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Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everybody I've ever known.

About Me

I am a simple person. I love to take things easy. I hate liars & cheaters. I love passion. I love fruits. I heart my cats. I love my car, even if it is a bucket. I LOVE my flips. I am a pretty damn good cook. I put in 100% to anything I want. I can be indecisive, because I would rather make you happy. I am easy to please. I love eyes, they are the windows to the soul. I can fall in love with a smile. Languages definitely turn me on. I love to be touched. I love to be kissed. I love to pretend that I am a photographer. I love music. I love museums. I am way too honest. I am too hard on myself. I have high standards on my life. I fall as hard as I love. I love art. I am allergic to the world, and should be in a bubble. I bottle things up, so watch out when I burst. I adore my family. My friends are my escape. Not everyone knows everything about me. The few who do, like the quirks. The ones who think they know, have no clue. The ones I love, know me best.'Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?' Actually, who are you not to be? Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.'....

My Interests

This is what I have learned: Life can be tragic, and it can be amazing. At the same time we find our pleasures, our downfall can be right around the corner. As easy as we recover, we can fall harder. Still, the faith in our hearts and the tangibility of our surroundings give a clear path which lead us through life. Fate is, and will always be ever changing.

I'd like to meet:

Someone: honest, real, I can trust, quirky like me, I can talk to, that gives me respect like I give them, to laugh with, to be dumb with, who finally understands me, that doesn't play games, that is emotionally available, that can prove me wrong, to have fun with, who can love as hard as I love them...View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

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Music:

I dunno what to write... I have a wide variety of tastes, I love music for what it is, not who likes it. It better have a beat for dancing. If not a way to touch my heart... Sometimes lyrics are the eyes to a soul, the reflection of a moment in time, a feeling that provokes you to let the world know who you truly are.

Movies:

CURRENT FAVORITES: A Lot Like Love. Dr. Zhivago.The Girl Next Door.Marie Antoinette.Running With Scissors.Legends of The Fall. The Mission.The Departed. Camp. House of D. My Date With Drew. London. The River King. Lord of War. XX/XY. In Her Shoes. 21. I AM LEGEND.

Television:

WEEDS. The L Word. The Black Donnelly's. Entourage.Dexter. Tell Me You Love Me. Big Love. ER. Hogan Knows Best. Law & Order. The Simple Life. The Girl's Next Door. Pimp My Ride. Cribs. Sex & The City. Top Chef. Shear Genius. Beauty & The Geek. The Tudors. Californication. Queer As Folk. Tila Tequila. Work Out. THS.

Books:

Anything by Audre Lorde, Anything by Anaiis Nin, Black Boy, Good in Bed, Catcher in The Rye.Not sure its hard for me to read because I have no attention span...but there are few books that grasp my interest.My greatest love---- Photography. It's amazing to see/ feel the world through the eyes of someone else even if its for a brief moment. Poetry on canvas...

Heroes:

MAMI. Siempre sera la fuerza en nuestras vidas que nunca nos dejo separar. Nos enseño que familia y el amor entre nosotros es mas importante que cual quier otra cosa, o persona que puede entra a nuestras vidas. Thanks mom...And of course... always my favorite of all time. Kaitlyn Arctander. Always a strength and example of what a human being should ultimately be. Love you!!

My Blog

That Morning

That time you slept in my arms all nightYou said you never felt saferOur bodies pressed against each otherHolding you close as I watched you drift to sleepI felt the heat of the morning sun against my...
Posted by `SlutMuffin` on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 12:47:00 PST

wrong page

love is something we all wantsomething we all crave something we are never ready forone day i met yousomeone i never imaginedcould never derivedcompletely out of the ordinarymy heart skipped a beatjum...
Posted by `SlutMuffin` on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 08:19:00 PST

Lessons

I remember your carDriving with you and hearing your storiesAt the time so inconsequentialYou'd tell me to buckle upI would be excited to take a driveJust as long as iI was with youI could roll down ...
Posted by `SlutMuffin` on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 10:03:00 PST

to you...

i remember as a child the taste of honey suckle against my lipsthe taste lingering on my tongue and thoughtsa taste i could never get backi remember that night you kissed me and made the entire room ...
Posted by `SlutMuffin` on Wed, 28 May 2008 07:58:00 PST

Romeo & Juliet

A love struck romeo Sings the streets a serenade Now hes laying everybody low Hes got a love song that he made He finds a streetlight And he steps out of the shade And says something like You and me,...
Posted by `SlutMuffin` on Thu, 15 May 2008 04:15:00 PST

new stuff

its been too long... guess i better get to it. keep tuned i am sure i will have some new stuff up soon.......
Posted by `SlutMuffin` on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 08:22:00 PST

not broken

So, I don't know why this is all a surpsire to me. I knew this would happen but its different when you hear it for yourself. I mean come on, the signs were there... I am just a hopeless romantic....
Posted by `SlutMuffin` on Sun, 18 Sep 2005 10:12:00 PST

Changes

It seems that no matter how we try to stay the same. Something in us forces us to change. Be it those who surround us, fulfill our lives, or disappear. Those that you love today, and confide your worl...
Posted by `SlutMuffin` on Wed, 23 May 2007 09:52:00 PST

Rise Up

I stay up all nightMy tears have driedMy mind working over timeI wonder every momentOf almost everydayWhere did it go?That spirit and driveThat made me who I amThe effort I put inTo be pushed aside li...
Posted by `SlutMuffin` on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 09:22:00 PST

Dirt

Perhaps when you fallYou fall not knowing where you will goThe very things you took for granted The very things that seemed expendableThe taste of dirt in your mouthThey make you understand the value...
Posted by `SlutMuffin` on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 12:32:00 PST