So i guess i put everything about me?.. well truth is, im not who you think i am already. bet. if you meet me and get to know me for years and become my best friend, you'll only see one side of me. the real me hides in my pocket and only comes out when im around my bestfriends. people are jealous, stay jealous. some people cant stand us, keep not standing. because me and my girls, were on top of the world right now=]. i sure do talk a lot. i cant stand when people walk in my room and say something random and walk out, it makes me so mad. im writing whats on my mind which is very rare. i am a shallow person. im a JUNIOR at North Rockland High School. i think a lot when im in the shower. i cant keep my room clean for more then a week. i like to cuddle. when i write i have to be listening to a song, or singing one in my head at least. i fancy Winnie the pooh, hes the shit. i like to laugh, it gets bad. i hang on to the past too easily. im part of the lenape tribe. weird right? im native American. i have a problem where i pull my hair out. not really. i don't like to smile. i have anger problems. i hate talking to random old lady's who joke about the sale prices while im ringing up there groceries. i say just kidding when i do something wrong. i cant drink dark sodas or i get too hyper. sprite rocks. i work at shop-rite. i only like rap songs because when you play it loud in a car the bass sounds really awesome. i leave cups of water everywhere, my mom doesn't get that mad because at least its not soda. i like music. im random. i couldn't give you a favorite movie. fuck school. i worry about the future. im 17 but act older and younger depending on the people im with. i cry too much when i don't need to. subway is better then blimpie. Ever feel like your world came crashing down all in one day? ive felt that numerous amounts of times.

i hate alex rossi hes a slut and he cheats:)

i tell every boyfriend i love them, but who am i kidding lol. i walk into doors while im opening them. i crack my fingers and wrists. i always contradict myself. my myspace is like my crack. i fiend for it. i get really excited. one of my sisters has an amazing voice, out of no where. i have 4 sisters and 4 brothers, but i rarely see any of them. i have lots of friends. i don't feel for half of them i just like the crowd. i live above the influence. my only real friend is myself, and i still lie to me. im the closest to me though. i don't know the real definition of friend. or best friend. Love, thats a whole different thing. you only love once. at least some do. i tend to get over people easily, sometimes thats not the case, but for right now i sure as hell am. im perfectly fine with the remaining people in my life. excluding the fact that i still want to meet new people. well this is me, but like i said from reading this im still not who you think i am. lets try working on a friend ship, starting by my name is Amanda.