Patience
Persistance
Perseverance
Play a game,
Feed the hungry.
Success is the best revenge.
Dream big dreams, because little dreams have no magic.
As far as how I'd explain myself...
I can be a nice person, but I can also be a bitch when necessary. I have very few people I trust with most things, and not one person I trust with everything. I've learned that you can only rely on yourself, and no one else, because the person you always thought would be there no matter what will end up stabbing you in the back one day... probably out of boredum. I can be the most loving person you'll ever meet, and I would absolutely do anything for someone that deserves it. At the same time, I'll do absolutely nothing for you if I feel you don't deserve it. I'm a very forgiving person on most levels, but there are a few things that you can't ever recover from. You fuck me over with those things, you're out of my life. Simple as that. I have a horrible time trusting people, which is why I trust hardly anyone. I doubt that will ever change. I have a very dry sarcastic sense of humor. I love picking on people (teasing). Don't like it? Hit the back button, because I probably wouldn't waste my time on you anyway. I love to laugh, I love to make people laugh and I love people who can make me laugh. I honestly believe laughter is the best medicine, and I think the world would be a lot better of a place if everyone could just loosen up and laugh more. Health problems would diminish and the world would just be a little bit better. Just by laughing! So do it :) I'm honest to the point of bluntness, but I try to reign it in from being rude. I just don't like beating around the bush... I don't have time to play games. I enjoy drinking, sometimes. It's not my life. I don't have time for it. I chain smoke when I drink. Terrible habit, I'll quit one day. I work two jobs. If I'm not working, I'm probably sleeping. I love my sleep. I hate being at home. I am an avid watcher of Friends, I have every season, and it is my bedtime story. It helps me fall asleep. I have a special place in my heart for dark chocolate. Milk chocolate just doesn't do it for me anymore. I don't like white chocolate *yuck* I feel in my heart, one day soon, I will be owning my own business and making more money than I could have ever imagined. I don't plan on settling down or getting married anytime soon, I don't see the point. I'm way too young. I want kids, but not til I'm at least 30. Again, way too young. I want to travel the world and own places all over. Fiji, Canada, Australia, Europe, Cali, New York, and Oregon. It'll happen, you just watch. I can read through people and their bullshit faster than you can spit it out, so don't even try. Chances are, I wont meet you in person. Too many creepers out there. I love animals, cats especially. I say the word fuck a lot. It fits in pretty much every sentence. See if you can count how many times it's on my page. Some days, I want to move to another state, or another country, and start over. I think it'd be fun. You should come.
I guess everyone has their reasons
for keeping people away,
an instinct to protect yourself from getting hurt.
It's human nature.
We're just afraid, period.
Our fear is free-floating.
We're afraid this isn't the right relationship,
or we're afraid it is.
We're afraid they won't like us,
or afraid they will.
We're afraid of failure and of success.
We're afraid of dying young and growing old.
We're more afraid of life then we are of death.
