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Cattywampus

The Glow of the Golden Grace.

About Me


I miss the promise of autumn.
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"It seemed his whole vocation was to look into himself, to analyse what was going on inside him, as if the very accumulation of details could convince him he was really alive."
-Roberto Arlt, The Seven Madmen
"O, what a world of unseen visions and heard silences, this insubstantial country of the mind! What ineffable essences, these touchless rememberings and unshowable reveries! And the privacy of it all! A secret theater of speechless monologue and prevenient counsel, an invisible mansion of all moods, musing and mysteries, an infinite resort of disappointments and discoveries."
- Julian Jaynes
"One should be light like a bird, and not like a feather."
- Paul Valery
"We... speak far too much, far too easily, making common what was private, arresting into the cliches of false certitude that which was provisional, personal, and therefore alive on the shadow-side of speech."
- George Steiner
"I dreamed I was alive. That surprised me. I was alive. But I woke myself up." - Philippe Soupault
"One can live only so long as one is intoxicated, drunk with life; but when one grows sober one cannot fail to see that it is all a stupid cheat."
- Tolstoy

My Interests



The Arctic, wunderkammers, extinct & living birds, women with warm smiles, maps, the balancing act between sarcasm & sincerity, the history of night, poet-adventurers, the formation & duration of personality, paintings of the temptation of Saint Anthony, gnosticism, always rooting for the underdog (i.e., the Phillies), spending an entire afternoon charting the path of a shadow, consciousness, anomalies, self-doubt, avoiding poison oak, getting lost, people not entirely consumed with cynicism, bookstores, the cartography of dreams, engaging in whimsical adventures without leaving the bedroom, metaphors, the antipodes, the sea, the irrational basis of rational thought, evolution, songbird cures, moody landscapes, things that look old but aren't, nephology, polaroids, constant reinvention, seeking wisdom not truth, fog, bicycles, astronomy, wind-sounds, Sundays, difficult women, mis-shapen arms, sitting in the park with Supatra...

I'd like to meet:



Someone who will give me a dog.

Music:


now:

The Chrysler, My Teenage Stride

& forever:

explosions in the sky : yndi halda : the national : belong : elbow : the clientele : k-os : the church : MONO : stars of the lid : the veils : joseph arthur : gentlemen losers : sigur ros : godspeed! you black emperor : richard hawley : m83 : saxon shore : eluvium : calla : caspian : echo & the bunnymen : johnny cash : mew : jakob : doves : josh ritter : idlewild : james : embrace : & others, naturally.

Movies:



I'm man enough to admit it: Finding Neverland always makes me cry.

Television:


I don't have one.

Books:



"Reading is still the most bearable of all forms of disgust". (Thomas Berhnard, Gargoyles)

Indeed .

Heroes:



Jean-Dominique Bauby dictated The Diving Bell and the Butterfly by blinking his left eye.

Juan Ramon Jiminez, who gave up writing upon the death of his wife.

My Blog

Of Brooklyn, McSweeneys, and Wonder (Bread).

I love a good polemic.
Posted by Cattywampus on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 11:11:00 PST

Dear East Coast,

Having visited you, I realize I am truly over you. Please... it's not you. It's me.Well, okay. It's sort of you, but don't let it bother you too much.Sincerely,Stephen
Posted by Cattywampus on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 12:52:00 PST

Dear East Coast,

I miss you tonight.Sincerely,Stephen
Posted by Cattywampus on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 08:25:00 PST