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Alex

I bought my ticket just the same

About Me

But then I talked to Jack and he said hey check it out my life's pretty bad. He says his lady left him, I say yes it is man, and I'm sorry to hear it. You don't deserve it. You got a baby girl and you already been paying for what you fucked up in this place so I think its really a bum deal. A bum deal brother. And he's calm and he's got himself straight and says I'm just trying to get better and I want her along with me. Just trying to get even with the things in my life you know? Its true and hey you know you're not alone. He runs it all past me, how he figures it and listening listening staring at his cheeks where its not been shaved I say back: Things out to grind out for you. It's like a spell or curse, all he says I say that back. You can't weave words into bandaids over the hurts.But they say they feel bad cause of this girl. I say don't worry I got the chemicals I got the time. She don't know and she says sorry. But its okay cause I can't help but hear my own heart it beats so loud. Maybe its dying and I don't know.
Now I drive past cars and oil slick rivers. You quote lyrics all the time Alexander and your life will end as soon as its time for the commercial or the player shuts on down, so be careful be careful be careful. Thankee thanks I say to her, but where's your street cause you know I don't pay attention to what you say
just your pretty face.
One more song cause the night doesn't die echoes her voice. I lie I lie I say I can't I help I see I your my I mean I my eyes, your heart behind. But we're forward onward stepward coward. Passenger passing. I drive the car but it really drives me all the way.
Come on I say down with the windows. Lets live these last days are my words. And the world couldn't stop her laughing and now he's here and he knows each everything.
Banzai.

My Interests

now

I'd like to meet:

Jesus and Mohammed and show them the mess

Music:

I found the cold war kids album. Some people say, "It's trash". Those people can't enjoy simple things like breathing before gasping about how much the act of breathing "simply sucks" and "why would you waste your time? are you uncool?"

Movies:

yeah way too many

Television:

I'm at odds with television, we're not speaking at the moment and its been sleeping on the couch.

Books:

the one I'm writing. and a retrospective on bruce lee

Heroes:

My Friends

My Blog

Yer Blues

I'm leaving in a few minutes to watch the Bourne Ultimatum, High Western TechnoWarPorn. You'll find no finer substitute in this neck of the timespace sphere. I was thinking about this song and how som...
Posted by Alex on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 10:21:00 PST

Up Against the Wall

Neil Gaiman Courtney Love:http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view& amp;friendID=165705423&blogID=287690262Sustenance:http:/ /www.wikihow.com/Make-a-Grilled-Cheese-Sandwich-Wi...
Posted by Alex on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 09:01:00 PST

Hard to Explain

You know, unbeknownest to many of you, I am bieng stalked by a duplicate version of myself. I don't know where he came from, only that from the time I was twenty two to the present day he has except f...
Posted by Alex on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 01:15:00 PST

Baby I'm an Anarchist

i'm so empty and full of chemicals.the way that life is a reflection of itself, in the movies, in the books and songs, remains solemn. How much is just someone else's eyes and heart and mind just spla...
Posted by Alex on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 10:24:00 PST

Old Saint John On Death Row

Today I got my alumnus magazine. It's one of those nostalgic things that the University "rewards" you with for having paid them an obscence amount of money. Anyway, I like to flip to the back and read...
Posted by Alex on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 12:57:00 PST

Jenny Was a Friend of Mine

Today was insanely depressing. But that's the way it goes. LSD Kid gives me hope though. I got asked today if I was someone who believed in fate or if I believed in Random Chance.  I sa...
Posted by Alex on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 05:29:00 PST

Everyone Got Caught Looking at Someone Else's Page

So I've chosen the Slow Poison tonight. This is approrpriate, it is after all the preferred method of my kine. But we'll see what we make of it. Someone once asked me about that, by the way. My nasty ...
Posted by Alex on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 06:01:00 PST

Democratic Debates

So the democratic debates were tonight and I watched them. It's one of the only few times you're going to be able to see the candidates before they are subsumed by the machinery of the whole Damn thin...
Posted by Alex on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 09:59:00 PST

DV

i'm too drunk to really type anything imporatnt to say. I'm too full of all my hearts none of it really matters.
Posted by Alex on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 11:02:00 PST

New Moon Race

In my heart there is no gravity. Sailing to Phoenix, across the stars, to come down somewhere in the desert. The cars are hissing across the rain that never falls on the streets. And then I woke up. T...
Posted by Alex on Tue, 22 May 2007 06:55:00 PST