:::a christmas bang::: |
Last night, an Ellick Corp.'s Christmas Party along with Francis Collins' surprise birthday party was held at Tray's house at Valle 2. Most of the people who came were unknown to me and my old friends...
Posted by -BaByJoNz- on Sat, 24 Dec 2005 10:28:00 PST |
twist of fate |
i didn't know that being secretly in love with somebody can be this hard. it used to seem so easy way back when he was still a thousand thoughts away from me. ever since i've had the guts to admit to ...
Posted by -BaByJoNz- on Mon, 12 Dec 2005 08:50:00 PST |
i dont wanna love again... |
i clearly dont understand why it is after all the hurt and the pain edward has caused me, still, i cry for him. i find it very weird cuz if i remember everything perfectly, a week or two after our pai...
Posted by -BaByJoNz- on Tue, 22 Nov 2005 01:13:00 PST |
my aim is to understand love... but love is a terrible thing! |
My aim is to understand love. I know how alive I felt when i was in love, and I know that everything I have now, however interesting it might seem, doesn't really excite me.
But love is a terrible th...
Posted by -BaByJoNz- on Sun, 23 Oct 2005 11:30:00 PST |
keeping passion at bay or surrendering blindly to it? -- which of these 2 is least destructive? |
Passion makes a person stop eating, sleeping, working, feeling at peace. A lot of people are frightened because when it appears, it demolishes completely all the old things it finds in its path.
No o...
Posted by -BaByJoNz- on Sun, 23 Oct 2005 11:29:00 PST |
disturbing dreams |
for the past couple of months, i have been having dreams every now and then... distorted, disturbing dreams i wish to understand better. i always seem to be running away from something or someone in a...
Posted by -BaByJoNz- on Sun, 23 Oct 2005 11:11:00 PST |
covered in haze and living through it |
i have been going through one of the toughest phases of my life lately... or should i say, this tops everything else... i've been going through several emotional breakdowns, though i've been strong en...
Posted by -BaByJoNz- on Sun, 23 Oct 2005 11:19:00 PST |
my world crumbles when you're not there |
have you ever felt how it is to be truly, madly, and deeply in love with just one person?have you ever felt how it is to be so exasperatingly happy and content with all the happiness only one person c...
Posted by -BaByJoNz- on Sun, 23 Oct 2005 11:21:00 PST |
current mood: exasperated, perplexed, and confused |
ima try to compose myself, my thoughts, after a long night of confusion and hurt...
i need to fuckin get this out of my system...
first of all... lemme quote something that he said way back july 8th :...
Posted by -BaByJoNz- on Sun, 23 Oct 2005 11:25:00 PST |
