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AS IF

*wish.i.was.an.emo* then i could slit my wrists and write crap poems and no-one would give a shit

About Me

♥ I'm Helene
aka lightbulb, salerie or val depending on who you are
♥ I'm 18, 5ft4 or 5ft5 with green eyes and a really crap coloured hair...waiting to get it bleached
♥ I dont like the way I look or my body but if you do thats fine, if you dont, i dont really care
♥ I go to the University of Lincoln
♥ I study forensic science. dont bother telling me im sick cuz i look at photos of suicides and autopsies
♥ I've only got my ears pierced but id love to get more eventually one day
♥ Id love to have tattoos but im scared of getting them done :S i need to have someone hold my hand. I've choosen the one i want and everything!
♥ I get jealous of pretty people, girls with good hair and dress how i wish i dressed and im especially jealous of girls with boyfriends
♥ Originally Im from the wirral (in between Liverpool and Chester)...Im not scouse!
♥ I love all my friends, old and new
♥ I'm single and it fucking sucks! Ive had my heart broken too many times now but Im still looking for something new
♥ I love clothes! especially my many pairs of skinny jeans. i want so many more clothes but i cant afford them being an oh so poor student :(
♥ Private Profiles really really really piss me off
Music is one of the best things in life- i'll listen to anything once
♥ Give me a colouring book and it will keep me amused for hours
♥ Im grade 6 piano, not many people know that about me and how im a sad geek :(
♥ Dont judge me on my hair (that makes you shallow like me)
♥ I talk complete shit most of the time-its what i do best
♥ I love the feeling when youre really hot and go and have a hot shower and you get out and youre all cold. Although I dont like the feeling when youre really cold and have a hot shower and are FREEZING when you get out
I spend way too much time on myspace
♥ I might die without my eyeliner and hairspray
♥ Im probably too open for my own good, need to limit the things i say to people
♥ I often announce when i "need a wee"
♥ Im an emotional drunk and cry too much
♥ Dont be scared if i ask "can i lick your face"
♥ I love alcohol (no suprise there)
♥ Im quite good at offending people when i dont mean to, i just open my mouth and i'll always say something wrong
♥ I love watching films. I'll watch almost anything as long as I have a glass, or even better, bottle of something close to hand...
♥ I love hair :S If u have good hair (and male incidently) I'll more than likely want to keep u in a box (hehe becky!) -yes, i am shallow
♥ I dislike smoking a LOT
♥ I like meeting new people on myspace as long as they'll talk... if you're going to add me, at least say hi
♥ I dont want to be a "myspace whore". I dont care how many friends I have. All i care about is if you talk to me or not
I am a nice person really so feel free to add me if you're going to talk
Being alone is one of the worst feelings ever
*BANDS-STOP ADDING ME, IF I WANT YOU, I'LL ADD YOU MYSELF!*
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My Interests



MUSIC!! i love music. going out with all my friends, new or old ones, watching films...erm. doing nothing!

I'd like to meet:

The most AMAZING ladeee in Lincoln And posts the nicest bulletins :)

Music:

*this providence
*the audition
*alkaline trio
*the blackout
*death cab for cutie
*incubus
*rise against
*alexisonfire
*funeral for a friend
*the starting line
*dashboard confessionals
*taking back sunday
*senses fail
*atreyu
*silverstein
*my chemical romance
*the academy is...
*panic! at the disco
*a thorn for every heart
*thursday
*amour for sleep
*brand new
*every time i die
*early november
*fall out boy
*from autumn to ashes
*hawthorne heights
*hellogoodbye
*matchbook romance
*simple plan
*mindless self indulgence
*story of the year
*placebo
*juliana theory
*the hanks
*hidden in plain view
*self against city
*the format
*houston calls
(anything emo or screamo and occasionally something alternative)

Movies:

the nightmare before christmas!!! or any tarintino or burton films, the virgin suicides

Heroes:

ALL MY FRIENDS!!! From home.....
Pete :D we'll we've certainly got a history but that doesnt mean that we still arent friends...
Kev and Becki, the old crew all the way from biiirrrkkken'ed. 'cuz we all speak propa!
JOJO!!! my only true love
My Eddy
Betty and Nat :) long time no see guys....
My college mates...
Vicky and Becky :) fish fish fish fish fish fish fish fish...
Katie!! still living in Liverpool :) i miss that city....ZAMBUKA DRINKER!!
Spazzy Saz
Bethany :) Good luck with everything love.x
My Flatmates...
SI!!!! hes my lovely neighbour :) x
Sarah...with her posh windows :( im jealous
Sophie...VERY jealous...travelled around the world...
Mike 1 from London...speaks funny :P
Mike 2 all the way from good old Southport...slight alcoholic :p
My Course mates...
Becky and Klar my lesbian lovers
The CSI crew minus two... me, Becky, Klar, Matt and Rob :) We
Little Matt (CSI) I can see his kitchen...he can see my bedroom... :S
Becky and Jonny :) from York, also speaks funny :P still love you tho...x
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