Educated Fools from Uneducated Schools

Random thoughts to help understand meRight now I come first in my life and that is probably true for everyone else about themselves they just prefer not to admit it for fear of sounding selfish.I hate people who complain all the time and fail to realize people all over the earth have been through or are going through much worse situations and they should be thankful for what they have.I dont believe in true love fairy tales, think of it what you want but YOU have gone through more "true loves" "the ones" so on and so worth then i have, or ever will. Life is to short wasting time getting wrapped up in a relationship doomed from the startI do belive in hapoy relationships but they are few and far between so why not let them come natural and do whats best for yourself.I do help my friends and wish I could help my family more or at least repay any debt or problem I have caused my parentsI do believe in giving homeless people money even if they told me straight out they were using it for drugs. If homless people didnt eat food they would all be dead so do you realy think a diet of alcohol can sustain a human body? not to mention many ignorant people I have crossed paths with have disgusted me so much on their hatred of homeless people for no reason other then I imagine they think they are a stain on society. If you spend 40$ out at a bar for 2 hours of drinking and atmosphere why not throw that 30cents in your pocket to someone who may need it a little more?I offend people and truthfully its mostly girls and even more so religious girls. I have no problem saying anything I want on a religious topic to anyone. I think more evidence points to the fact that religion is often times more dangerous then benficial.Im picky when I buy cloths, probably because i want to dress like a sexy man, at the very least it saves me money.I love money, everyone does and everyone wants more. I believe the Wu Tang Clan's quote of cash ruling everyhthing around us. If you didnt like money you wouldnt work and would come up with another approach to life. right now people work to make money and spend it. some people have so much mony they can shape world politics. money is power, I dont need enough money to be a world power, as long as I make it rain ;-)I love rap music and everything about it. Late 70's all the way to present day. people are often confused by my reasons for liking it but ill post it here and if you want message me about it and we can talk. I love the word play (but I dont like poetry), it can be funny, entertaining, informative, emotional, outrageous, positive, negative, fast, slow, uplifiting, downgrading. Rap has every element of other music besides often times instruments. some art forms are centered on instuments, like jazz, some are more centered on lyrics and vocals.If im not desperatley trying to be in a relationship that does not make me a player. I dont lie about what I want or try to trick anyone into thinking I want a girlfriend if I dont. I think that is a tactic used by so called "players" to sleep with girls. Im not entirle against being in a relationship right now but I would have to be truely blown away by the girl.I want to sell artwork for a living or at least as part of my income in the future although I have not found motivation to practice as of late. I fear this will be the death of me. On the other hand I promise I wont be serving tables my whole lifeI like to work out and general overall health facts and nutrition interest me yet I love fast food and skip out on cardio. I dont work out to live a long healthy life and I dont need to be strong for any physical activity or sport I regularly participate in. So I lift weights and exist in a bigger body then I did before I worked out. It will also help me avoid a completely miserable old age.I have my septum pierced, I like dying my hair and rocking emo or scene hair cuts you could say. But I dont have that many emotions and I dont go to shows :-) so im not really emo or scene....Overall happiness is the way I approach life and I smile often. I enjoy being aorund laughter and most my best friends share very similar taste in comedies. That may be what holds us together.My best friend has died more times then Jesus and we make a pretty kick ass Duo, All my friends combined make a kick ass team.Lets talk, laugh, smile, live :-)