Good girl with alot of bad Habits[♥]

Just hear me out If it's not perfect I'll perfect it till my heart explodes I highly doubt I can make it through another of your episodes Lashing out One of the petty moves you pull before you lose control You wear me out But it's all right now Lets go home and get stoned We could end up makin love instead of misery Go home and get stoned Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me
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The names Jenna..I'm very open & non-judgemental and like others who are the same..I cant stand close minded ppl who label anyone who doesn't live up to their standards or haven't expierienced certain aspects of life and label you as ''crazy''. Everyone has problems, and everyone has flaws..Just admitt it..No ones perfect..some are more just apt to show them and not be afraid of that. I'm extremely NEEDY and co-dependant on My Husband and Close friends..All the time..non-stop. I give ultimatums because I believe i should be put first..if i really care about YOU and you make me SECOND best, you'll be removed from my life very quickly. It's not a matter of having to have the upper hand or getting my way..it's just me. I'm fucking Jealous beyond beliefe. If i think your ignoring me for someone else, i will shut you out completely. I have a tendency to build things up in my head, which most of the time aren't true. I realize this, yet i cant stop it. I'm not a pessimist, i think it all stems from my severe clinical depression and anxiety/panic attacks and disorder. I will openly admitt i suffer from these things because i think ppl need to be more aware. I'd like to someday become ad advocate for them. It's extremely hard to please me..the girls in my life that have tried..i give you major credit, because you've probably figured me out and know nothing is ever enough..usually. I want things done a certain way..it's just ME. Take it or leave it. I dont trust alot of people, and i dont open up easily..I have to know you really well..it takes alot to grab my attention, so if i say more than 3 words to you..you've caught my interest. I know I look good..Whats wrong with knowing your BEAUTIFUL? No one ever deems you ''conceited'' for knowing your intelligent or a good person, right? I am not stuck up though..i would give anything for the ppl I Love..ANYTHING. I'm a people pleaser..I'm very intelligent, although at times i think i'm naive in the sense i try to please ppl to much when their being insincere. I DO have alot of positives to me though and i think you have to take the good with the bad. I'm not much of a party girl..I'd rather stay at home with My Man and cook dinner ;) I loveee italian food! its THEE best. Olive Garden..Yum..any kinds of pasta i'm down for. I'm a totally inner fatty..i love to eat, but i never gain weight! and NO i do not have an eating disorder..Mexican food is awesome too..My fave alcholic drink is a Vodka cran =p but i dont drink much due to the afforementioned ''problems'' i suffer from. I smoke alot. I always double light my Marb lights, idk..it's habitual now. I love to read and learn..YES, SERIOUSLY. it's cool to be knowledable. I want to learn spanish this year and learn to cook. I'm starting to set goals for myself to achieve a better life. I think it's pretty much impossible for me AT THIS POINT IN MY LIFE to have a healthy realationship with anyone. Working on that. I'm way into Crime investigation shows, the human mind interests me greatly. I'd like to study what makes people tick.I over anazlyze everything..to a disconcering extent. I'm ''commerically'' Pretty, fit the cookie cutter image to the eye..but im not your typical omg happy go lucky girl all the time. I'm deeper..but not ''dark'' I love love love my babie Chloe *ahem shes a ''cat'' but i haul her around like a babie doll. I couldn't live w/out her..I dont care what anyone says you CAN love your pet that much. Chloe helps me through alot of hard times..As does music..its bittersweet. I like to dance around in my undies and bra..it makes me feel SEXAY ;) i sing..LOUDLY..and i dont care who's listening..i have a good voice, but i'm out of practice. I'm way to forgiving despite the way i think/act. Anyways..theres alot more..but this is ME. Take it or leave it ALL.
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