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About Me

my name is jessica...im a cal poly student and a zeta!! i love to just chill, im laid back, but i can be a bitch and will be a bitch if i need to. im not the type of person to judge someone on their mistakes cuz god really does know ive made more than enough. but i do believe u should learn from your mistakes. im a smartass... a very big smartass but thats just me. im always there for the ones i love; crissy, kristen , brian, alan, bobby, jen, clintopolis, alex, chris, my big rachel, and all my zetas... and the guys... there my heart and my drinking problem but what r u gonna do, there the ones that raised me? in everth's words..."im perfect in every fucked up way" and there aint shit u can about it... ive learn to love that fact that im a bit messsed up... its what make me, me. so i gues love me or not for the first time im happy wit myself. but if u wanna know something just ask...
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You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing
That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back
You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys
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I'd like to meet:

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Name: Jessica
Birthdate: june 13, 1986...and it was on a friday
Birthplace: west Co
Current Location: walnut
Eye Color: dark dark brown
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'2
Piercings: 6? maybe 8 if they all haven't closed up
Tatoos: one wit seven parts to it
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: singel baby... and loving it!!!!!!!
Overused Phraze: k
FAVORITES
Food: beans!!!!!!!
Candy: sour patch kids!!!!!!!!!!!!
Number: 9
Color: red
Animal: doG!!!!
Drink: water
Alcohol Drink: jack and coke or fruit punch and malibu...depends on my mood
Bagel: plain wit lots of cream cheese
Letter: z
Body Part on Opposite sex: eyes... i have to be able to trust them
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: fountain...coke, bottle...pepsi
McDonalds or BurgerKing: McDonalds
Strawberry or Watermelon: strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea: hot tea
Chocolate or Vanilla CHOCOLATE
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: COFFEE
Kiss or Hug: hug
Dog or Cat: DOG...cats exist y?
Rap or Punk: punk
Summer or Winter: summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: scary
Love or Money: LOVE
YOUR...
Bedtime: when i fall asleep
Most Missed Memory: that the world was perfect
Best phyiscal feature: depends on u...eyes or legs
First Thought Waking Up: just ten more minutes
Goal for this year: have fun
Best Friends: crissy,bobby, and alan... and 4eva brian and Kristen
Weakness: the people i care about
Fears: falling back into old habbits
Heritage: mexican
Longest relationship: one month short of two years
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: yes...
Ever Smoked: yes...
Pot: yes...
Ever been Drunk: YES... havent i lolo...haha
Ever been beaten up: nope
Ever beaten someone up: not really
Ever Shoplifted: yeah, i wasn't the brightest kid
Ever Skinny Dipped: nope
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: of course
Been Dumped Lately: nope
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: doesnt metter
Favorite Hair Color: dont have one
Short or Long: doesn't matter
Height: taller than me
Style: just dont wear baggy clothes
Looks or Personality: personality...i can always turn the lights off.....just kidding
Hot or Cute cute
Drugs and Alcohol: dont tolerate drugs and just dont treat me like shit when drink
Muscular or Really Skinny: MUSCULAR
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: i dont regret my mistakes i learn from them
What country do you want to Visit: greece and italy
How do you want to Die: fast and painless
Been to the Mall Lately: no
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes... but i hate it when it raina
Get along with your Parents: now more then ever
Health Freak: no just conscience
Do you think your Attractive: i have my moments
Believe in Yourself: yes
Want to go to College: in college
Do you Smoke: huka and blacks and swishers
Do you Drink: Yeah
Shower Daily: of course
Been in Love: yeah
Do you Sing: in the car... im a fuckin rockstar
Want to get Married: probablly
Do you want Children: yes
Have your future kids names planned out: yes but kristen wont let me keep them
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: haha age i wanted to or age i did
Hate anyone: stupid people

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[Marital Status] Single bAbY!!!!
[Shoe size] 7
[Parents still together] yup
[Siblings] older bro
[Pets] two oso and dulce(dogs) and then theres sweetie(a piece of a dog)
FAVORITES
[Color] navy blue
[Number] 9
[Animal] penguin and dogs
[Drinks] malibu and coke or jack and coke
[Soda] sprite
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DO YOU
[Color your hair?] not any more
[Have tattoos?] yup!!
[Have Piercings?] yup!!!
[Cheat on tests/homework?] not any more
[Drink/Smoke?] drink and smoke huka and swishers
[Like roller coasters?] luv them
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] sometimes
[Want more piercings?] yup!!!!
[Like cleaning?] when im in the mood
[Write in cursive or print?] print
[Own a web cam?] no
[Know how to drive?] yup
[Own a cell phone?] yeah
[Ever get off the damn computer?] sometimes
HAVE U EVER
[Been in a fist fight?] yeah
[Considered a life of crime?] no
[Lied to someone?] yeah
[Been in love?] yeah
[Made out with JUST a friend?] of course
[Been in lust?] definitley
[Used someone] not like im proud of it
[Been used?] if i have i probablly deserved it, past always catched up wit u
[Been cheated on?] yeah
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] haha... yeah
[Stolen anything?] yeah, i wasnt the smartest kid
[Held a gun] yup... really what else is there to do in Colorado
CURRENTS
[Current clothing] underwear and a muscle shirt
[Current mood] tired but happy
[Current taste] currious
[What you currently smell like] designer perfume "hot couture"
[Current hair] lots of layers!!!
[Current thing I ought to be doing] SLEEPING!!!!!!!!!!!
[Current cd in stereo] horrorpops
[Last book you read] clay walls
[Last movie you saw] that one baketball movie
[Last thing you ate] pizza!!!!
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Xavier
[Do drugs?] nope
[Believe there is life on other planets?] yeah!!!
Remember your first love?] of course
[Still love him/her?] ill always love him, im just not in love wit himinp

My Blog

2006

sooo... thinking back on 2006. hmmm...all i can say is what a year, a GReAT year that is!! from skool to the friends and of course the biggest highlight ZETA TAU ALPHA!!! i can honestly say I am so gr...
Posted by .~.*beautiful disaster*.~. on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 01:00:00 PST

please...

A driver whose car collided with another vehicle Friday, killing two people and critically injuring a third person, was arrested and booked on two counts of gross vehicular manslaughter and for drivin...
Posted by .~.*beautiful disaster*.~. on Sun, 26 Mar 2006 12:49:00 PST

too scared...

im so scared, the only day it really hit me was the day i found out, sense then ive been doing this whole denyale thing...because it doesnt make sense it really doesnt, she wasnt drinking, she wasnt h...
Posted by .~.*beautiful disaster*.~. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

To Tanya...ur always going to be loved

She was this shy gurl stacy, julie and me use to pass by during lunch. stacy and julie always stopped and talked to her i never really knew who she was. 2 yrs. later she became one of my best friends....
Posted by .~.*beautiful disaster*.~. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

an angel...

I came to u as an angel an angel with broken wings i showed you every crack, every missing piece not wanting you to see me as ugly and broken, but wanting you to see me You have this beautiful a...
Posted by .~.*beautiful disaster*.~. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

what do u think...?

Would you........? Body: Fill this out about me!!! **BUT FIRST** REPOST a blank copy to all of your friends (including me) so they can fill it out about you! Got it? BE HONEST! **YES or NO** Ug...
Posted by .~.*beautiful disaster*.~. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

yay!

YAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!! i finidshed my paper! now all i have to worry about r my 2 midterms next week, thats not alot, right? its coo, im so excited azuza is playing at mt. sac tomorrow, im gonna go, i bet...
Posted by .~.*beautiful disaster*.~. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

just random bullshit...

hmmmmm. skool sux, i have a paper due in a day that i havent started writing, a midterm on mon. that i havent studied for and another midterm on thur. that i also haven't studied for. yay! this weeken...
Posted by .~.*beautiful disaster*.~. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

grrrrrrrrrrrrr....

i cant get a hold of my boyfriend...i havent talked to him in really in five days this is getting me so fustrated. then i cant understand what the hell im reading for class, which is home work due tom...
Posted by .~.*beautiful disaster*.~. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

*would you...*

put a star where u would... Would you: [ ] Kiss me [ ] Hug me [ ] Lick me [ ] Kill me [ ] Love me [ ] French Kiss me [ ] Hold me [ ] Lie to me [ ] Be true to me [ ] Hurt me [ ] Sing wi...
Posted by .~.*beautiful disaster*.~. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST