEN WITH BRENDA....CABLE SEEMS TO BE A THING OF THE PAST...I HAVE GOTTEN USED TO THE FACT OF JUST SPENDING TIME WITH HER AND ERIC. THAT IN ITSELF IS MUCH MORE REWARDING THAN WATCHING TV. BUT FOR THE EXCEPTION, AFTER I HAVE TURNED BRENDA INTO A "LOST" JUNKIE, WE WATCH THAT FROM TIME TO TIME.
I HAVE TOO MUCH COLLEGE HOMEWORK TO EVEN THINK WHETHER I READ OR NOT...
BRENDA, ERIC, RAMON, LAURA, RENE, AND EVEN PAMELA. I ADMIRE MY FIANCEE BRENDA FOR MANY REASONS. SHE IS SO STRONG AND DETERMINED TO SUCCEED, THAT SHE WILL, NOT ONLY FOR HERSELF BUT HER FAMILY TOO. AND NOW THAT I AM KIND OF PART OF THE FAMILY, I SEE IT. SHE HAS OPENED SO MANY NEW DOORS IN MY LIFE THAT I NEVER KNEW. SHE MAKE ME HAPPY EVEN WHEN I DONT WANT TO BE HAPPY, JUST BY SEEING HER OR TOUCHING HER. I ALREADU KNOW THAT BRENDA IS MY SOULMATE, MY PARTNER AND MY FRIEND IN LIFE. I FELL IN LOVE WITH THE MANY GOOD AND BAD THINGS THAT INVOLVES BRENDA'S LIFE. SHE HAS NOT ALWAYS HAD THINGS EASY OR JUST GIVEN TO HER, AND FOR THAT IS WHAT MAKES HER THE INTELLIGENT, DETERMINED AND OF COURSE THE AMAZING GIRL SHE IS IN MY LIFE AS WELL HER SON'S. I AM GRATEFUL TO BE HERE AND I ADORE HER WITH MY ALL. THNGS ARE NOT ALWAYS GOING TO GREAT IN OUR RELATIONSHIP, BUT ONE THING WILL ALWAYS REMAIN A CONSTANT WITH US...THE FACT THAT WE LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH. ERIC, WELL LETS JUST SAY HE IS SIMPLY AMAZING. I WILL NEVER HAVE A DULL MOMENT AROUND THAT LITTLE GUY. TELL ME WHY..... lol.... THIS GUY WILL DANCE AROUND AND ACT LIKE SUCH A WIERDO IN FRONT, BUT NO MATTER HOW BAD I TRY, I CANT STOP MYSELF FROM LAUGHING. I LOVE HIM. EVEN THOUGH I MAY NOT BE OR MAY NEVER BE HIS FATHER, I LOVE HIM LIKE HE IS MY SON. I ENJOY SPENDING TIME WITH HIM. I THINK THAT HE IS ON SUCH A POSITIVE TRACK WITH HIS LOVING FAMILY THAT NO MATTER WHAT HE IS GOING TO GROW UP AND DO GOOD THINGS. FROM THE TIME I HAVE BEEN WITH HIM, WHEN HE USED DIVE BETWEEN BRENDA AND I, TO THE TIME OF NOW, WHERE HE WILL LIE ON MY BACK AND HUG ME, SOMETIMES HE EVEN SAYS THAT HE LOVES ME TOO, THOSE MOMENTS ARE THE GREATEST. RAMON IS HARD WORKER. EVEN THOUGH HE HAS BEEN SET IN HIS WAYS ABOUT DOING THINGS A CERTAIN WAY, HE IS A GREAT FATHER TO HIS KIDS. YOU SHOULD SEE HOW HE IS WITH ERIC....YOU CAN ALMOST CUT THE LOVE WITH A KNIFE WHEN THOSE TWO GET TOGETHER. IF THERE IS ANYBODY TO BE A ROLE MODEL FOR ERIC, ITS RAMON. HE HAS GIVEN ME THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE APART OF THEIR FAMILY EVEN THOUGH THEY HAVE NOT KNOWN ME FOR A VERY LONG TIME. BOTH RAMON AND LAURA HAVE BEEN SO GREAT TO ME AND THEY GIVE BRENDA AND I SO MUCH SUPPORT. I LOVE THEM BOTH. ITS KIND OF FUNNY BECAUSE BOTH RAMON AND I RIDE STREET BIKES SO IN A WAY WE HAVE THIS BOND THAT DOES NOT USUALLY OCCUR BETWEEN A FATHER AND SON-IN-LAW. ANYTIME I COME OVER, THEY WELCOME ME WITH OPEN ARMS. I LOOK UP TO BRENDA'S MOM, LAURA VERY MUCH. I BELIEVE THAT SHE IS THE GLUE THAT KEEPS THE FAMILY GOING. LAURA WORKS VERY HARD TO GIVE EVERYTHING TO HER KIDS AND HUSBAND. I ONLY WISH THAT ONE DAY I CAN GIVE THE SAME TO MY FAMILY WITH BRENDA AND ERIC. EVERYDAY I LEARN SOMETHING NEW FROM SPENDING TIME WITH RAMON AND LAURA, WHETHER ITS SOME MEXICAN TRADITION, LIKE CUTTING A BREAD THAT HAS LITTLE BABIES IN IT, OR ITS SOME CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES THAT HER MOM AND HER WHOLE FAMILY WENT THROUGH WHILE GROWING UP. THEY SEEM TO TRUST ME ALOT WITH THEIR DAUGHTER. NOW I KNOW WHERE BRENDA GETS HER SENSATION FROM, BOTH HER MOM AND HER DAD. I AM VERY LUCKY TO ENJOY ALL OF THEM. RENEE, WELL HE IS DEFINETELY GOING TO DO BIG THINGS IN LIFE. HE IS SO INTELLIGENT AND FILLED WITH PASSION THAT I COULD NOT OF ASKED FOR A BETTER BROTHER-IN-LAW. WHEN I STARTED TO GET TO KNOW BRENDA'S FAMILY, I NEVER REALLY HAD A CHANCE TO TALK TO RENEE, UNTIL THE DAY WE ANNOUNCED OUR ENGAGEMENT. I WAS TAKEN BY SURPRISE THAT HE WANTED TO SPEAK TO ON THE PHONE, THIS COMING FROM THE GUY WHO IS, IN GENERAL, A QUIET AND RESERVED PERSON. FROM THAT DAY FORTH I HAVE FOUND A GREAT RESPECT FOR HIM. I KNOW THAT IF I EVER NEEDED TO TALK TO HIM ABOUT THINGS, HE WOULD BE THERE FOR ME. I HOPE THAT ONE DAY HE HAS THE SAME LOVE AND AFFECTION FOR JESSICA AS I DO FOR HIS SISTER. NOW THERE IS PAMELA....WELL AT TIMES SHE CAN BE A BIT OF WORK, BUT IN THE END SHE IS A GOOD PERSON. PAMELA IS JUST A KID WHO IS STARTING TO EXPERIENCE THINGS IN LIFE AND OF COURSE BE A LITTLE WIERD AT TIMES. SHE HAS OPENED HERSELF TO ME AND ALLOWED ME TO BE A PART OF THEIR FAMILY AND THAT MEANS A LOT COMING FROM THE RUMORS I HEAR ABOUT PAMELA. I HOPE THAT I CAN BE AN INFLUENCE IN HER LIFE SOMEDAY. WITHOUT A DOUBT I AM PART OF SOMETHING THAT IS GREAT AND POWERFUL. WHEN I HAVE BRENDA OR EVEN HER FAMILY NEXT TO ME....ITS FEELS JUST......THERE REALLY IS NOT A WORD THAT I CAN PLACE ON IT TO DESCRIBE WHAT I FEEL EXCEPT THAT IT FEELS SO GOOD INSIDE. I LOVE MY FIANCEE WITH ALL MY HEART. I ALREADY KNOW THAT I NEED TO LEARN WHEN AND WHEN NOT TO PUSH HER INTO THINGS OR WAYS WHEN SHE IS NOT FULLY READY. THROUGH TIME I WILL KNOW. I ALREADY KNOW THAT SHE LOVES ME AND THATS ALL THAT REALLY MATTERS. 2O YEARS FROM WE WILL LOOK BACK ON EVERYTHING AND SAY, "WOW ISNT THAT FUNNY HOW WE MET?" I WANT TO MAKE BRENDA'S MOM AND DAD PROUD TO HAVE ME HAS THEIR SON IN LAW. BRENDA IS THE BEST THING TO HAPPEN TO ME, AND THERE IS NOT ANYTHING I WOULD NOT DO FOR HER OR HER FAMILY. BRENDA HAS GIVEN ME THE CHANCE TO HAVE A FAMILY AND BE A ROLE MODEL FOR PEOPLE LIKE ERIC, PAMELA, AND EVEN RENEE. EVEN THOUGH YOU DONT BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL.....THATS FINE. TOO ME YOU ALWAYS LOOK AMAZING, EVEN WHEN YOU ARE STILL SLEEPING, YOU HAVE THAT INNOCENT LOOK THAT MAKES ME JUST WANT TO CALL IN SICK AND KISS YOU ALL MORNING. WHETEHR WE ARE JUST WATCHING A MOVIE OR SPENDING TIME WITH YOUR FAMILY....I ENJOY IT AND I APPRECIATE YOU. I LOVE YOU BABY.