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spero

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About Me



YES TO: people who know what they want and aren't afraid of it, books and bookshelves, snails, letters, sushi, knitting, Montana, flowers, socks, coffee and good conversation, mailing and receiving unexpected presents, tilt-a-whirls, spontaneity, questionnaires, unusual and quirky religious historical figures, NCAA basketball, potatoes, houseboats, honesty, London and Budapest, pedicures, creme brulee, email, STAND UP , NPR , MPR , weather.com , mapquest , floating neutrinos , religious movements homepage .

NO TO: liars, too cool for school attitudes, SUVs, george bush and all those new american century freaks, ferris wheels, toothpaste with sugar in it, tomato juice and/or wheatgerm, religious dogma, driving, drama, and standardized tests.

My Interests

grad school
local farmers markets
ethnographies
popcorn and M&Ms
documentary marathons
mean games of scrabble
flip flops
starbucks (my morning coffee and daily hellos)
slap jack
eavesdropping
my hammock

Tired of Speaking Sweetly

Love wants to reach out and manhandle us,
Break all our teacup talk of God.

If you had the courage and
Could give the Beloved His choice, some nights,
He would just drag you around the room
By your hair,
Ripping from your grip all those toys in the world
That bring you no joy.

Love sometimes gets tired of speaking sweetly
And wants to rip to shreds
All your erroneous notions of truth

That make you fight within yourself, dear one,
And with others,

Causing the world to weep
On too many fine days.

God wants to manhandle us,
Lock us inside of a tiny room with Him
And practice His dropkick.

The Beloved sometimes wants
To do us a great favor:

Hold us upside down
And shake all the nonsense out.

But when we hear
He is in such a mood,
Most everyone I know
Quickly packs their bags and hightails it
Out of town.

[Tired of Speaking Sweetly by Hafiz, a Sufi poet]

I'd like to meet:



Music:

kcmp 89.3 the current..

Movies:

the color of paradise, dog day afternoon, run lola run, spirited away, my own private idaho, girl on the bridge, shawshank redemption, escape from witch mountain, bob le flambeur, equilibrium, crash (cronenberg), baraka, y tu mama tambien, red rock west, ratcatcher, morvern callar, elling, being there, down by law, dogfight, city of god, waking the dead, pick up on south street, blade runner, once were warriors, the ice storm, defending your life, 28 days later, amores perros, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, croupier, paper moon, the eyes of tammy faye, dead man, the deep end, the contender, naked, stand by me, audition, misquito coast, finding neverland, elevator to the gallows, lilya 4-ever, notting hill, paris texas, free to be you and me, garden state, knife in the water, elf, gas food lodging, dancer in the dark, legends of the fall, betty blue, love and sex, love and basketball, pather panchali, sound of music, enemy mine, pillow talk, living out loud, heart worn highways, a woman under the influence, to kill a mockingbird, blood simple, amelie, battle royale, about a boy, cool hand luke, red/white/blue, lantana, ghost dog, night of the commet, rain, million dollar baby, thin man, the village, the machinist, it's all gone pete tong, donnie darko, princess bride, school of rock, pride & prejudice [any production], mysterious skin, layer cake, match point, vagabond, hustle and flow, history of violence, junebug, cache, little miss sunshine, jesus is magic, little children.

Television:

LOST, Deadwood, The Wire, Battlestar Gallactica, Sports Night, Studio 60 on the Sunset Strip, Auqua Teen Hunger Force, The Office [UK], Arrested Development. and some other TV on DVD

Books:

one day in the life of ivan denisovich, peace like a river, north china lover, all quiet on the western front, a precious autobiography (yevtushenko), the hessian, illusions: the adventures of a reluctant messiah, the prophet, she's come undone, wuthering heights, i thought my father was god and other true tales from NPR's national story project, bastard out of carolina, the secret life of bees, frankenstein, i'm not scared, the unbearable lightness of being, fruits, the spirit catches you and you fall down, the stranger, the historian, the history of love, a man walks into a room, the solace of leaving early, the great gatsby, the wind up bird chronicle.

Heroes:

the effortlessly authentic

My Blog

cut that fucker in half

the patch that is....Your Quit Date is: 9/2/2007 3:04:00 AMTime Smoke-Free: 47 days, 6 hours, 33 minutes and 35 seconds Cigarettes NOT smoked: 615Lifetime Saved: 4 days, 16 hoursMoney Saved: $122....
Posted by spero on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 07:40:00 PST

28 days later

Your Quit Date is: 9/2/2007 3:04:00 AMTime Smoke-Free: 28 days, 19 hours, 57 minutes and 50 seconds Cigarettes NOT smoked: 375Lifetime Saved: 2 days, 20 hoursMoney Saved: $72.80 i've already spent...
Posted by spero on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 09:08:00 PST

2 days in St. Paul

Time Smoke-Free: 22 days, 13 hours, 17 minutes and 59 seconds Cigarettes NOT smoked: 293Lifetime Saved: 2 days, 5 hoursMoney Saved: $57.20 it's getting easier.it's getting harder....
Posted by spero on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 02:26:00 PST

history is supernatrual

i find that this is one of the best articles on bush ever [from salon.com]:Bush's stairway to paradiseHoping that history will somehow vindicate him, the president has entered a phase of decadent perv...
Posted by spero on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 08:43:00 PST

150

i just cleaned out my car and took out the ashtray and thoroughly cleaned it. i'm going to use it for quarters. i've never done that before with a car ashtray. kinda pleased with myself...Quit Date is...
Posted by spero on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 02:06:00 PST

thats my ted...

remember six feet under?remember claire's boyfriend ted?the republican.the only republican i've ever truly adored...i remember him and it makes me nostalgic. just like i am sometimes for certain chara...
Posted by spero on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 11:33:00 PST

time is money

Quit Date is: 9/2/2007 3:04:00 AMTime Smoke-Free: 7 days, 19 hours, 18 minutes and 46 seconds Cigarettes NOT smoked: 101Lifetime Saved: 18 hoursMoney Saved: $18.20
Posted by spero on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 08:27:00 PST

where there’s smoke there’s fire

in an effort towards full disclosure i did have 1/2 a cig on monday eve.so in the last 3 days, 16 hours, 3 minutes and 18 seconds: Cigarettes NOT smoked: 47 and 1/2Lifetime Saved: 8 hoursMoney Sa...
Posted by spero on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 04:15:00 PST

ug.

My Stats:Your Quit Date is: 9/2/2007 3:04:00 AMTime Smoke-Free: 1 day, 12 hours, 54 minutes and 50 seconds Cigarettes NOT smoked: 20Lifetime Saved: 3 hoursMoney Saved: $2.60 i really really really...
Posted by spero on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 01:05:00 PST

feel free to join me...

i'm going to have to totally get into the cheesiest side of things if this is going to work......
Posted by spero on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 01:54:00 PST