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LucyFord

I hate to say this, but this place is getting to me. I think I'm getting the fear

About Me

I'm just your typical broken barbie doll. I can't walk without heels and one day I might just fall over...I am the girl most people think is stuck up, but I'm just shy until you get to know me. I'm high strung, down to earth, afraid of the world and ready to conquer it. I don't say what I'm really thinking and listen to more lies then I should. Not many people really can say they know me, but I like it that way. Life has been full of love, loss, good times, bad times, good friends, great memories, rocky roads, and calm waters, bruises, stitches, broken bones, and broken hearts but its all been worth the ride. Three things that I value: Family, friends, and sanity, though all three are in sort supply.

My Interests

Studying to maintain that 4.0, eating, sleeping and working my ass off for too much stress and too little pay.

I'd like to meet:

I don't believe in love at first site but I believe you can see someone and know your life is going to be different because of them. I want someone that I can't stop thinking about. Someone I've known forever but only just met. Someone that causes stars to shoot from the skies...someone to push me down and tell it like it is... MyGen Profile Generator

Music:

Marvin Gaye...enough said. Atmosphere...always. Living Legends, 30 seconds to mars, and whatever else I can find.

Movies:

ELF is the best Christmas Movie there is ("Buddy the Elf whats yours favorite color?") Lately Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas simply because its the only way I will every know whats its like to be on that many drugs. The classics: Dirty Dancing, The Breakfest Club, Back to the Future, Pretty in Pink, Donnie Darko, etc. Stay is my favortie

Television:

I have seen every episode of 90210 like 50 fucking times... sad I know!

Books:

Anything that takes my mind off my own life. Invisble Man by Ralph Ellison is a must.

Heroes:

I admire people that can keep their heads up when everything else is coming down.

My Blog

I want someone that will send me flowers...

Is that so much to ask for? Someone that will spoil me... I know this probably seems messed up but I feel like I am always going above and beyond and it would be nice to get a little in return... we n...
Posted by LucyFord on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 11:26:00 PST

My Super Fun Day at Work!

It happened again I was sitting at work and all of a sudden it was like my eyes wouldnt focus in on anything. I felt dizzy and my vision was blurry and I was getting freaked out but "the customer alwa...
Posted by LucyFord on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 08:18:00 PST

Step 1: Buy a Couch Step 2: ....

Got the couch...got the pillows, signed the lease, get the keys on the 15th...have dishes, have silverwear, have a place that I can escape to finally... I deserve better. I deserve someone that wants ...
Posted by LucyFord on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 06:37:00 PST

What I want and What I have

We are buying a couch...and right now that is the best damn thing. Why am I wasting my time? Why do I want to be with him if he doesnt want to be with me? Even if we get back together what do I expec...
Posted by LucyFord on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 06:39:00 PST

The Christmas Spirit

Only a couple weeks until Christmas. Should be exciting because it is my favorite time of year. I have a couple parties to go to, some secret santa stuff, my work party is tonight (which I dont have a...
Posted by LucyFord on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 09:38:00 PST